Ultimate Compromise
Captain Janeway sat in her office nursing
her third cup of coffee. Her lights were dimmed seventy percent leaving the
barest essence of illumination in contrast to that of the stars outside her view
port. To her the darkness was a comfort - an escape if you will from reality as
she struggled with the
There had been numerous speculations
about the duration of Kathryn and B'Elanna's liaison. As the rumor mill would
have it, most of the crew felt that B'Elanna's personality was too volatile to
be tamed by even the commanding nature of Voyager's captain. But Kathryn adored
the feisty Klingon, and had since the first time she had laid eyes on her.
Kathryn found her physical attributes exotic and her hot-blooded yet tender
personality captivating.
Being Captain of a ship in Starfleet was
many times a rewarding and fulfilling occupation, but too often it came with a
high price. The price of loneliness. So although Janeway found Torres
extremely attractive, she couldn't act on said attraction because of her rank.
It would not have been the acceptable thing to do. So she was shocked yet
enormously pleased when B'Elanna made the initial overture. True to her Klingon
nature, Torres pursued her relentlessly until Kathryn finally agreed to a date
with her. After that, B'Elanna seemed to make it her personal endeavor to do
whatever it took to make Kathryn fall for her. It worked - she fell totally and
completely in love with her Chief Engineer, and Kathryn was convinced that
B'Elanna loved her as well.
Regrettably it seemed that she was
mistaken. It was B'Elanna who had come to her and severed their relationship on
the basis that she had found something with Seven. Seven of Nine - the
beautiful former Borg drone. How could Kathryn compete with someone like her?
She glanced into her half empty coffee cup, noting that it had grown cold and
sighed. She remembered it as if it happened yesterday - the pain still fresh,
even though it
It was after a particularly difficult
away mission. B'Elanna and Seven's friendship grew while on a planet with a
significant time variation. What was to be a six-hour mission had turned into
two days for Voyager due to sensor and transporter difficulties, and eighteen
months for them on the planet. So when they returned, B'Elanna felt that it
would be better if she continued what she had found with Seven.
Kathryn's reaction to the news was
nothing short of classy. Perhaps it was due to the self-reproach she sometimes
felt that she had allowed herself the luxury of a relationship with B'Elanna or
with anyone for that matter. From time to time the guilt was nearly
overwhelming - especially when she looked into the eyes of her chief pilot. In
a way she felt she didn't deserve the love B'Elanna had given her. So when
Torres told her that their relationship was over, she didn't make a scene or
have any sort of emotional outburst. Even though her heart felt as if it were
crumbling apart within her chest, Kathryn Janeway quietly let her go.
She had a pile of reports on her desk
that she was slowly making her way through. However, on certain days,
especially when the days were quiet, her emotions caved in on her and she wished
somehow that time could be reversed so she could fight harder for her beloved.
But her troubles were a double-edged sword. Not only did she lose B'Elanna, but she lost her to someone who held a special place in her heart. She considered herself blessed to be able to see Seven grow and develop into the human she had become, and felt immense pride that she herself had every opportunity to be involved in her growth. Sevens beauty and grace was nothing short of extraordinary and her way of challenging Janeway's orders proved that she was definitely her own person and not easily influenced. She had become an exemplary officer and her social graces had exceeded what many thought she was capable of. More than once Kathryn felt desire for the voluptuous woman. And where Kathryn found Seven interesting and challenging, B'Elanna at first found her rude and extremely irritating. So to say she was surprised at the fact that her lover wanted to leave her for Seven was an understatement.
Although she had been reserved and
seemingly accepting of B'Elanna's decision, it threatened to make her bitter and
withdrawn. Too many times Kathryn saw the two of them together and her heart
clenched with intense jealously. Nevertheless, life on Voyager continued. She
was still Captain and therefore expected to put her feelings aside to run her
ship. But it was in no way easy for her.
Thankfully, Chakotay could see the all
too familiar signs of her depression and quickly stepped in, offering his
support and a welcoming non-judgmental shoulder to lean on. His friendship had
been monumental in keeping Kathryn from literally drowning in despair over her
failed love life. They had spent so much time together that there was
speculation that the two of them were a romantic item. There was, however, no
truth to those rumors. Janeway loved him like the brother she never had and was
grateful to him for his intervention.
The last few weeks the rumor mill was a
buzz. Apparently all was not well in paradise where B'Elanna and Seven were
concerned. They had entertained the crew with at least three public
disagreements. Kathryn tried not to think about it too much because it would be
wrong of her to wish them ill will, but she often wondered what would happen if
they did break up. Would she be able to win B'Elanna's heart once more? Would
she yet again have the unspeakable joy of holding her, kissing her and making
passionate love to her? The possibility made her heart quicken and caused other
parts of her anatomy come alive unwillingly. Nonetheless, she did her best to
squelch those thoughts and feelings. She would not do anything intentionally to
break the couple up, no matter how much she loved B'Elanna.
She was still looking out the view port,
trying to decide whether she wanted to reheat her coffee when the message came
through the comm. system. "Captain, please report to the Bridge."
Sighing heavily and placing her coffee
cup on the desk she replied, "On my way."
"Report." Janeway said after exiting her
ready room and moving toward her seat on the Bridge.
"Long range scanners have detected an
M-class planet approximately one light year from our current position," Ensign
Kim stated as he studied the readout at his station. "The planet appears to be
rich in dilithium deposits."
"Well it looks as if we'll get a chance
to replace the warp core crystals that B'Elanna's been complaining about."
Captain Janeway smiled at her first officer then announced, "Mr. Paris change
course toward the planet."
Further scans indicated that the planet
was the home of an apparent pre-warp civilization. Per the Prime Directive, any
thriving pre-warp planet was passed by and ignored, thus allowing it to follow
its natural course until they began using warp technology. However, Captain
Janeway was unable to pass up a chance to replace the necessary mineral.
Additional scans found that there were significant dilithium deposits on a
secluded part of the planet, so Janeway instructed Commander Chakotay and
Lieutenant Torres to take a shuttle down to the planet. The plan was to arrive
discretely while Voyager remained in high orbit, obtain the dilithium and leave
without anyone on the planet being privy to their visit.
As an added precaution, molecular scans
were done of some of the populated areas of the planet and that information was
fed into the ships computer to give a possible visual of what the inhabitants
looked like. Both officers would be surgically altered to appear like the
natives of the planet, just in case they were discovered.
=^=
B'Elanna was sitting on one of the
biobeds in Sickbay enduring the bedside manner of the doctor while having her
appearance altered. "Hold still Lieutenant unless you want your hairline across
your eyes."
"I'm trying!" B'Elanna said exasperated,
"But this isn't the most comfortable procedure in the universe." She had been
pleased about being a part of the away team, but had she known that she would
have to interact with the EMH, she would have gladly given the responsibility to
someone else.
"You have to look like the natives on the
planet. Now please...hold still!" The Doctor replied, irritated with her
irrational behavior.
"He's right B'Elanna." Chakotay said
calmly as Lt. Paris worked on his appearance.
"Oh please Chakotay," She quipped, "The
only thing you had to change was your hair, your tattoo and your ears. No one's
trying to remove your forehead. Oh, and by the way, blond is not your color."
"You don't think so?" He asked with
mocking surprise.
B'Elanna gave him her best 'fuck you'
scowl, then jerked slightly at the tingle on her forehead. "Are you almost
finished?" she snapped, clearly losing patience with the whole ordeal.
"I would have been done a long time ago
if you would just hold still and stop talking." The doctor answered.
"Fine." She muttered.
"And anyway, I'm not removing your
forehead, I'm just shrinking it temporarily." He noted.
"Whatever, just hurry up." Holding as
still as she could in order to get the annoying procedure over with, she
couldn't help but notice the exchanges happening between Chakotay and Tom. Tom
was smiling more than usual and B'Elanna nearly did a double take when she saw
that he stood between the Commander's legs waving the dermal regenerator
altering his ears, instead of standing off to the side like the doctor did with
her. Occasionally they would look at one another and B'Elanna swore that she
could almost feel the affection passing between the two of them. B'Elanna
vaguely wondered if she were the only one that could tell but it seemed so
blatantly obvious to her what was going on that she doubted it. She made a
mental note to ask Chakotay about it when they were in the shuttle.
Soon both officers were physically ready
for their mission. B'Elanna had entered the shuttle and had already begun the
flight prelims. Although she was looking forward to the mission, she wished
that she had some time to speak with Seven before she left. She and Seven had
another argument and she hated leaving with things unresolved. They seemed to
be arguing more and more lately over trivial things. But somehow she would
always manage to gain Seven's forgiveness. Seven was a very important part of
her life and she adored her. She was intelligent, caring and incredibly sexy.
Just the thought of her made B'Elanna's breath quicken. So why did she feel
such a longing inside? She knew the answer practically before she finished the
thought - Captain Kathryn Janeway.
B'Elanna had been dating Tom before she
and Kathryn began seeing each other. The relationship between her and Tom could
be described as rocky at best. The two of them had been so lonely, and needing
to have someone in their lives at the time, that they both figured that sleeping
together certainly was better than sleeping alone. After a time, B'Elanna found
that her true preferences were beginning to surface - and no matter
B'Elanna couldn't believe her luck. It
was the first of many holodeck sessions that she and the Captain spent together.
What started out as a bit of harmless flirting turned into a relentless pursuit
in which B'Elanna's primary goal was to make Kathryn Janeway hers. Somehow,
B'Elanna was able to win the amazing woman's heart, and she couldn't have been
happier.
Then she and Seven were sent on an away
mission and couldn't get back. B'Elanna missed Kathryn so much that her heart
still clenched at the memory. Seven at the time seemed to be very sympathetic
toward her emotions. She knew that B'Elanna was yearning for the Captain and
feeling such a profound loss that it threatened to consume her. So she did her
best to make things better for B'Elanna. It was awkward for her at first, as
she had no experience comforting another person. But as time went by, she made
herself a very consoling presence in B'Elanna's life.
When it became apparent to them that
Voyager was not going to find them, B'Elanna could not ignore the building
attraction between her and the former Borg. B'Elanna noticed also that Seven
had changed from the rude emotionless drone she was when she first came aboard
Voyager to a polite, caring and sensuous woman. B'Elanna found herself yearning
for Seven's company. The first night they made love had been wonderful. Seven
had been timid and unsure which appealed to B'Elanna's need to take charge.
Once they began, Seven's responsiveness was remarkable and B'Elanna knew that
even though she loved Kathryn, if they were ever found she would be hard pressed
to give Seven up because she loved her as well. Shortly afterward, Voyager
found them and of course she was in the precarious position of having to make a
very difficult decision.
What a mess to find oneself mixed up in.
How could one person love two people so very much? For all intents and
purposes, most people didn't, and she felt that she should conform to what was
considered normal and make a choice. She chose Seven, saying that she felt a
need to continue their relationship. She expected there to be a loud, possibly
physical fight between herself and Kathryn and was very much surprised when she
just let her go. It was gracious of her to step back, but B'Elanna knew from
looking in Kathryn's eyes that it wasn't easy for her, nor was it something that
she wanted. The hurt in her former lovers eyes threatened to break her resolve
so after telling her she was going to stay with Seven, she quickly left the
Captain's quarters. The decision to leave cost her greatly for she still thought
of Kathryn and yearned for her in the worst way. To this
At the same time, however, she loved
Seven with her entire being. They had lived together for the past year. She
loved her personality, her sense of humor, and her beauty. And she also knew
that she owed her an apology for the argument she started earlier that day.
She was just about to comm. her lover when Chakotay entered the shuttle. Her
conversation with Seven would have to wait until they returned.
Chakotay stepped into the shuttle and did
a double take when he saw the Chief Engineer. "You look so different, I almost
thought you were someone else."
B'Elanna's appearance was significantly
altered. Her cranial ridges were gone and her hair was now a jet black. Her
ears were pointed and she had smaller ridges on the bridge of her nose and on
her chin. Her eye color was also changed to an emerald green. She very much
resembled what the computer said a female on the planet looked like.
"Yeah, well, I still think blond is not
your color." B'Elanna replied with a smirk. Chakotay's looks were very similar
to her own. His tattoo had been temporarily covered and he was given the same
ears and ridges. The only difference was that his eye color was changed to an
onyx and his hair was nearly platinum blond.
"Neither do I. I nearly jumped out of my
skin when I looked in the mirror in my quarters." Chakotay sat in the pilot
seat and began doing a prelim flight check. "Are you ready?"
B'Elanna took her seat in the co-pilots
chair and concluded checks of her own. "Yes. All is clear for take-off."
"Bridge, this is the Delta Flyer, we're
ready to get underway."
"Acknowledged." Replied Captain Janeway.
Then the shuttle bay doors opened and Chakotay cruised the agile vessel out into
the vacuum of space. "Have a good trip, Commander."
It would be about two hours before they
breached the planet's atmosphere so both officers settled back in their chairs
while the Flyer cruised on autopilot. "So Chakotay, does Tom like your new look?"
"He says he likes my natural look better."
He answered before he could catch himself.
"Okay, that brings me to my next question.
How long have you two been involved?"
Chakotay felt a blush that started
seemingly from the tips of his toes creeping up his neck and into his cheeks. "What
are you talking about?"
"Don't play dumb with me, Chakotay"
B'Elanna replied triumphantly. "You blush any harder and you'll be a deep
burgundy before we reach the planet."
Sighing he replied, "Well I guess we
couldn't keep it a secret for long, could we?"
"So, you never answered my question."
B'Elanna stated, crossing her arms in front of her.
"About 3 months."
"From what I saw today in sickbay, it's a
wonder you were able to keep it a secret at all." She smirked.
"We didn't do anything to each other."
Chakotay said defensively. "How could you even tell?"
"It wasn't what you did, it was how you
looked at each other that gave it away. You shouldn't be so easy to read,
Chakotay." She teased. "Of course, he seemed to have the same problem toward
you." "And if you looked at one another like that elsewhere on the ship like
you did in sickbay, chances are the entire ship was aware of your relationship
within a few hours."
Closing his eyes, his humiliation
complete as he thought of the past few days, he replied, "I don't even want to
think about it."
=^=
Seven of Nine worked diligently at the
engineering station on the Bridge, checking and cross checking the internal
systems of the ship. As usual, she endeavored to make sure nothing was amiss
while covering the duties of chief engineering officer. The bridge was quiet,
she thought, unusually so. After the first check in from the Delta Flyer, her
thoughts drifted to her former mentor and friend.
Things had not been the same between
Seven and Janeway since Janeway and B'Elanna broke up . Of course she knew that
was to be expected, since she was the cause. Still, Seven felt a great loss
because of it. She never meant to hurt the Captain, and in actuality she didn't.
After all it was B'Elanna who made the final decision to stay with her and leave
Kathryn.
That was something that completely
astounded the former Borg drone. She knew how much B'Elanna loved Kathryn and
also knew why Kathryn reciprocated that love. She herself cherished the chief
engineer for the very same reasons. Even though they had been missing for a
little over a year, she knew, or thought she knew that once they returned, she
would be forced to relinquish her feelings for her new lover. Surely B'Elanna
would want nothing more than to return to the warmth and security of Kathryn
Janeway. But B'Elanna had surprised her to say the least.
Seven loved B'Elanna Torres with an
intensity that she had never known before. Love was a sensation that the Borg
considered irrelevant and unnecessary. So when she began to feel this intense
emotion for the first time, she was startled and somewhat frightened to say the
least. Wishing, however, to explore more of her human side, she let the love
she had for B'Elanna blossom and grow, and now she found herself daily thanking
whatever deity was responsible for bringing them together. Her only regret was
that it was at the expense of Captain Janeway's feelings.
As time went on, she noticed a change in
her lover - an unspoken longing and sadness that would engulf her sometimes
without warning. That was usually when the arguments would happen. Seven for a
long time couldn't understand what was troubling B'Elanna so deeply. Naturally
what ever it was, she wanted to help her - to make it better somehow. But
whenever she tried to console her, B'Elanna was elusive, often defensive, and
wouldn't allow for any assistance at all. Finally, after considering all the
aspects of their relationship, including how and why it began, she realized what
the problem was. B'Elanna was still in love with Kathryn Janeway.
This revelation should have sent her into
a jealous rage. At least her research in humanoid mating rituals told her so,
but it didn't. In fact, it seemed to sadden her immensely. For she knew that
Kathryn still loved B'Elanna as well. She could see the yearning in her eyes
when the Captain looked at her. She also knew that Janeway's despair kept her
locked in her ready room on many occasions. Commander Chakotay had done his
best to make sure she was all right, and Seven believed that he was at the very
least, the life line that kept her from drowning in the inevitable melancholy
state one experienced when they have lost someone they loved. She also knew
that the rumors she heard about Janeway and Chakotay being an item was nothing
more than ships gossip. There was no truth to it. How could there be? Kathryn
was so obviously in love with B'Elanna, even Seven was touched by the magnitude
of her emotions.
But even though she felt a deep sense of
empathy for Kathryn, she couldn't bring herself to give B'Elanna up at her own
expense. To say it would crush her to make such a sacrifice would be a grave
understatement. She couldn't imagine existing as a human without B'Elanna at
her side. The thought of losing B'Elanna caused Seven so much distress that she
believed she would rather be assimilated back into the Borg collective than to
have to experience life without her. The situation was difficult at best and
at the time she had no idea what to do about it.
Just then, the comm. system sounding
interrupted her thoughts. "Chakotay to Voyager..."
"Janeway here, Commander. Is everything
all right?"
"Yes Captain. We've landed on a secluded
mountainside and have scanned for the dilithium. We've located a possible patch
about six kilometers from our present location. We've also detected humanoid
life signs in the same area as the dilithium."
The Captain assimilated this latest
information. "Why couldn't
"Captain, there appears to be some sort
of dampening field in the area. It's not natural, but man made."
"Captain," Tuvok began, "It is possible
that the inhabitants did not want to be detected and therefore have advanced far
enough in their evolution to create a dampening field that would protect them
from any possible intruders."
"Mr. Kim, can our sensors be modulated to
penetrate the dampening field?"
"Yes Captain. I've been modifying them
and I all most...there! It's a small city. I'm reading approximately 700
humanoid life signs."
Janeway considered this information
carefully. She knew that they would have to be very careful of their actions
while on the planet. "Mr. Kim, download the frequency modulation to the
Commander's tricorder."
"Aye Captain."
"Commander, head for the location on foot.
See if there is any way you can retrieve the dilithium without being detected.
Have B'Elanna modulate your comm. badges to the frequency Mr. Kim has downloaded
to your tricorder so we can keep a lock on you. As always, keep me informed of
your progress."
"Aye Captain, Chakotay out."
=^=
"So what do we do for clothing?"
B'Elanna asked as she gathered supplies for their packs.
Chakotay reached in one of the storage
compartments and pulled out two heavy cloth smocks. "Here. Put this on," he
replied as he handed one of them to her.
"Not very stylish," B'Elanna pointed out
as she donned the odd piece of clothing.
"It's not meant to be." Chakotay put on
the smock and closed it - securing it with small metal hooks that were sewn into
the fabric. "It's supposed to look bland. This way, our uniforms won't be
visible and we may be able to mingle with the natives long enough to find out
what kind of currency they have and where we can pick up some proper clothes."
"What if this society believes in wearing
the most loud and flashy outfits known to humanoids? Or worst, what if they
believe in wearing no clothing at all?"
Poorly suppressing a laugh, he replied, "We'll
cross that bridge when we come to it."
With their clothing secured, their badges
recalibrated and their phasers safely hidden in the pockets of their smocks,
they set off toward the village and hopefully a nice amount of the needed
mineral. They traveled for about an hour over mostly mountainous terrain.
Although it was rugged, the soil seemed moist and flourishing. There were
luscious growths of plants and grass that were quite beautiful. If this hadn't
been a pre-warp civilization, it would seem to be a likely place for some much
needed shore leave for the crew.
Hiking was not what B'Elanna would
consider up there on the top of her list of enjoyable things to do. Chakotay,
however,
Soon, both officers were beginning to
become fatigued. Chakotay noticed that night was rapidly falling which meant
that the days and nights were not like Earths. "Lets find a place to set up
camp for the night."
"Good idea." B'Elanna replied. She was
tired and with the rapid decrease in temperature, longing to sit in front of a
fire and warm up.
After wandering a few more feet, they
located a somewhat secluded area near a cave opening. Carefully they made
their way to the cave opening, scanning the inside for any sign of humanoid or
wildlife. They found neither so they decided to spend the night in the cave.
Both officers dropped their packs inside
the cave. "Well, it will keep us covered from the elements." Chakotay noted.
He scanned the area for some bolders to heat up and found two small ones. "If
we had a third, we could make it nice and warm in here."
"I thought I saw a couple outside the
entrance." B'Elanna said. "Be right back."
As she stepped out side, she saw the
rocks in question and reached for them. When she bent down to lift the smaller
of the two, something caught her attention. Immediately she stood up and began
scanning the area. Her instincts were on full alert - telling her that
something was out there but what? She had no clue. She sniffed the air, hoping
the shifting winds would blow the scent of whatever was out there in her
direction, but she could only smell the fresh air and the green foliage.
Just then, Chakotay stepped outside. "What's
taking so..."
"Shhh!"
"What is it?" Chakotay murmured, his
own defenses beginning to rise.
"Don't know..." She continued to scan the
area, using her Klingon sense of smell to guide her, but found nothing. After a
few moments, she relaxed. "Nothing. Must be my imagination."
"Thank goodness." Inwardly sighing with
relief, Chakotay bent down to grab the rocks. "Let's go inside. I need to
contact Voyager and I'd like to warm up while I do."
"Okay," B'Elanna said. Her eyes swept
over the rapidly darkening area once more, before she turned and followed
Chakotay inside the cave.
Several kilometers away, a hooded figure
standing behind a large rock formation had just lowered his binoculars. The
officers had no idea that they were being watched.
=^=
Janeway sat on the bridge, ever so often
checking the readings on the console of her chair. She could feel Seven's eyes
practically boring into the back of her head. Vaguely she wondered why she
seemed to be so conscious of Seven's every move, but mentally shrugged it off as
being one of those finely toned senses a Captain developed making them aware of
all that was going on around them.
After hearing the latest report from
Chakotay, Kathryn found herself in the mess hall. She wasn't very hungry and
had been running most of the day on autopilot, but she knew if she didn't eat
the Doctor would be on her case. So to avoid any unnecessary drama from the CMO,
she chose a few of the choice items that Neelix prepared and found a seat in one
of the far corners of the room.
She took a few bites of the food, not
really tasting it, and pretended to read a padd she brought with her for
appearances sake, hoping it would keep anyone from bothering her. She wasn't in
the mood to socialize. She wouldn't have come there
As Seven examined the food choices, her
eyes took a quick and inconspicuous glance around the room. Immediately she
noticed Janeway huddled in a corner alone. It was not the first time that the
Captain seemed to deliberately set herself apart from the rest of the crew in a
social setting. Sometimes she didn't make an appearance at all - not letting
something as insignificant as hunger bring her out of the safe haven that was
her ready room. Seven's advanced Borg abilities made her aware of the fact that
Janeway wasn't really reading the padd that she so diligently stared at. She
was looking at it all right, but
She had no idea what made her legs carry
her toward the Captain's direction, but without warning she was standing in
front of the table where she sat. And as if she were powerless to prevent it,
her mouth began to form the unavoidable question.
"Captain Janeway, may I join you?"
She should have known that her attempt at
looking busy would be futile and repressed the laugh that threatened to burst
forth at the thought reference. //Sometimes resistance is futile.// Kathryn
looked up into those impossibly azure eyes, and even though she dreaded any
pending conversation they would have, she could not ignore the beauty that was
Seven of Nine. The blue Starfleet uniform she wore was flattering on her to say
the least, and her hair cascading down just past her shoulders gave
"Of course Lieutenant."
Seven slid gracefully in the chair across
from Janeway, placing her tray in front of her as she did. For a brief moment,
Seven observed her Captain's face. Although she smiled at her and was always
the gracious host, Seven could see fatigue and a hidden sadness in her features.
Her smile did not reach her eyes as it did in the past and Seven felt a slight
stab of guilt because of it. "It has been a long time since we last held a
conversation. I wanted to know how you have been."
Janeway vaguely remembered reading a
report from the Doctor that Seven had the Borg implant removed that would hinder
her emotions. It seemed to make a vast improvement in her personality. "I've
been fine, Seven." She replied, smiling. "Been keeping myself busy of course,
- being Captain, it goes with the territory. How are you?"
"I am doing well. Since I no longer have
a need to regenerate, I have found that my appetite has increased. I notice
also that
"When did you stop regenerating?"
Janeway asked. She really did need to catch up on her reports.
"About three months ago." She answered
as she began attacking her salad with determination.
Kathryn found it quite entertaining. "I'm
sure that Neelix is pleased that you're enjoying his cooking."
"This is one of his more palatable
offerings." She took a swallow of her water and afterward dabbed at her mouth
with her
"I suppose I wasn't as hungry as I
thought I was." Janeway
"I see. Perhaps you could use some time
on the holodeck." Before Janeway could formulate a response, Seven continued
with, "I have been researching the database for sport activities in an effort to
maintain my... figure."
"Really?" Kathryn asked, quite amused.
"Yes. I mentioned to B'Elanna that I
thought I was getting...fat. She effectively told me that I was...imagining
things, but that if I was that concerned with it, I should look for an activity
to do to keep me looking slim. I found a game in the database called
racquetball and have been playing it on the holodeck three times a week. It is
quite exhilarating."
Kathryn noticed that Seven still
hesitated when expressing certain terms. It was very endearing, even though the
mention of B'Elanna's name was almost like a stab in her heart. "I'll keep that
in mind." She replied a little too dryly.
Seven noticed the sudden stiffness in the
Captain's disposition at the mention of B'Elanna's name, and was for a moment at
a loss as to what to say next. Suddenly she felt decidedly out of her element.
"How do you think Lieutenant Torres and the Commander are progressing on the
planet?" Seven asked with concern, and also with the hope of bringing the
tension level of their conversation down a notch by switching the subject to
ships business.
"According to their last check in,
they're doing well. They've found a place to camp for the night, and the bridge
is keeping a constant lock on them." Kathryn replied. "Don't worry Seven.
Both of them are excellent officers and they will be just fine."
"I have extreme confidence in their
abilities." Seven stated. "At times, however, I find that I feel a slight
sense of anxiety whenever B'Elanna goes on an away mission." Casting her eyes
toward the table, she continued. "I am very concerned for her well being. If
she were to become damaged or worst... These feelings are so new to me and I
find them to be quite
Janeway could see that removing that
implant came with a price for Seven. She felt a sense of sympathy for her, but
at the same time was not in the mood to discuss B'Elanna with her. "I'm sure
they will be fine Seven."
Seven could sense that she was rapidly
wearing out her welcome. Despite her good intentions, the conversation had
taken a turn for the worst. "It has been a trying day, Captain," she said,
again at a loss for words to add to the now awkward conversation.
"I agree, Lieutenant." Janeway said
casting her eyes briefly at Seven, then back to the table. As perfect timing
would have it, her comm badge chirped. It was Tuvok.
"Captain Janeway, please report to the
bridge."
//"Thank goodness..."// she thought. "On
my way." Gathering her tray to leave and effectively putting an end to this
conversation, she said, "If you'll excuse me..."
"Captain, I apologize for making you feel
uncomfortable."
Acknowledging her apology with a slight
nod, Kathryn stood to leave.
"Captain, I will be playing racquet ball
tomorrow afternoon. Would you like to join me?"
Kathryn was well aware that Seven was
attempting to salvage what was left of their friendship. She didn't see any
harm in playing the game with her. She also figured it would help boost her
spirits to do some activity that didn't require a lot of thinking. "Sure, Seven.
What time?"
"1700 hours on Holodeck 2." She answered
looking hopeful.
"I'll be there." She said, then had to
control the urge to sprint out of the mess hall.
//"Well, at least she agreed to join me."//
Seven thought to herself as she emptied her tray and exited the mess hall as
well.
=^=
She made it on the bridge in record time,
even for her. Tuvok had informed her that they were receiving a distress call.
"Let's here it Tuvok," Janeway stated.
"To anyone who can hear me, please, we
need your assistance! We are a transport vessel. Our systems have been damaged.
Our warp drive is off line and life support will cease to function within the
next 7 days. Any assistance would be most appreciated..."
the message repeated in a continuous loop.
"Ensign Kim, how far away is the vessel?"
"It's about 5 light years from here,
Captain. At warp 8, we will reach them in 3 days."
"Helm, set a course."
"Harry, hail the Commander. Seems like
we'll be leaving orbit for a short while."
=^=
Captain Janeway informed her first
officer of the situation and after assuring their safety for the time being,
went to warp 8
Kathryn leaned against the wall just
inside her quarters and breathed a heavy sigh. "Lights at eighty percent." She
commanded, then walked to her bedroom, unfastening her uniform as she moved.
Her conversation with Seven earlier had
been the most they had spoken to one another since B'Elanna had left her. It
wasn't as bad as she thought it would be. That is, until B'Elanna's name was
mentioned. If she experienced such a negative reaction every time Seven talked
about her former lover, how would they ever become the friends they used to be?
Kathryn came to the unavoidable conclusion that they would not, and she made a
mental note to cancel their game of racquetball.
Her heart was still too wounded to be
able to listen while Seven Spoke of B'Elanna in a positive way or otherwise.
And if there was any negativity in their conversations, Kathryn didn't trust
herself enough to not use that type of situation to her advantage.
She stripped out of her uniform and
undergarments, throwing them into the refresher. Then she climbed naked under
her covers and resolved to stay there for the next 6 hours.
=^=
Chakotay woke to his mouth being suddenly
covered by a small hand. "Shhh... someone is outside."
Chakotay quietly sat up and whispered, "How
do you know? This had better not be another false alarm, B'Elanna."
"I've been feeling uneasy most of the
night, but this morning, I can smell who ever it is," B'Elanna replied quietly.
She grabbed both phasers, tossing one to Chakotay, then slowly got to her feet
and moved toward the cave opening.
Chakotay swiftly got to his feet and
moved ahead of B'Elanna. As they reached the opening, sure to Torres' instincts,
a figure that looked to be humanoid sat approximately 6 meters away with his
back facing the cave. His long blond hair cascading down his back was pushed
behind his pointed ears making visible a rather pleasing profile. He sat with
his eyes closed facing the morning sunrise and looked almost angelic as his hair
gently blew in the morning breeze. The ship's computer was quite accurate with
their physical attributes. He appeared to be meditating, but then to their
surprise, the man spoke.
"Don't be afraid. I won't hurt you." He
said, never moving from his sitting position.
Cautiously both officers moved toward him,
armed with their phasers set on stun. "It would seem that you have us at an
advantage." Chakotay said to the man.
"Hmm...so it does." He replied. Then he
slowly turned around to see the two aliens he had been following for most of the
previous afternoon. His eyes were warm and friendly as he said, "My name is
Rekpar. I'm head centurion for the Gradian order. And you are?"
"I am pleased to meet you. Please, put
down your weapons. I mean you no harm."
"Really? Then why were you following us?"
B'Elanna snarled.
"I wanted to see if you were a threat to
us in any way. And you're not. If I wanted I could have killed you while you
slept. But I see no need for such a harsh course of action. Besides, it isn't
often that we receive off-world visitors."
"Off world visitors? You must be
mistaken." Chakotay replied, attempting to maintain their cover.
"I think not, Commander." Rekpar replied
knowingly. "You both wear very convincing disguises. In fact, they're almost
molecular. But your minds give you away. You are clearly not D'breenian." The
stranger purposefully left out the fact that
"Our minds?" Chakotay asked, not liking
the sound of this.
"A few of us on D'breen have certain
abilities. I believe your word for it would be telepathic." He lifted himself
from the ground and brushed the dirt from his garment. "Although, I must admit
that you both are very difficult to read. It wasn't until you were resting that
I was able to ascertain your thoughts. Perhaps it is because of the differences
of our species." He said verbally speculating.
Chakotay and B'Elanna looked at one
another - a silent signal passing between them. Their time in the Maquis made
it necessary for them to learn how to make themselves virtually unreadable by
the strongest of telepaths. They employed that ability without Rekpar knowing.
He may know that they were off worlders, but nothing else would be revealed
unless they wanted it to be - even while they were sleeping.
Rekpar had no idea that their mental
barricades had gone up as he said, "I sensed last night that you were looking
for dilithium?"
"Yes." B'Elanna replied. "We use it as
a power source on our home world."
"And where exactly is your home world?"
He asked with growing curiosity.
"It's is very far from here." Chakotay
replied. "You say that you don't get many alien visitors. Have you done any
space travel?"
"Chakotay, we are an advanced
civilization." He replied proudly. "Our ships are equipped with the latest
state of the art equipment and are capable of reaching speeds of up to warp
3.5."
That was exactly the information Chakotay
was looking for. They appeared to be technologically advanced, but their
technology appeared to be significantly behind compared to Starfleets. "So you
use dilithium to power your ships?"
"Of course - along with a few other
choice minerals. We have plenty of dilithium and I'm sure my superiors are more
than willing to share with you." As he started toward the direction that their
tricorders had indicated that the dilithium was located earlier, he gestured for
them to follow him. "Please accept our hospitality while you are here."
=^=
After walking a few more kilometers they
came to the main square of a thriving city. Merchants were set up along
sidewalks advertising their wares to anyone who would listen. Nearly every
merchant had an assistant that when not doing any immediate work, appeared to be
more interested in the ground than anything else. Both officers found the
behavior to be very unusual, however, they kept their comments to themselves
until they had time to privately converse.
One of the merchant assistants looked up
as the officers walked by. She knew she was taking a chance - knew that she
could be severely punished for casting her eyes upon a potential customer, but
she felt compelled to do so. //She's not like us...// the woman thought as she
looked at B'Elanna with keen interest.
There was something about the woman,
however, and the assistant was pleased that the two strangers stopped for a
moment. The male conversed briefly with her master, but she was more interested
in the Kobali woman. Suddenly without warning, their eyes met and to the
assistant's surprise she could sense nothing from her, but could feel the
presence of this woman searching her mind. The Kobali woman's facial expression
seemed to mimic the sadness that was in her own heart - as if on some level she
could feel her emotions. Could it be that she was an empath?
The assistant wished she could read her
thoughts but then decided that maybe she could send her a message. //Help
us...please.// she pleaded in her mind while staring unwaveringly into the
strangers green eyes.
B'Elanna lightly gasps at what she saw.
For some unexplainable reason, she felt extreme desperation as she looked into
the pleading eyes of the young woman. She almost wanted to reach out and
comfort her, so great was the sensation. Then, Repkar continued down the street
and as quickly as it appeared, the feeling was gone. It left her a bit shaken
and unnerved.
Something was not right about this place,
and although she was not one to walk away from danger, she felt a strong urge to
leave the planet in a hurry.
Soon they were all entering a very
impressive looking building. Chakotay and B'Elanna stood quietly off to the
side while Rekpar conversed briefly with the building attendant. "So what do
you think of our new friend?" B'Elanna asked.
"I think he is sincere. He doesn't seem
to means us any harm." Chakotay replied.
"You're right," B'Elanna said with
certainty, "but something very strange is going on here. Did you notice those
people in the market square?" She asked.
"Yes. Their behavior was very strange -
almost as if they were afraid to look up."
B'Elanna was unsure whether or not to
tell Chakotay of the look shared between herself and the woman in the market
place. But before she could analyze it further, she noticed Rekpar approaching
them with another of his species - a female.
"Imperial Tess, may I present Chakotay
and B'Elanna. They are travelers on a peaceful mission." Rekpar stated.
The Imperial was very beautiful. She was
thin and fragile looking, however, she carried an air of authority that was
quite obvious to anyone who set eyes on her. She wore a long purple robe with
intricate gold designs woven through the fabric. Her hair was blond and she had
eyes the color of lavender. The significant contrast between her skin color and
that of the
"We're very pleased to meet you,
Imperial." Chakotay replied.
"And I as well, Chakotay." She replied.
"I understand that you are looking for dilithium?"
"That's correct." He replied. "We're
looking for supplies to aid us on our journey home."
"Is this person more to you than just a
companion?" She asked, glancing at B'Elanna as if she were nothing less than
dust on the floor.
"If you're asking if we're mates, no. We
work together."
"She is allowed to speak for you?" She
asked Chakotay, completely ignoring B'Elanna. She had heard of such atrocities
permitted on distant continents of D'Breen, but she had no idea that one day she
would witness it.
"I speak for myself." B'Elanna stated
angrily.
"Lieutenant," Chakotay warned.
The Imperial's eyes went wide as
saucers. "She has a military rank?"
Now it was Chakotay's turn to look
astounded. "Is there a problem?" He asked.
"I have never heard of someone like her
being granted the luxury of a military position! Not even in liberal towns!"
She said, her voice carrying a subtle air of disgust.
"Someone like me?" B'Elanna asked,
clearly insulted by this woman. "Look..."
Before the Lieutenant could say another
word, Rekpar interrupted in an attempt to keep an already tense situation from
escalating. "Imperial Tess, I should have warned you. They are not even of our
species. They are off-worlders. No doubt their customs are completely
different from ours."
"But they look as if they are from our
world. How is this possible?" the Imperial inquired.
"We have sophisticated measures that
enable us to disguise ourselves." Chakotay stated. "We've come across hostile
With this new revelation, the Imperial's
eyes softened and she looked directly at B'Elanna. "Forgive my rudeness. With
the way you were dressed and your appearance, I thought you were native to our
planet. I didn't realize. Please accept my apologies." she said, sincerity in
her voice.
"Apology accepted." B'Elanna replied.
Although she appeared calmer, still she was annoyed with the woman's assumption
of her, whatever that happened to be.
"Rekpar, please find suitable
accommodations for our guests." She said, then turned to both officers.
"Dinner will be served in my private dining room. Would you do me the honor of
attending this evening?"
"We'd be delighted, Imperial." Chakotay
replied diplomatically, flashing his killer dimples.
"Very well then. Someone will be by your
quarters to escort you to dinner when it is time." Smiling sweetly, she turned
and walked down the hallway, accompanied by two adolescent female attendants.
B'Elanna moved closer to Chakotay and
whispered, "So because I look like this, I'm not worthy to even be spoken to?"
"Apparently so," Chakotay said, "Why? I
have no idea."
"Neither do I," B'Elanna replied, "And to
tell you the truth, I'm not sure I want to know."
The officers were lead to what would be
their temporary living quarters. It was a large two-room suite beautifully
decorated in white and gold. The first room contained an ivory table with two
ivory-rimmed chairs. The carpet was a dark golden and was so soft it felt as if
you would sink five centimeters into it. A sofa sat in the main area of the
first room facing a large window with a beautiful view of the city. In the next
room there were two full sized beds with a long nightstand between them. Two
small intricately designed lamps were strategically placed on either end of the
nightstand so the person sleeping in the bed could easily reach over and shut it
off. Placed neatly at the foot of each bed was a robe, a white loose
short-sleeved top and loose shorts with an elastic waste band.
Picking up the shirt and top, she held it
up to herself and said, "I hope these fit," although, it looked as if they were
the right size for her.
Chakotay inspected his and said, "They
seem to be a good judge of clothing size."
Off to the right side of the room was the
bathroom, with gold fixtures and a marble white bath tub and commode. The floor
"Wow. I'll bet even Starfleet Brass has
never seen a room like this." B'Elanna replied as she walked through inspecting
the suite. "You think she over did it just a bit?"
Chakotay chuckled a little and said,
"Maybe this is her way of apologizing to you for her behavior earlier."
"Maybe," B'Elanna replied still looking
around. "What was that all about anyway?"
"I don't know. But I do seem to remember
you resembling a lot of the people in the market place. I appear to resemble
the merchants themselves. Maybe the people who were assisting them were
something more than assistants."
"Or less. Why don't we just ask them?"
B'Elanna asked.
"It's one of the first things on my
agenda for dinner conversation." Chakotay said.
=^=
Several hours later Kathryn was still
lying in her bed with
After tossing and turning uselessly for a
half an hour more, she sat up and commanded the computer to turn the lights on.
Sighing heavily she grabbed her pink satin robe and put it on, wrapping it
around her small frame and securing it with the belt. Padding to the
replicator, she ordered a cup of tea and moved toward the sofa. Sitting down,
she reached for a book and opened it to the page she left off at, hoping that
reading would relax her enough so she could fall asleep.
=^=
Dinner with the Imperial turned out to be
just another boring diplomatic event. The food was good however, and Chakotay
and B'Elanna took the opportunity to indulge in the offerings. It was one of
the best meals they had since being in the Delta quadrant.
The conversation, however, seemed quite
elusive. Several times Chakotay tried to bring up the strange behavior of the
merchants and their workers, but each time, Rekpar and or Imperial Tess did
their best to change the subject. He never did get the answers he was seeking.
B'Elanna sensed that something was not
right with these people. They seemed somewhat uncomfortable with the two of
them being there. At first, she thought it was her appearance, recalling how
the Imperial first reacted toward her. But as the evening wore on, she noticed
that it was not only her, but Chakotay's presence as well that seemed to leave
them unsettled.
That evening, the two officers took turns
in the bathroom preparing for bed. B'Elanna finished last and emerging from the
bathroom, she padded across the soft carpet to her bed and climbed under the
covers attempting to find a comfortable position. Finally, she settled down and
with a sigh, tried to fall asleep. But it didn't work. Something wasn't right
about these people and her Klingon senses were on full alert.
"Chakotay?"
"Hmm?" He answered from his bed on the
other side of the room. He too was wide awake and staring at the ceiling.
"I can't sleep. I keep thinking about
those people in the market place."
"Me too." Sitting up and letting the
covers fall to his waist, he turned the light on and looked over at his friend.
"Why wouldn't they answer any of my questions?"
"Who knows?" B'Elanna said as she sat up
and turned the light on near her bed. "All I know is, I have a feeling that we
should leave here. And the sooner the better."
"Why is that?" Chakotay asked. Although
he found the D'breenian's behavior odd, he didn't see any reason for them to
leave right away.
"I've just have a bad feeling about
this." She replied. Then she remembered earlier in the market place.
"Chakotay, I need to tell you something. Back when we were on the streets, in
the market place something happened.
"What?" Chakotay asked, curious.
"While you were talking to that guy about
the artifact, the woman who sat on the ground behind the table made eye contact
with me." After seeing the surprised look of her CO, she continued. "She
seemed to be so unhappy and..." she paused looking for the right word,
"Desperate. It really bothered me. It was as if she were trying to ask for
help but for what, I don't know."
"That's very strange. She never said
anything to you?"
"No, she just looked at me with those
piercing green eyes... I don't know, maybe I was just imagining things."
"Your intuition is usually pretty
accurate. I wouldn't just dismiss it as being your imagination." Chakotay
replied.
Chakotay pulled the covers back and
climbed out of bed. When he opened the door, to his surprise stood a small
child, no more than 10 years old. She had long black hair which was pulled back
in a pony tail, and deep soulful green eyes that looked as if she had witnessed
much more than a person of her years should
Chakotay stepped aside and let the girl
enter. "What can we do for you?" He asked somewhat bemused.
She looked at him intensely for a moment then turned to look at B'Elanna. Then removing a small metal box from her garment, she activated it and proceeded to scan the room with it.
"What are you doing?" B'Elanna asked
noting the peculiar behavior.
After a moment, she turned the device off
and placed it back in the pocket of her garment. "I was scanning the room for
listening devices. I thought they would have installed one here, but they have
not."
"Who?" Chakotay asked, astonished that a
child knew so much.
Sensing his thoughts, the girl said, "Do
not be fooled by my appearance, as I'm not fooled by yours. I am not a child."
"Well you sure look like one." B'Elanna
said.
"You look like a Kobali, but I know that
you are not."
"What's a Kobali?" B'Elanna asked, not
sure that she wanted to know.
"A D'Breenian slave." The girl stated.
"Slave?" Both officers said in unison.
Then B'Elanna said, "But I look like you. Are you telling me that people who
look like us are slaves?"
"Yes, all slaves, and for the most part,
female. I will explain everything later. Right now, you need to leave this
place and return to your starship." The girl stated urgently.
"How did you know we have a starship?"
Chakotay asked.
"I can sense your thoughts. I promise
you, I will clarify everything on the way to your vessel, but it is imperative
that
B'Elanna began immediately changing her
clothes. Her instincts had been telling her all night to get the hell away from
there. The girl's words were just confirming what she felt and she wasn't
wasting any time trying to analyze the situation. Modesty was a thing of the
past as she pulled the night shirt over her head and replaced it with her own
shirt. She didn't care if Chakotay saw anything or not.
"Wait just a minute." Chakotay said,
still skeptical of the whole thing. "Before we go anywhere, I want an
explanation."
The girl sighed in obvious exasperation.
"Fine. We don't have time to do this your way, however." Then she looked
intently in Chakotay's eyes.
He was mesmerized. The girl's eyes were
so deep and they seemed to be the window to her very soul. Then like a warm
blanket, he felt the presence of her in his mind. He felt her fear for their
lives and a sense of urgency from her, but no dishonesty. It was enough to
convince him. After about ten seconds, he replied, "I understand. B'Elanna,
let's get out of here."
B'Elanna, almost completely dressed said,
"You don't have to tell me twice."
He grabbed his pants and shirt, pulling
them on quickly and watched as B'Elanna donned her cloak. Then putting his
cloak on, he turned to the girl and said, "How do we get out of here
undetected?"
"Follow me." She said, pressing an
invisible sensor on the far wall to their room. The wall shimmered and
disappeared revealing a dimly lit passageway. She led the way, turning to
conceal the opening once they were safely inside, and then proceeded to walk
down some concrete stairs. After about 15 minutes, they reached the bottom and
began walking in the only direction they could. It was cold, and a little damp
with a moldy smell wafting through the hallway. The corridor was dimly lit as
well, with a light connected to the wall about every 10 meters.
They passed several other flights of
stairs, each going up, most likely to another part of the building or to
different
"I am called Dar and we are about 25
meters underground heading away from the city. We have a long way to go before
we reach the perimeter where we will not be detected."
They walked for what seemed like hours
until they finally came to the end of the passage way facing a wall. B'Elanna's
legs ached and she was very tired. Chakotay was also weary and in need of a few
hours rest. Sensing their discomfort, Dar said, "Don't worry, we're almost
there."
"I hope so," B'Elanna said. Very little
made her as exhausted as she was at that very moment. "My legs feel like molten
lead."
"Most likely because the gravity level is
significantly higher down here." Dar explained. "You're probably not used to
it. Once we reach the surface, it will be easier to walk." Then she turned,
pressed a nearly invisible panel on the wall, and stood back slightly as another
hidden opening was revealed.
Both officers watched, then their faces
nearly fell as they saw another flight of stairs. "You can't be serious."
B'Elanna stated.
"It's the only way out. Come. It's not
much farther." Dar said.
After about five of the longest minutes
of the officers' lives, they finally reached the top of the stairs and another
door.
Chakotay and B'Elanna immediately noticed
the difference in the gravity and felt some of the pull on their muscles ease.
And after Dar closed the passage door and concealed it, she lead them out of the
barn and into a dark opened field. "Where is your vessel?"
Chakotay pulled out his tricorder and
scanned the area. "This way, toward the mountains," he stated pointing north
west and the trio started walking in the dark. Chakotay briefly wondered about
wild animals possibly attacking them in the middle of the night.
"There are no carnivorous wild life here,
Chakotay." Dar replied.
B'Elanna could tell that having his
thoughts voiced before he even said them was beginning to annoy the Commander.
"Dar," B'Elanna began, "Among our people, even among telepaths, we find it
frustrating if someone constantly reads our thoughts."
"I apologize, I didn't mean to offend
you." Dar stated as she walked. "I will try to at the very least allow you to
voice your thoughts before I answer them."
"Good enough," B'Elanna stated. "So,
what were their plans anyway?"
"Yes, what were they planning to do with
us?" Chakotay asked. "You made it very clear to me that they were going to
hurt us. What were they going to do and why?"
"The only danger to you Commander, would
be if you tried to stop them," Dar explained, "However, their intent is toward
the Lieutenant."
"Me? Why me?" B'Elanna asked.
"Because your thoughts cannot be read."
Dar stated. At their astonished looks, she stated, "The Lieutenant has a
natural barrier which keeps her thoughts completely hidden from us. The
Imperial wants to know how you are accomplishing this. She intends to..." she
paused looking for the correct word, "dissect your brain."
"Oh perfect, now I'm nothing more than
some laboratory rat?" B'Elanna asked sarcastically.
"A crude analogy, but accurate." Dar
stated. "I imagine that if you were like the Commander that it would have been
ignored."
"She could read Chakotay?" B'Elanna
asked.
"No, she cannot read thoughts." Dar
stated, "Her adolescent slaves, the two that you saw with her earlier, read
thoughts for her to a limited degree. They informed her that they could not
read either one of you. The Commander uses an effective barrier, but I or
someone like myself in time could break through it if necessary."
"I spent the entire time during dinner
trying to get past your mental block, Commander," Dar noted, "I was successful
after about 30 minutes. If I could break through your defenses then the other
two slaves could as well, although it probably took them a little longer. The
Imperial deduced that your barrier was most likely the result of years of mental
discipline."
"The gift you possess, B'Elanna, most
likely has something to do with your being empathic." Dar stated.
=^=
After about a half an hour of reading the
same paragraph over and over again, Kathryn finally closed the book. Her mind
was not in any way, shape or form, able to concentrate on reading. And she was
still wide awake. Her thoughts reluctantly began to drift toward the former
Borg. Seven had sought her out and attempted to converse with her. It made her
realize just how much she missed Seven's company. Watching Seven explore her
humanity gave her a feeling of happiness. Seeing it blossom and grow gave her a
sense of pride and she was very grateful that she had a hand in Seven's
transformation. She grew into a very warm and loving woman.
Kathryn remembered their brief
conversation in the mess hall. Seven was much more relaxed around others on the
ship now, and she figured it was due to her relationship with B'Elanna. She
hated to admit it, but B'Elanna seemed to be good for Seven in a way.
B'Elanna. - her very beautiful former
lover. These days the young Klingon was constantly on her mind. She turned her
body so she was lying across the couch with one arm underneath her head, and for
the first time in months, she allowed her thoughts to revisit memories that she
had avoided because the pain was too great. She remembered how B'Elanna would
let herself into her quarters while she was sleeping. She would remove her
uniform, gently pull the covers back and crawl seductively over her resting
form, slowly kissing her way up her body until she was awake and fully aroused.
One night in particular their lovemaking
had been very intense. Kathryn's eyes closed as she remembered B'Elanna's lips
- how soft they were and how good she tasted when B'Elanna's tongue slipped
inside her own mouth. Kathryn moaned quietly and slowly undid the tie to her
silk robe as the memories became more vivid in her mind.
It was a few weeks after the mission to
stop the Malon from going after the probe that was stuck in the gas giant.
Months had passed since the last time
B'Elanna was even remotely interested in intimacy, and Kathryn's heart swelled
when she felt B'Elanna's lips caress her own. That night, B'Elanna kissed her
like she had never been kissed - tenderly yet passionately and forcefully.
B'Elanna branded her that evening, biting her clavicle and tasting her blood.
The metallic flavor of her own blood on B'Elanna's lips was surprisingly
intoxicating and she moaned with sheer need as her lover's tongue entered her
mouth.
Lightly growling from her own building
desire, B'Elanna's strong yet gentle hands began to explore the silky lips of
Kathryn's sex. When her fingers reached the opening to her lover's velvet
passage, B'Elanna hungrily entered Kathryn's body, massaging Kathryn's clitoris
relentlessly with her thumb. At the memory, Kathryn's hands began to slowly and
sensually move over her now exposed body, caressing her nipples until they were
fully erect, and her center pulsed painfully with need. Her breathing became
noticeably erratic, and finally reaching between her legs, in an attempt to
relieve the mounting pressure, her fingers glided effortlessly between the
velvet folds and began circular strokes over her swollen labia.
She remembered how amazing it felt to her
- how B'Elanna's fingers moved easily in and out of her body, how the ball of
her hand persistently stroked against her throbbing center, sending waves of
erotic pleasure rippling through her - how B'Elanna kissed her deeply and
repeatedly - sometimes on the lips, plunging her tongue inside to make love to
Kathryn's - sometimes on her face and neck, gently nipping at the sensitive
flesh. And after a prolonged time of that exquisite torture, B'Elanna shifted
so that she was above her. Her hand was still moving within Kathryn and she
growled seductively as Kathryn brought her own hand between B'Elanna's legs and
began to return the favor. Kathryn closed her eyes and continued to pleasure
herself as the memories took form in her mind.
//"Look at me Kathryn..." B'Elanna
ordered. Her eyes were full of passion and she gasped at the sensation of the
warm silken flesh surrounding her fingers.
Kathryn opened her eyes and peered
deeply into the brown orbs before her. "You're mine." B'Elanna said
breathily, "Do you know that?"
"Yes," Kathryn replied panting as her
inner wall began to contract. Here, there was no rank, no ship, indeed no
Starfleet. Here there was only them and the intense love and desire they
shared.
"Yes, you're mine, Kathryn Janeway,
and I love you. Never forget that." B'Elanna purred. That's when the magic
Simultaneously with the memory of that
moment, Kathryn brought herself to completion. She moaned quietly as her hips
undulated with strong contractions, until she went limp with exhaustion. And as
her breathing slowed and her thoughts returned to her reality, she was helpless
to prevent the tears of regret that fell from her eyes.
Soon the tears turned into intense
weeping as her emotional barriers crumbled. Not once since B'Elanna ended their
Eventually, as the tension in her body
began to flow from her, the racking sobs quieted. Then, exhausted due to her
activity, combined with the torrent of tears that followed, she was finally able
to drift off into a fitful sleep.
=^=
Seven was lying in bed staring at the
gray ceiling and wondering if sleep would ever come for her. She turned over
and watched the stars streak by outside the view port and sighed heavily.
It was now crystal clear that the Captain
was still very much in love with B'Elanna, and even more transparent that both
women were miserable without each other. And she herself was stuck in the
middle. Her borg logic deduced that if she didn't do something about this
awkward situation soon, she would lose in the end.
Seven knew that there was a great
possibility that when B'Elanna returned from the away mission, she would go to
Kathryn and beg her forgiveness at leaving her. She also knew, without a doubt
that when it happened, Kathryn would not hesitate to take her back. How Seven
and B'Elanna came together ultimately would not matter, and it brought tears to
her eyes just thinking about life without the beautiful Klingon.
It would only be a matter of time before
B'Elanna couldn't deny her feelings for their Captain and where would that leave
Seven? She didn't know. All she knew was that she could not bear to lose
B'Elanna. Despite her physical strength, her emotions - indeed her heart would
be irreversibly damaged at losing her lover. Seven now realized that she would
do whatever it took to keep B'Elanna - no matter what the cost.
=^=
"Empathic?" both officers asked in
unison as they stopped dead in their tracks.
"Where did she get the insane idea that
I'm empathic?" B'Elanna stated, laughing.
"It's not an idea, it is a fact." Dar
stated resolutely. After ascertaining Chakotay's thoughts of disbelief, she
asked, "Are you saying that you are not aware of your abilities?"
"What abilities?" B'Elanna asked,
astonished. "I'm not empathic." B'Elanna denied, even though she
subconsciously
"Yes, Lieutenant, you are." Dar stated.
"Again, I'm saying, don't be fooled by my appearance. Even though I cannot read
your thoughts, I can feel you're presence in my mind. Even now, you're trying
to see if you can sense truthfulness in me. So tell me - am I being
dishonest?"
B'Elanna was taken back by the directness
of Dar. It almost felt as if the young girl was daring her to deny that she was
empathic. Dar had in fact been correct - without paying any attention to her
own actions, Torres was relying on what she thought was her intuition to tell
her whether this young woman was trying to fool her or not. She could clearly
sense honesty from her - nothing less. But before she could answer her, Dar
noticed that they had halted their progress. "We've been idle too long." She
said. "Keep walking. We have quite a way to go until we reach your vessel."
"You've been sensing danger since you met
the Imperial, haven't you?" Dar asked laying soulful eyes on B'Elanna as they
proceeded through the field of tall grass.
B'Elanna began to recall how odd she felt
at meeting the Imperial, and how she felt as if the elusive woman was
deliberately holding information from them, or to put it more accurately, lying
to them. She felt a sense of dread and panic even during dinner that she could
not shake. But she was not willing to admit to herself just yet that she was
empathic. "Yes, but, my people - Klingons, we have heightened senses. You must
be speaking of my intuition."
"I'm sure your Klingon senses are very
strong, however, it has nothing to do with your mental ability to read
emotions. You are, whether you wish to accept it or not, empathic. And the
Imperial is intrigued by your ability to block others from your thoughts. She
wants to be able to do this as well."
"Why?" Chakotay asked, "Wouldn't the
imperial at least need to be empathic in order to possess a natural ability to
block her thoughts from other telepaths?"
"We don't know." Dar answered honestly.
"What does she have to gain from this?"
Chakotay asked.
"She wants to stop our resistance
movement." Dar said.
"Resistance movement?" Chakotay asked.
"So your people are fighting for your freedom?"
"Yes. Remember when I told you not to be
fooled by my apperance?" Dar asked. "Well, I am actually 38 revolutions old.
My natural aging process has been stunted so that I could get close to the
Imperial and relay her plans back to our leaders in the resistance. We've
always been one step ahead of her because of myself and others like me who have
been stratically placed within the hierachy of the Gradian Order. She knows
that it has
"This sounds eerily familiar," Chakotay
stated. "Our people once made slaves of those whom they feared or felt that
were inferior to them. I didn't understand it then, and I don't
"No, Commander, they don't. They fear us
- look at us as more powerful than them because of our ability. So as soon as
we're a certain age, we are sold into slavery. We are taught to work and
nothing else, and if we show any sign of rebellion or initiative, it is beaten
out of us. Most of my people cannot even read. And the ironic thing about all
of this is that my people have no desire for power. All we want is to live in
freedom."
They continued making their way through
the dark field, which was dimly lit by the moon overhead. Then Dar said, "Our
resistance movement is growing stronger and stronger as the days go by. One
day, Commander, we will be free. Free to live and not be fearful for our lives
because of those who are afraid of us and our gift. This knowledge alone is
very frightening to the Imperial. Especially since she can't hide her thoughts
from us and it's working against her. If she can figure out a way to block our
ability to read thoughts, she could destroy us and continue to oppress our
people. That is why you must return to your ship and leave our planet...wait!"
She became very quiet, then gestured for
them to follow her. When they were safely behind some bushes, she whispered, "I
sense three minds ahead of us. They are close and they are looking for us."
Chakotay scanned the area. "You're
right. Three humanoid males are ahead."
"What are they doing?" B'Elanna
whispered.
"Searching for us." Dar replied. "They
won't find us here."
They waited quietly watching with some
anxiety how the men were moving toward them. But they didn't see them and
obviously could not detect them. Finally, they left the area and the trio let
out a collective sigh of relief. "Let's go." Chakotay said.
Shortly afterward they located the
shuttle. But before they entered it, Chakotay remembered that Voyager was no
longer in orbit. "We can't leave, we don't have the dilithium we came after,
and besides, our ship Voyager won't be back for another few days."
"Then we must go to my home. You can
hide there until your ship returns." Dar turned and began walking in the
direction of her home.
She lived in a small dwelling a few
kilometers away from where the shuttle was hidden on the mountain. The house
had three bedrooms, each with a single bed, nightstand and lamp. "I use these
rooms to hide slaves that have escaped and who want to join the resistance."
She explained. "Commander, you can take the one to the right, B'Elanna, the one
to the left. There is sleepwear in the drawer of each nightstand, and the
bathroom is
"Where are you going?" Chakotay asked.
"I must return to the Imperial's
headquarters. She will miss me if I'm not there in the morning." She stated as
she headed toward the front door. "Don't worry, you're safe here." She said
with a reassuring smile. Then she turned and walked out the door, locking it
behind her.
Both officers went to their respective
rooms. B'Elanna didn't even remove her uniform. She was completely exhausted
and lay down on top of the surprisingly soft bed. As soon as her head hit the
pillow she was sound asleep.
About 2 hours later, B'Elanna woke with a
start. She wasn't exactly sure what had startled her, but she was shaken just
the same. She got up and opened her bedroom door. "Chakotay?" she said,
looking across the hall at the closed door to his room. Then she walked across
and opened it. He was underneath the covers sound asleep.
Suddenly, B'Elanna felt stupid. It
seemed that every since they arrived on this planet that she was jumpier than
usual. Dar had said that it was her being empathic that kept her on alert. But
she wasn't ready to believe that just yet. She did not like the idea of being
able to sense the feelings of others. At times, her own Klingon emotions were
volatile and difficult to control. Having to deal with the emotions of others
was not something she was looking forward to, although she had most likely been
dealing with them all of her life.
Closing Chakotay's door, she turned to go
back to bed when suddenly she saw a shadow, then a flash of pain hit the back of
her head just seconds before she saw darkness.
The next morning, Chakotay woke up due to
being urgently shaken by Dar. "Commander! Where is B'Elanna?"
"Huh?" Chakotay said, sitting up and
rubbing his sleepy eyes. "Isn't she in her room?"
"No! She isn't anywhere in the house! I
knew I shouldn't have left." Dar said, angry with herself.
"I've got to get back to my shuttle."
Chakotay said as he jumped out of bed. "Maybe I'll be able to find her with the
=^=
The day was dragging at an exceptionally
slow pace and Kathryn was doing her best to stay away from everyone. Although
the previous nights indulgence allowed her to get some much needed sleep, it
left her feeling even more desolate than before. She once again left Tuvok in
charge of the bridge and took shelter in the protective confines of her ready
room.
Once inside she replicated herself a cup
of coffee then glanced toward her desk. There were various data padds strewn
across the top of it and since they appeared to be in a relatively calm part of
space, she decided she would catch up on her reports. The mundane task might
just help to get her mind off of her failed relationship.
About three hours and 12 padds later, she
was actually done. She put down the last padd, and ordered her lights to be
dimmed eighty percent. In another 24 hours they would intercept the damaged
vessel - at which time she would have to switch to command mode. Truth be told,
she never really left command mode. Her mind was constantly busy with what was
happening with the ship, what was going on with the crew, how their lives were
progressing and how guilty at times she felt that they were stuck in this
frequently hostile part of the galaxy because of a decision she made.
She remembered that fateful day like it
was yesterday - and how angry B'Elanna was at her because she had given the
order to destroy the array. Even then, she could feel the attraction they had
toward one another. She closed her
//"We can't let the Kazon take over
the array. We'll have to destroy it. Tuvok set a course for..." but her
orders were cut off by a very angry female voice.
"Destroy it? What do you mean destroy
the array? It's our only means of getting out of this God forsaken place!"
B'Elanna shouted.
"B'Elanna, calm down!" Chakotay
shouted.
"I will not calm down! Who the hell
is she to be giving orders around here?" She asked incredulously. Then she
turned and glared harshly into the most striking blue-gray eyes she had ever
seen. In spite of her anger, she was actually becoming aroused. And it shocked
her even more that she was feeling a mutual attraction from this woman, whomever
she was.
"She's the Captain." Ensign Kim
announced.
B'Elanna continued to stare piercingly
at the Captain, ignoring the feelings of awakening that began to build within
her, until the woman looked away and started barking orders to the crew.//
Shaking herself out of her thoughts,
Janeway sighed and went to replicate another cup of coffee. Her mind again
drifted - this time landing on the Chief Science Officer. She had to admit that
she was mildly intrigued by the attempt Seven made yesterday to resume their
friendship. The young woman was nothing short of determined, and she knew that
her canceling their game was not going to deter her forever. Seven was
It meant more to her than she wanted to
admit that Seven wanted their friendship to continue. Unfortunately, for her,
her emotions were still too raw and exposed to even contemplate such a course of
action. She knew that Seven would not hesitate to discuss anything with her -
even her relationship with B'Elanna. And though it had been almost two years
since their break up, Kathryn still was not over her. She feared that it would
be some time before she could allow a friendship to resume with Seven.
Kathryn vaguely wondered if her life
would ever be less complicated than it was at that very moment.
=^=
The next day Voyager arrived at the
transport's coordinates. The ship appeared to only have about 5 hours left
before there would be a complete shut down of all life support. They arrived
not a moment too soon.
The inhabitants were immediately
transported into one of the shuttle bays, and the Doctor was stationed there to
check them out and help any of the injured. Once everyone was medically
cleared, Janeway ordered three of Voyager's engineers over to the transport to
work with their people to restore the ships vital systems.
All was going well with the repairs and
soon the transport had resumed it's previous course. Janeway was relieved. She
didn't like leaving her crew alone anywhere and she desperately wanted to
return. Hopefully the officers had collected enough dilithium to keep them
going for at least another 8 to 10 months before they had to replenish their
stock.
Having worked nearly a double shift, the
Captain finally stumbled into her quarters around 2200 hours. She was hungry
and very tired. She undressed and took a quick sonic shower. Afterward,
wrapped in her satin robe, she replicated herself a bowl of soup, and ate it
quietly while sitting on her sofa reading a book. When she was done eating, she
stretched across the sofa to continue reading, but fell asleep with the book
resting lightly on her chest.
=^=
A few hours later, Janeway woke with a
start. Still lying on the sofa, she sat up quickly and reached over to grab her
persistently beeping comm. badge from the table. "Janeway here," She said into
the air.
"Captain, please report to the bridge."
Ensign Kim stated.
"On my way." She said. Checking the
chronometer she noted that it was 0300 hours. "This had better be good." She
muttered to herself as she quickly dressed then headed out the door to her
quarters.
When she arrived, she had just finished a
huge yawn in the turbo lift. "Ensign, it's 3 o'clock in the morning. This
A little intimidated, Harry replied, "It
is, Captain. We received an urgent message from the Commander. Lieutenant
Torres has been abducted."
Harry's words seemed to echo over and
over in her mind. Then mentally shaking herself she said, "How much longer
before we reach the planet?"
"24 hours at warp 9." He replied.
"All senior officers report to your duty
stations." She said through the comm system. Then turning to the officer at
the tactical station she said, "Take us to yellow alert."
Soon Tuvok, Paris and Seven arrived on
the bridge. They went to their stations and were advised of the current
situation. Then she ordered Tom to resume course at warp 9.
=^=
Chakotay had spent the last several hours
scanning the surface looking for B'Elanna, but to no avail. It was as if she
had disappeared from the planet altogether.
"What do we do now?" Dar asked, in
silent awe of the technology the shuttle possessed.
"Do you think that the Imperial has
her?" Chakotay asked Dar.
"I don't know, and I won't be able to
tell unless I go back and spend some time with her."
"Fine. You do that. I have some things
to take care of while you're gone. I'll be waiting for you at your house with
the shuttle in say about 3 hours?"
"Yes, that will do." Dar replied. She
got up to leave and said, "Be careful, Chakotay."
He nodded to her and watched as she
slipped quietly out of the shuttle. Then he coded the ships sensors to scan
continuously for any sign of B'Elanna, while he flew it toward Dar's secluded
home.
Several hours later, Dar returned to find
Chakotay outside scanning the surrounding area for Dilithium and any sign of
Klingon DNA. "Dar. Were you able to find out if the Imperial has her?"
"She does not. But she was very upset at
having found that the two of you had left. She has sent people looking for
you." She replied. She felt tired and worried. If the Imperial didn't have
B'Elanna, who did?
The look of fatigue in her eyes did not
go unnoticed by Chakotay. "Maybe you should get some sleep while..."
"Wait..." she said urgently. But before
she could finish her sentence, two humanoids jumped out of the surrounding brush
and attacked them.
Both converged on the Commander, feeling
that Dar's little form would be of no consequence to them. But they were
wrong. As Chakotay did his best to fight the two intruders off, Dar picked up a
large branch lying on the ground and swung hard, hitting one of the men in the
leg. While he screamed in pain, Chakotay was able to swing and knock out the
other assailant with a left hook to his chin.
The other, angered by Dar's interference,
backhanded the small girl and sent her flying across the pathway, where she
landed and hit her head on the ground. She was rendered unconscious. Then he
turned on Chakotay.
By then, however, Chakotay had grabbed
his phaser, set it on stun and fired. The man never knew what hit him. Then
catching his breath, he call out for Dar. Within a few seconds, he found her,
lying on the ground bleeding from a wound on the back of her head.
Chakotay picked up her limp body and
swiftly but carefully took her into the shuttle. He lay her on the cot, then
closed the hatch and began the launching sequence. Soon the vessel began to
move and he headed for the atmosphere, hoping he'd be safer orbiting the
planet.
=^=
Voyager arrived to find the shuttle
orbiting the planet. "Captain, " Harry said, "There are two life signs
inside. One
"Beam them directly to sick bay!" She
ordered. "Tuvok, you have the bridge."
"Aye, Captain." Tuvok said as he moved
to the Captain's chair and watched as Janeway entered the turbo lift.
Five minutes later she was walking into
sickbay. "Commander, what happened? Where is B'Elanna?" she asked.
"I wish I knew. I spent several hours
scanning the area but I wasn't successful in finding her. I'm not even sure who
has her." He replied regretfully.
Janeway showed no sign of emotion over
the First Officer's words. Her command shield was fully erect and she had no
time to dwell on her feelings. First and foremost, she had to find out what
happened. "Okay, tell me what went on down there?"
The EMH continued to work on their new
passenger as the Captain listened with silent awe to the Commander's story.
"Empathic?"
"Dar seems to think that she is, yes."
Chakotay replied, glancing over at the young visitor. "She said she could feel
"Empathic..." Janeway whispered to
herself. It certainly explained a lot. "And you're saying that B'Elanna was
"Captain, I've known B'Elanna for a long
time. If she knew she was empathic, she would have told me." Chakotay said
with certainty.
"And you believe that it's the Imperial
who has her?" Kathryn
"At first, I thought so, but Dar is
certain that she doesn't."
The Captain turned to the Doctor. "Can
you wake her up?"
"Yes, Captain, but she should rest
until..."
"Do it." She said effectively cutting
him off.
"Yes, Captain." He said giving her a
disapproving look. He pressed a hypo spray to her neck and they all watched as
the young girl's eyes fluttered open.
"Where am I?" Dar asked as she looked
around.
"You're on the Starship Voyager. I'm
Kathryn Janeway, and this is my ship."
"The Captain," Dar stated. She could
clearly read her thoughts as she peered into her blue-gray eyes. Behind her
command exterior was a woman who was in a near panic at not knowing what was
happening to her officer and her former lover. Dar almost gasps as she realized
what B'Elanna meant to this woman. "We have to find the Lieutenant immediately,
Captain Janeway."
"Can you help us do that?" She asked
hopefully.
"I might be able to. I'm a little
surprised that they didn't kill me. They must know by now that I work for the
resistance." Suddenly her head began to pound and she started to wince in
pain. "I'm sorry, my head is hurting." Then she pressed her small hand to her
head as the pain began to increase.
The doctor scanned her and saw that it
was due to her injury needing time and rest to heal. He filled a hypo spray and
pressed it into her neck. "This will ease the pain and you'll be able to
sleep." After seeing her visibly relax, the doctor said, "She needs to rest
now, Captain."
Janeway understood and didn't push her
any further to answer. However, she was not happy about it. They had no clue
where B'Elanna was, and they needed this woman's help in order to find her. She
hit her comm. badge and said, "Janeway to Ensign Kim."
"Yes Captain," Harry replied.
"Run a level 10 scan of the planet's
surface. Scan for Klingon DNA. I want B'Elanna found as soon as possible."
"Aye, Captain." He replied and the link
was closed.
She looked at the Doctor and stated,
"Inform me as soon as she is awake." Then she turned to her First Officer.
"Chakotay, you're with me." Then both officers exited Sick bay.
=^=
B'Elanna woke up with a throbbing
headache. As her vision slowly cleared, she looked around and noted that she
was in a large room with a single door. It was not at all where she expected to
be, and she was both grateful and relieved that she wasn't strapped to some cold
exam table.
She listened to the quiet for a few
minutes, then briefly remembered what she, Chakotay and Dar were discussing
while walking through the fields the night before. She apparently was
empathic. It certainly explained several things that happened in her lifetime.
Even as a young child, she realized that
she was sensing things from her mother and father - love and affection at first
for her and for each other. As she grew older, the emotions became darker and
extremely disturbing - especially to a child. Here parents were not happy with
one another. She knew they fought a lot, and that it was largely due to the
fact that her mother being Klingon and her father being human were not very
compatible. She knew in her heart that her father loved her, but she also knew
that he wanted to leave them. Being a child, she didn't know how to tell him
she didn't want him to leave, or know how to fix it so that they weren't so
hostile toward each other.
When her father finally left, she felt an
immeasurable void in her heart. She realized now, that she could no longer feel
him and it brought tears to her eyes to this day at the memory. Being able to
feel her mother's sadness, she never said anything to her for fear that her
mother would become even more miserable than she already was. And as a result,
she became withdrawn and angry. The only peace she felt after that time was
when she met
During her time in the Maquis, they had
run into several telepaths. Some of them were loyal to the cause, but others,
although she didn't deal with them personally, were working as undercover agents
for Starfleet or the Cardasians. Chakotay seemed to never worry that his
thoughts might betray his crew or the cause. When she asked why, he told her it
was due to years of mental discipline. At her request, he taught her his
methods. It made sense to her now that what took him years to perfect, only
took her a matter of months.
Then there was her relationship with
Kathryn Janeway. From the very first time they met, she was able to sense that
the Captain was attracted to her. As time went on and the feelings were
consistently being reinforced whenever she was around Janeway, she finally built
up enough courage to approach her romantically. She knew or rather felt that
the Captain would not rebuke her advances. She remembered the incredible night
with Kathryn when she felt so much uninhibited affection and raw devotion from
her. It wasn't just a perception of love but the actual emotions from Kathryn
that she felt. It was so intense, she guessed that if she felt it, then
Kathryn did as well. It
And then there was Seven. She recalled
sensing how Seven with all her conflicting emotions beginning to grow and take
form, had felt a slowly building attraction for her. She briefly wondered if
knowing how Seven felt caused her to subconsciously take advantage of the young
woman, but quickly dismissed that idea. She knew in her heart that she
sincerely loved Seven, just as she truly loved Kathryn.
Closing her eyes and clearing her mind,
she tried to see if she could sense anything around her. For the first time,
consciously using her abilities, she was able to discern very clearly, several
minds. And although she realized that she was in this particular room by
herself, she was not alone. The emotions she perceived from these people were
somewhat calming, but alert as well. She got the feeling that they, who ever
they were, were constantly watching their backs. Then another realization hit
her with surprising clarity - she was not in any immediate danger.
"Where am I?" She asked herself. She
sat up slowly in an effort not to aggravate any further the pain in her head.
The door opened and a light filtered
through. Then a man stepped inside and closed the door. "You're awake,
finally." It was Rekpar.
"What a surprise." B'Elanna quipped,
rubbing the bump on the back of her head.
"I'm sure it's not," Rekpar replied
detecting the sarcasm in B'Elanna's voice.
"So now what? You going to dissect me so
you can see what makes me tick?"
"I don't think so," He replied, grinning
shamelessly. "Not quite my expertise."
"Then what do you want with me?"
B'Elanna asked.
"Good question, Lieutenant." Rekpar
replied. "First let me start by saying that you're in no danger - that is,
unless your Captain won't help us."
For the first time, B'Elanna was able to
detect a sense of ruthlessness from this man. It however, didn't leave her
"We need help to win this war,
Lieutenant. And with your advanced technology, we would be able to gain freedom
for our people."
"Are you saying that you're also part of
the rebellion?" B'Elanna asked, sensing no deception from this man.
"Yes." He replied.
"But you're a man. I thought all the
slaves were female?"
"Not all, most." He confirmed, but he
didn't say anything further.
"You're holding out on me, Rekpar,"
"So it's true. You can sense my
feelings."
"Apparently. Now, answer my question.
Is there more to this?"
"Yes. Most of the males have features
similar to yours - dark hair, dark skin and green eyes. Occasionally, a few of
us are born with light hair, dark or light skin, and blue or lavender eyes like
the Imperial. I am the product of my mother, who was a slave, and my father who
was a master."
"How many of you are there altogether?
" B'Elanna asked.
"There are several of us, but we all live
hidden lives. If it were found that we existed, we would be in grave danger."
"Where are Dar and Chakotay?"
"With your Captain, I imagine. I haven't
been able to reach Dar. I'm worried about her."
B'Elanna was suddenly hit with a wave of
fear and remorse from Rekpar. "Dar is very important to you isn't she?" she
finally said as realization hit her.
"She is my sister." He replied. Then
changing the subject, he said, "We need weapons, Lieutenant. Although we are
one step ahead of the Imperial, our losses are starting to catch up with us. If
we had advanced technology, we could end this once an for all and bring freedom
to everyone on the planet."
"And what if my Captain refuses to help
you?" B'Elanna asked.
"Then we will kill you." He stated
clearly.
"Dar doesn't know you've done this, does
she?"
"No. I wanted to and told her so, but
she wouldn't hear of it. I was forced to take action. This may be the only
chance we'll have to change things."
B'Elanna now realized where she had felt
the emotions she was feeling from Rekpar. She felt them constantly while
serving on the Crazy Horse with Chakotay. It was a 'do what you have to do for
the cause' feeling. She herself had done things that she wouldn't have normally
for the Maquis. And she knew that if their demands weren't met, they would kill
her, even though they didn't want to.
"I imagine we will be contacted by your
Captain soon enough." Rekpar stated. "I will have someone bring you something
to eat." He said, then left the area.
Several minutes went by when a young
girl, who by earth's standards was no more than 12 or 13 years of age, came to
her carrying a tray of food and water. She sat it down on the floor next to
B'Elanna and said, "I hope you like it. I'm not sure what you're used to
eating, but I picked out one of my favorites."
B'Elanna sensed honesty and a little bit
of awe from the young girl. She had long black hair, like her own, and the
ridges on her nose and chin that were characteristic of the telepathic females
on the planet. She also had the most exotic blue eyes she had ever seen on a
person. "Thank you," B'Elanna said, then picked up a piece of the food and
tasted it. It was sweet, like a honeydew melon. "It's very good." She replied,
eliciting a
"I'm Aniah."
"And I'm B'Elanna." She replied. "How
old are you Aniah?"
"I've been on D'Breen for 13
revolutions. I live down here." She said peering expressively into B'Elanna's
eyes. "I can't read you." She said after a few minutes.
"So I heard." B'Elanna stated, although
she could sense this girls emotions quite clearly. Her thoughts were very
erratic and unpredictable which piqued B'Elanna's curiosity.
"I thought children didn't have their
telepathic abilities developed." B'Elanna stated, remembering what Dar said to
her before she was captured.
"They don't, however, I'm not exactly a
child anymore. I'm in the second stages of my telepathic development. But
sometimes I have trouble controlling them."
"Oh. Do you go to the surface often?"
"No. My family wants me to remain here
for a while. At least until I've learned not to read the others so
aggressively. When I can do it and no one know of it, I'll be able to leave."
"So, the others can tell when you read
them?" B'Elanna asked.
"Yes. My readings are so strong it makes
their heads hurt. That's how they can tell. And if I were to live on the
surface now, I'd be found out, and most likely killed."
"Just because you're a telepath?"
"Yep, but not just a telepath - a special
telepath. I'm a lot stronger than others my age. If I were like the others,
I'd
"I am?" B'Elanna asked.
"Uh huh. I've never seen anyone look
like you before."
"Well, this isn't how I really look.
This is just a disguise." She said gesturing toward her face.
"What do you really look like?"
"Well, I have ridges here on my
forehead," she said pointing toward herself, "And my hair is brown and cut short
to my shoulders."
"You sound very beautiful." Aniah said.
"I wish I could see you without this disguise. "Hey, I have an idea, why don't
you project your thoughts to me and show me what you look like?"
"I'm not sure I can do that..."
"Yes you can. Why don't you give it a
try? Just relax and look into my eyes when you do it." Aniah stated excitedly.
B'Elanna smiled widely at the girl's
enthusiasm. "All right, you talked me into it." B'Elanna did as she suggested
and
"I don't see anything," Aniah said. "Why
don't you try it again?"
"Okay," Then she tried a second time, but
was unsuccessful. Finally, after the third try and being somewhat drained from
the effort, she said, "I just can't do it."
Aniah, looked disappointed at first, then
chewed on her bottom lip as if in thought. Then her eyes got wide and she said,
"Why don't you try holding my hands!"
"I doubt it if that will help," B'Elanna
said.
"C'mon, please?" Aniah pleaded.
"Okay," B'Elanna said. She took the
girls small hands into hers and tried again. This time, something different
happened.
The girl smiled widely, then her eyes
widened as she realized that an image was beginning to form in her mind. She
was seeing a beautiful female with forehead ridges. "You are very lovely
"Kahless..." she gasped in amazement,
"You can see the image? I
"Yes!" Aniah giggled happily. Then she
stopped laughing and gazed at B'Elanna in wonder. She released B'Elanna's left
hand and reached toward her to feel where her cranial ridges were uppose to be.
"It's no wonder that she loves you so much."
That got B'Elanna's attention. She let
go of the young girls hands and asked, "Who?"
"Your Captain. She's looking for you,
you know."
"How do you know?"
"I can sense her. Her emotions are very
strong, and your essence seems to be wrapped around her heart."
"You can feel that from her?" B'Elanna
asked, her heart rate accelerating.
"Sure I can. Can't you?"
B'Elanna had misguidedly stumbled on a
change in this species' evolutionary progress. This young girl's abilities were
far stronger than apparently anyone on her planet realized. "Have you told
anyone else that you can sense my Captain?"
"Only my father," She replied.
"Rekpar?" B'Elanna asked, and Aniah
nodded.
"How did you know he was my father?"
Aniah asked.
"You have his eyes." B'Elanna stated.
Aniah smiled and blushed slightly. "I
really like you, B'Elanna."
"I like you too, Aniah. Say, can you do
me a favor?" B'Elanna asked.
"Well, I..."
"Can you tell me about your people?"
B'Elanna stated. She knew that this girl would be completely honest with her.
She could perceive only innocence and a feeling of curiosity.
"Yes. What would you like to know?"
=^=
Janeway sat on the bridge waiting for a
report on the scansof the planet that were being conducted. She was filled with
anxiety over not knowing where B'Elanna was, and even further turmoil knowing
that Seven was just as worried about her as she was. The only thing that made
the situation worst, was that for some unexplainable reason, she didn't want
Seven to be hurt anymore than she herself wanted to be. Why? She had no idea.
All she did know was that it was all very confusing. Her head was suddenly
beginning to develop a dull ache when her thoughts were interrupted.
"Captain, we're being hailed, audio
only."
"Open a channel, Mr. Kim." After the
channel was opened, she said, "I'm Captain Kathryn Janeway of the ... "
"Captain, it's me." B'Elanna stated.
"I'm all right. They don't know that I still have my comm. badge."
Janeway's heart swelled with relief at
hearing B'Elanna's voice. "B'Elanna, where are you?"
"I'm not sure. Somewhere under the
surface I think." She replied.
"Does the Imperial have you?" Chakotay
asked.
"No. The rebels have me. Specifically,
Rekpar."
"Rekpar?" Chakotay asked, with little
held surprise.
"Yes, he works undercover for the rebels
as the Imperial guardian. They want to negotiate for my safe return in
"We may not be able to help these people,
B'Elanna. You know that." Janeway stated. "We cannot involve ourselves in
their dispute."
"Captain, you might want to hear them
out. They don't know that I can talk to you so I'll have to make this quick.
They are being slowly wiped out, because of a race of people that find them
dangerous simply because they are telepathic. We've got to do something to help
them."
Normally the Captain would have answered
immediately with no. But something told her that she needed to tread very
carefully with this one. But before she could voice her opinion, B'Elanna's
voice could be heard again.
"I'd like to stay here for a while and
see if I can find out some more information."
"B'Elanna, we need to get you out of
there,"
"I know, but I just need a little more
time... wait - Someone's coming."
"B'Elanna..." Janeway said, forgetting
for a nanosecond that she was the Captain and on the bridge.
"Kathryn, don't worry. I'm fine. I'll
contact you again, soon. Torres out." And the signal was cut.
Everyone noticed the change in their
conversation, and had the good sense not to say a word. It was the first time
that B'Elanna called her by her first name since their break up and it did not
go unnoticed by Janeway or the rest of the bridge crew. And it most certainly
was noticed by Seven.
After an akward silence, Harry's voice
stated, "Captain, I've located B'Elanna's signal. She is in a hidden cavern
"Good work, Ensign. Keep trying to break
through the interference. I want to be able to get her out of there when she's
ready, and sooner if there is any sign of danger." She replied. //B'Elanna,
I hope you know what you're doing.// she thought to herself.
*************
The Captain sat in the mess hall,
attempting to busy herself by reviewing the latest batch of reports that were
submitted. But it was no use. Her mind was more on getting B'Elanna back in one
piece than anything. She had to trust her however. B'Elanna made it clear that
she didn't want to be beamed out just yet. So against her better judgment, she
decided she would wait until she heard from her Chief Engineer again. Just then
the mess hall doors slid open and in walked Seven. //Oh perfect. Just what I
don't need right now.// she thought to herself as the beautiful young woman
made a beeline for her direction.
"Captain, may I speak with you for a
moment?"
"Of course, Seven. Have a seat." She
watched as Seven sat in the chair across from her.
"Actually, what I wanted to speak to you
about is of a personal nature, Captain."
"I see." Janeway said. "Aren't you
going to get something to eat?"
"No, I will eat something later." Seven
replied.
//This must be serious.//
Kathryn thought to herself, remembering her ravenous appetite a few days before. "Well then, what can I do for you?"
"I want to talk to you about B'Elanna."
Kathryn went visibly pale. "Maybe we
shouldn't talk about this here." Kathryn said as she noticed other crew members
entering the mess hall for lunch and giving them somewhat questioning looks.
"Let's go to my ready room," she stated and quickly got out of her seat and
headed for the exit with Seven in tow.
The ride in the turbo lift seemed
excruciatingly long with Seven giving the Captain sideways glances every few
minutes. Finally they entered Janeway's office and she moved behind her desk as
if it would protect her from the onslaught of Seven's inevitable words.
Seven, noticing the protective stance
that Janeway immediately took, realized that she was not going to make this
conversation easy. And even though Seven was not prepared for that, she was
determined to have this discussion with the Captain whether she liked it or
not. Now more than ever since being witness to the brief conversation both
Janeway and Torres had.
"The other day in the mess hall, when I
mentioned B'Elanna's name, you became markedly uncomfortable. And I realized
that you might not like me very much these days. In fact, you probably detest
me."
"That's not true, Seven..."
"Please, this is difficult for me. I
would appreciate it if you would allow me to finish before you comment." After
a slight pause, she continued while ignoring the surprised look on Janeway's
face. "In a way, I do not blame you. I know that if I were in your place, I
might feel the same way - especially if my information on the subject was
fragmented. But I want you to know that I did not intentionally set out to hurt
you, or to take B'Elanna away from you. It is just that, we needed each other
so much when we were stranded on that planet..." She
"Believe me, Seven. I do understand how
you were feeling. I don't think and never have thought that you were capable of
doing something as devious as steal her from me. So, that being said, I don't
see the need for us to discuss this any further."
Janeway stated, hoping it would put an
end to this painful conversation.
"Oh but I do, Captain. I am... relieved
that you do not see me as someone who would do such a thing, but this is not
just about me. It is about you and B'Elanna. B'Elanna still loves you...
Kathryn visibly flinched at Seven's
words. She was literally shaking inside over that news that B'Elanna was still
in love with her. Then with a firm jaw, she gripped the back of her chair and
stated "B'Elanna made her choice a long time ago. She effectively ended our
relationship when she told me she had to be with you. Now, I'm only assuming
that you've come to this conclusion about her feelings because the two of you
have been having problems. All couples go through similar episodes - especially
young couples like yourself. It has absolutely nothing to do with me."
Seven looked as dumbfounded as any former
borg could look at the Captain's words. Couldn't she see the obvious?
"Captain, are you saying that I am mistaken about your feelings for B'Elanna?"
Seven asked.
"How I feel is irrelevant. The point is,
that if you two really want to stay together, you'll need to work together to
fix your problems. But don't put me in the middle of this. It isn't fair to
you, or to me." She answered with a little anger in her voice. Then she stated
firmly, "This conversation is over, Lieutenant."
"But, Captain, I..."
"Dismissed."
Seven bit back her nearly blinding anger
and said with a slight tremor in her voice, "Yes. Captain." Then she turned on
her heal and moved toward the door. But before she stepped close enough for the
door to open, she said, "You did not deny that you still have feelings for her,
Captain. And I am certain that she still loves you. Whether you like it or
not, she does have a say in this." Then she turned and left without a backward
glance.
Kathryn couldn't pull her chair out fast
enough before her legs seemed unable to sustain her weight. As she quickly sank
into her chair, her inward shaking began to manifest itself outwardly and she
felt her hands quivering uncontrollably. Could it be true? That B'Elanna still
loved her after all this time? She didn't want to think about it - couldn't
even let herself contemplate the possibilities. And just what exactly was
Seven trying to do with this new found revelation of hers? Torture her with it?
Then there was the fact that B'Elanna was
empathic which meant that she could on some level feel the love and desire that
Kathryn still had for her. How come she never said anything to her? Sighing
heavily and feeling very exposed, Kathryn rested her forehead on the cold
surface of her desk and wished, not for
=^=
Later that night, Seven was lying on her
bed, still dressed in her uniform, staring at the ceiling and wondering what the
hell was wrong with the Captain. It seemed absolutely illogical to
Seven learned, however, that humans
tended to run from reality, as if it were some sort of torture device to be
feared. Unfortunately there seemed to be very little that she could do about
that. Though B'Elanna had been abducted, there was absolutely no doubt in
Seven's mind that she would return to them safe and sound. And being witness to
the conversation shared between her lover and the Captain on the bridge earlier,
only served as solid proof that B'Elanna was still very much in love with
Captain Janeway. Seven's brain would not quiet and
Coming to a decision, she swiftly got out
of her depressingly empty bed and left her quarters.
=^=
Kathryn entered her quarters and ordered
the lights up to seventy five percent. She pulled her outer jacket over her
head until she was wearing nothing but her gray turtleneck and pants. Tossing
the jacket on her sofa, she sat down heavily next to it, leaned her head back to
rest on the sofa cushions and closed her
She had been extremely shaken by her
conversation with Seven. Never in a million years did she expect to hear the
startling information she heard from her about B'Elanna. And to make a
Kathryn briefly wondered what Seven was
doing at that moment. Was she in her quarters worried sick about B'Elanna
also? Was she anxious about where she would stand with B'Elanna once she
returned to the ship? And why in the hell did she care how it would make Seven
feel if what she said were true - that B'Elanna was in fact still in love with
her? It was all so bizarre - she just wanted B'Elanna home. She missed her,
and God help her,
She sighed heavily and sat up,
contemplating getting a cup of tea and changing her clothes when her door chime
rang. Standing and walking toward the door, she was very surprised when the
door opened and Seven was standing there.
"Seven? What can I do for you
Lieutenant?"
"I need to speak with you." She replied,
and ignoring the Captains icy glare, walked in past her and settled herself in
Janeway did not want to have this
conversation. "Seven, I told you that our conversation was over."
"Our conversation is not over." Seven
said with surprising clarity. Gone was the hesitation in her voice. "I have
Kathryn truly did not want to talk about
this. She couldn't let Seven see her so vulnerable - let her be witness to her
unstable emotions. She momentarily thought about calling security, but decided
she didn't want anyone else to be privy to her private life. Sitting on the sofa
she said, "Look Seven, if you're worried about B'Elanna, she's fine. I spoke
with her earlier and..."
"I am aware you spoke with her, Kathryn.
I was there. That is why we need to have this conversation!" She said with
total exasperation.
"Kathryn?" The Captain repeated, "Since
when are we on a first name basis?" She said, her anger flaring at Seven's
audacity.
"Since we're both in love with the same
woman! In the name of all that is reasonable, how can you just ignore this?"
Seven asked her.
To say that Kathryn was taken back was an
understatement, and the shock on her face made Seven realize that she might want
to be a little calmer for this. "I apologize, I didn't mean to lose my temper."
"Oh please... you've got my attention
now," Kathryn said incredulously.
This was not going well at all and for
the briefest of moments
Kathryn's eyes unwillingly filled with
tears that she did her best not to let fall at that question. She pressed
herself into the sofa and refused to meet Seven's level gaze. It had been a
long time since she had felt this vulnerable.
"It would be devastating to me and I
believe the same to be true for you." Seven replied.
Kathryn pulled her emotions in check and
said, "Well I'm sure she will be fine Lieutenant."
"Seven. I'd like for you to call me
Seven when we're not on duty or maybe Anika."
Kathryn's eyebrows raised at that, but
she didn't answer. She just sat on the sofa waiting with much trepidation for
Seven's next words. Finally after a few agonizing minutes, Seven got up and
moved to sit next to her on the sofa. Her heart began to hammer furiously
within her chest, and she didn't quite understand why. She watched as Seven
folded one leg underneath her and turned slightly to face her, even though she
was only sitting a few inches away. Then Kathryn looked into her deep blue
eyes, and saw warmth and affection that she never expected to see.
In a very soft voice, Seven said, "I know
you still love her. I could see it in your eyes every time you looked at her.
I used to think that maybe, with time, you would fall out of love with her.
Then I would not have to be so troubled over her realizing someday that she had
made a big mistake choosing me over you."
Turning away from Seven, Kathryn said,
"You must be relieved that she never did."
"Relieved, yes to a degree - but not like
you think. Because, what you do not realize is, that B'Elanna still holds you
dear to her heart. She is still very much in love with you. In fact, she has
never stopped loving you."
Closing her eyes, Kathryn sighed and
stated, "Seven, let me assure you, that I have no ties with B'Elanna. She left
me for you, make no mistake about that. And whether or not she has feelings for
me, she's with you now so it doesn't matter."
"I may have her physically and may also
be in her heart, but you, Kathryn, you hold the key to her heart." Seven
replied.
Kathryn did not want to hear this - any
of it. It was tearing her up inside. It was bad enough to think that B'Elanna
didn't love her, but to know she did and not be able to be with her was nearly
unbearable. "Seven, you have to leave, please..." she pleaded, her voice
sounding raspy with need.
"Why don't you tell me about her,
Kathryn." Seven whispered, ignoring her earlier plea and moving closer to her.
"I'll bet you never talked to anyone about what happened. Not even to the
Commander."
"I haven't," she admitted, her breath
beginning to quicken. "And I'm not going to," she concluded. She had no idea
where Seven was going with this, and it all seemed so bizarre, she thought that
she must be in some sort of alternate universe.
"You can try Kathryn, but this will not
be ignored. Even you are not strong enough to just set it aside like it doesn't
Kathryn couldn't help but close her eyes
in response to the tenderness that Seven was showing her. She felt her
protective walls begin to crumble and she felt powerless to prevent it from
happening.
"No one has shown you any love since the
two of you broke up, have they? Well, that's going to change." Seven then
turned Kathryn's head so that they were facing one another, and gently placed
her lips on Janeway's. The kiss was gentle and overwhelmingly loving, and
eventually became very passionate. Seven smiled inwardly when she felt
Kathryn's hands wrap around her waist, then one hand thread gently through her
hair.
Finally after a long moment, Seven moved
away from her lips to the side of her neck and began to nuzzle the soft skin she
found there. That was when Kathryn found her voice. "Seven.... We can't do
this. It's not right."
"Yes it is," she murmured against her
skin as she pushed Kathryn down so that she lay horizontally on the sofa.
Covering her body, she looked into her eyes, then captured her lips once more,
before moving to the other side of Kathryn's neck. As she kissed the soft skin,
occasionally stroking it with her tongue, she inhaled deeply Kathryn's scent and
moaned before she could stop herself.
"We can't, B'Elanna..."
"Will see this is best for all of us.
But first, I want to make love to you, so later, I don't feel like a stranger in
our
"Our relationship? You mean, the three
of us?"
Seven stopped and looked deeply into
Kathryn's eyes. "It's the only resolution." Then she kissed her once more, her
mouth opening, her tongue seeking it's counterpart, as Kathryn moaned her
appreciation. After a long moment spent just experiencing the sweetness of her
mouth, Seven pulled away and sat back,
Seven made short work of her uniform,
leaving it in an unkempt pile on the floor, and while Kathryn gazed with lust at
her body, she began helping her out of her offending uniform. As the garments
slowly made there way to the floor, Kathryn's last attempt at sanity surfaced.
"Seven, maybe we should think about this..."
"It's too late for that," Seven said, her
hands gently kneading the supple flesh of Kathryn's breasts while she moved her
lips lightly across her ear. "Besides, it's been too long since you've been
loved," she uttered, "B'Elanna and I will have to do something about that
later. Now...it's my turn." She sucked gently on the flesh behind Kathryn's
ear, then used her tongue to the ear itself.
"Seven..." Kathryn gasped, the sensation
making her tremble with need.
"You are so beautiful," Seven whispered,
and her heart soared when she felt warm hands begin to explore her body. "No
wonder B'Elanna loves you so."
The next thing Kathryn knew the bed was
underneath her, and a six-foot blond borg was on top of her, kissing her
avidly. Her hands were soft and she knew exactly what to do with them - how to
move them over Kathryn's body in order to bring out the most favorable of
responses.
Kathryn's legs parted allowing Seven's
leg to fall easily between them, her thigh pressing firmly against her pulsating
vulva. Seven could actually feel Kathryn's clitoris throb against her leg as
she moved against her. Then Seven became impossibly more aroused when Kathryn's
hands slowly ran up and down the length of her body, toward the front to cup her
breasts and glide across erect nipples, then up to thread through her hair as
she kissed her thoroughly and lovingly.
Kathryn's hips began to gyrate at their
own will. It had been so long - too long since she had been made to feel this
way. Seven's body was lovely, and supple and nearly everything she had longed
for and missed. It even surprised and delighted her how smooth and warm the
metal plating over Seven's abdomen was. Her skin was so silky and Kathryn took
great joy in caressing her body with hands and lips. A small part of her brain
registered that she might regret her actions substantially when this was all
over, but then that part ceased to function when she felt Seven's warm and moist
tongue glide slowly across her nipples. Resistance in this case was definitely
futile.
Kathryn watched as Seven move leisurely
down her body then gasped as she felt warm breath gently fan over her throbbing
center. While she murmured incoherent terms of endearment to her new lover, she
moaned loudly when she felt Seven part the soft lips and began loving her in a
way that she hadn't been loved for what seemed like forever.
Seven found that she was enjoying this
encounter much more than she had anticipated she ever would. Being with Kathryn
would be her second sexual experience, and she was unsure if she would find it
as fulfilling as being with B'Elanna. She was pleased that she had been wrong.
Kathryn was a very responsive lover if her moans and touches were any
indication. At the beginning her hands were alternating from threading through
her hair, to stroking her back to grabbing and kneading the firm globes of her
ass, and it was doing a substantial job of arousing Seven. Now, her hands
gently pushed her head even further into her gloriously warm passage and Seven
was content to remain there for the rest of the evening.
"Ohhhh..." was the only response Seven
was able to make. She hadn't expected to feel such pleasure from any other
woman except B'Elanna. She looked upon Kathryn's face and thought to herself
that she had never seen her as beautiful as she was at this very moment. Her
eyes were closed and she wore a look of abandon that could only be described as
pure rapture.
They moved together, kissing, touching,
making love to one another. It was so much more than Seven expected, and
wanting to experience even more with this incredible woman, she used three of
her fingers and pushed them slowly and effortlessly into Kathryn's slick
channel.
"Oh my God..." Kathryn hissed as she felt
herself being filled for the first time in months. "Oh yes..." she gasped at
the sensation of Seven's fingers leisurely moving within her. It was so good, so
unbelievably satisfying, she couldn't imagine how she survived as long as she
had without the feeling. "I...I can't hold it..." she murmured. It was too
much. She felt it start from the tips of her toes and the top of her head,
rapidly raging through her and coalescing in the center where it exploded - her
inner walls contracting so fiercely that it nearly snapped Seven's fingers.
Even through her forceful orgasm, she
continued to urgently glide in and out of Seven's velvet folds, until Seven's
soft
Seven tightened her grip around Kathryn,
letting her sob her release and her gratitude. "It was a necessary but much
desired compromise," she murmured quietly into her ear. Eventually, Kathryn's
emotional tide began to calm and she turned in Seven's arms and drifted into a
deep sleep. Seven lay with her head propped up on her hand and gently stroked
the soft skin on Kathryn's shoulder. Then she kissed her lightly on her cheek
and settled down to rest herself, spooned against
=^=
B'Elanna sat alone again wondering for
the millionth time what exactly were Rekpar's plans for her. She knew she had
been sitting there for several hours. Right after she severed the connection
with Voyager, the young girl came back to remove her tray and then she
disappeared leaving her alone again. Shortly afterward B'Elanna fell asleep.
When she woke up she felt surprisingly well rested and assumed that she had been
there all night. But no one came, and she was left all alone with her thoughts.
Kathryn sounded both worried and relieved
at hearing her voice. B'Elanna missed her so much. She had been so wrong to
just leave Kathryn the way she did, and now she was afraid that she would never
be able to be with her again. Closing her eyes, an immeasurable amount of
regret settled in her heart. "I love you Kathryn," she whispered, knowing full
well that the Captain couldn't hear her but needing to say the words anyway.
Just then she heard footsteps again.
Hoping it was Rekpar, she turned to see who was coming. This time a tall,
athletically built, and very attractive female entered the room. She was not
dressed like the others. Her clothing was that of a warriors with brazen metals
across the low cut collar of her garment. It appeared to be made mostly of a
material that resembled earth's leather. She had her hair tightly pulled back
into a pony tail that flowed long and halfway the length of her back. And
although her green eyes were warm, her jaw was set and her mouth a thin line.
Crouching down so that she was nearly face to face with B'Elanna on the floor,
she peered into her eyes intently.
B'Elanna just stared at her, not willing
to speak just yet. "What is your name beautiful one? "
"B'Elanna." She said, hiding her
surprise at the complement.
"A most unusual name. Fitting for
someone as striking as you." She stated. "I am Terra, leader of the Kobali
rebellion. Rekpar said that you were gifted. He also said that your
technology appears to be significantly more advanced than ours."
"If you say so," B'Elanna replied
nonchalantly. She looked away from her to the floor, but could feel the woman's
steely gaze on
"Where are you from?"
"Does it matter?" B'Elanna asked
defiantly. She could sense that this woman was very unsettled and easily
agitated, although she was attempting to keep a tight control over her
emotions. B'Elanna could definitely sympathize.
"Tell me, what would your leader, your
Captain, be willing to give us for your safe return?" She inquired.
B'Elanna looked directly into Terra's
eyes. "If you're asking if she would give you our weapons in exchange for my
life, no. She won't. She will not do anything to shift the balance of power on
this planet." B'Elanna stated firmly.
"The balance of power?" She asked
incredulously. "There is no balance here - only their rules and their power!
We have nothing because of their cowardice! They fear that which is unknown to
them and as a result, oppress my people needlessly!" She shouted. "That is why
we now exist. We fight against those who wish to rule over us. Things will
never be as it should if we don't have the resources to make it change. You're
technology would give us the means to make it happen."
Standing, she paced the room for a few
moments as B'Elanna's eyes followed her movements. Then she stopped and
crouched down in front of B'Elanna again. "Surely one as lovely as you would be
missed by your people. And I know from reading Aniah's thoughts that your
Captain loves you very much." She grinned knowingly then added. "Perhaps if we
threatened to turn you over to the Imperial - maybe then she would change her
mind.
"I doubt that." B'Elanna stated
returning a steely glare. "She doesn't respond well to threats - and neither do
I."
"Hmm...an admirable quality, however,
not a very smart one."
"I'f you're trying to scare me, it won't
work. I'm Klingon. My people live for a good fight."
"Is that so?" Terra replied angrily.
She croutched down again right in front of B'Elanna until they were face to
face. "Tell me, what if we were to abduct your precious Captain, your ship, and
take what we want? You share the same feelings for her, do you not? I'm sure
you would not want to risk her life, now would you? Of course, we may not kill
her. There are many things worst than dying."
B'Elanna let out a low growl. Without
realizing it, the anger she was sensing from Terra was making her own temper
rise. It was one thing to threaten her - it was quite another to threaten those
she loved. Menacingly she glared at the woman. "You are treading on dangerous
territory."
"So I am correct about your feelings for
your Captain."
"Our feelings for one another are
irrelevant." B'Elanna stated, "If it is necessary for me to die in order for
our technology to not be compromised, then I am prepared for that."
"Are you prepared to sacrifice her life?"
B'Elanna eyes narrowed as she realized
exactly what this woman was trying to do. "Why don't we cut the bullshit,
okay? You and I both know that you and your people are no threat to my Captain
or my ship. Besides, I wouldn't be sacrificing her life, she'd give it willing
for the good of our crew - as would I."
Terra looked at her as if trying to
decide if B'Elanna was bluffing or being truthful. "Has she any idea how loyal
you are to her?"
"She does." B'Elanna said. "At least
where our crew is concerned."
"You are a good woman, B'Elanna. A
pity," Terra stated, "You and I may have become very good friends under
different circumstances."
B'Elanna knew this statement to be true.
Although Terra seemed hardnosed, her heart seemed to be loyal to her people and
gaining them freedom. "Terra, whether or not you are aware of it, change for
your people has already begun. It may be a long time before you are able to
make a large difference, but the day will come when you and your people will be
free."
Smiling, she reached out and gently
touched B'Elanna's cheek with one finger and B'Elanna could sense that it was no
more than a friendly gesture. "I will truly hate to see you die, B'Elanna."
Terra said. She lifted herself from the ground and turned to leave.
"Terra," B'Elanna said, "Would you like
to speak to my Captain?"
The woman immediately turned to face her
prisoner. "You can speak to her?"
"Yes. In fact, I could have left here a
long time ago. But I want to help." B'Elanna stated.
Terra couldn't hide her shock. "I
thought you said she would not help us."
"I said she wouldn't give you weapons. I
didn't say she wouldn't help."
=^=
The next day, Janeway was on the bridge
contemplating the major events that had taken place in her life. B'Elanna had
been kidnapped by a group of telepathic rebellions on what they had originally
thought was a peaceful planet. In addition, she was also being sought after by
the ruling class of people on this planet for her ability to block mental
invasions of her thoughts, which lead to the revelation that she herself was
empathic. At the very same time, Seven decided that she wanted to change the
level of their, relationship with one another. It was truly the most peculiar
chain of events that she had experienced in a long while.
As a result of the previous nights
encounter with Seven, she felt much more emotionally stable. More so than she
had at any time during the past year and a half. And now, her primary concern
was getting B'Elanna back home safe and sound.
Previously, before she had a chance to
get to the bridge, she was contacted by the doctor and informed that their
visitor was awake and wanting to speak with her. As a result of their
conversation, she found that Dar had no idea that her brother would take
measures into his own hands. She seemed visibly upset that he would defy her.
But under the circumstances she could understand. Even though Dar had the
outward appearance of a child, her mind was definitely that of a seasoned adult
with amazing abilities that made Janeway wish she could keep her on board as an
additional ship's counselor.
During their conversation, Dar had
informed her that there was absolutely no doubt in her mind that the Imperial
was looking for the Lieutenant. Although Dar was too far away to detect any
thoughts on the surface, she knew for a fact that the Imperial would stop at
nothing to get their hands on the engineer. The only advantage they seemed to
have was that Torres was with the Kobali and if the Gradian order discovered
their location, the entire base would be relocated including B'Elanna. This,
however, did not make the Captain feel any better.
When Janeway arrived on the bridge, there
had still been no word from the Lieutenant or her captors. She was beginning to
get worried. The transporters still couldn't cut through the interference
surrounding where B'Elanna was being held, and after the previous evenings
events between her and Seven, she found that she desperately needed for B'Elanna
to return home to them. Unfortunately, all they could do at the moment was
wait.
She noticed Chakotay giving her sideways
glances ever since she walked onto the bridge and briefly wondered what his
problem was. "Okay, what is it, Commander?"
Startled, Chakotay said, "Pardon?"
"Why do you keep looking at me like
that?" She asked.
"I didn't know I was that obvious." He
explained with a smile.
"Well you are, so out with it." She
said, returning the smile.
"It's just that you seem different
today. In fact, you appear to be in an overall better mood. If it weren't for
the fact that I know you're worried about getting B'Elanna back, I'd swear
nothing was bothering you."
"Actually, I do feel a little better,"
she said.
"And exactly what brought about this
change?" Chakotay asked.
"Let's just say that Seven had made the
ultimate of compromises." She replied, a hint of mystery in her voice.
"Seven?" Now Chakotay was thoroughly
confused. "Care to elaborate a little?"
"Well, I..."
"Captain, Lieutenant Torres is hailing
us." Tuvok interrupted.
"Put her through! B'Elanna! Are you
all right?" she shouted
"For the moment, Captain. I have Terra
here. She is the leader of the Kobali rebellion and she would like to speak to
you." B'Elanna said.
Janeway listened along with the rest of
the crew as the Kobali leader outlined exactly what she wanted from them. But
before she finished listing her demands, Kathryn knew what her answer would be.
"No. I cannot and will not give you weapons. It is out of the question."
As she stood waiting for Terra's reply,
her mind began racing through other possible solutions to this problem. Then as
she began to quickly pace back and forth, Terra replied, "Captain Janeway, as
much as I do not like to take lives, I will if you make it necessary. If you do
not meet our demands, your officer will die."
Janeway hoped that the blood rushing from
her face was not as visible to everyone on the bridge as she thought it was.
But the thought of losing B'Elanna like this was enough to make her physically
ill. Then she came up with an idea. "How about I offer you something of equal
value - say, medical supplies and replicator technology?"
"What is replicator technology?" Terra
asked intrigued.
"It's a means of creating more supplies.
I'll pass this technology on to you in exchange for my engineer." She stated,
For a moment there was only silence.
Then Terra said, "You have one of our people with you. Her name is Dar. We
want her back as well."
"We'll send her along with the supplies.
Do we have a deal?" Janeway asked as the rest of the bridge crew seemed to hold
their breath.
After a long pause, she finally
answered. "Yes. How will we make the exchange?"
"We have technology that allows us to
transport anything and anyone almost anywhere." Janeway answered. "When you're
ready, the exchange will be immediate and simultaneous."
"Amazing." She said, unable to hide her
surprise. "So, if that is true, why didn't you just take your Lieutenant?"
"We would have, except you are in an area
that has natural defenses against our ability to transport anything. If it
"Indeed." She said. "When we have
relocated to a place where the exchange can occur, we will contact you."
"Very well." Janeway said before the
connection was severed. She knew that later she would probably receive a
lecture from Tuvok about her disregard of the prime directive, but she didn't
care. If it would return B'Elanna to them, it would be worth the compromise.
=^=
Within two hours the exchange was made,
and the bridge crew seemed to let out a collective sigh as a result. B'Elanna
was returned safe and sound, and was presently in sick bay where the
Janeway was sitting restlessly on the
bridge. She kept checking the chronometer reading on her console, then would
occasionally get up and pace a small length of the bridge before returning to
her seat, only to repeat the same sequence of events within a few seconds.
Chakotay had never seen her so edgy
before. She was keeping him quite amused for a while with her behavior and he
knew the reason behind it. Something happened to Kathryn the night
Finally, after about the 16th time she
paced the bridge and sat down to check the chronometer, he leaned in her
direction and whispered, "Why don't you just go and check on her. In fact, go
home afterward. I can handle the bridge."
"A little too obvious, I guess?" Kathryn
whispered with a smile that reached her eyes.
"Uh huh. Go." Chakotay said, grinning.
"And I want details later."
Kathryn composed her features, got up
from her seat and said, "Commander, my shift should have been over hours ago.
You have the bridge."
"Aye Captain." He replied, suppressing a
smile. Then he watched as she entered the turbo lift.
"Commander, you have an incoming
message," Harry stated. "It's from Dar."
"Thank you, Ensign. I'll take it in my
office. You have the bridge."
=^=
B'Elanna finally made it to her
quarters. The doctor had spent two hours restoring her face, and verifying that
she was without a doubt empathic. When she asked the doctor how it could be,
his only reply was "Actually Lieutenant, I don't know. You are the first
Klingon in medical history to have empathic abilities. My guess is that one of
your ancestors was empathic or telepathic and the gene was assed on to you."
She was told also that her abilities were quite strong and that what she thought
was instinct were actually her sensing the emotions of
She sat down on her sofa and unzipped her
jacket making visible the gray tank top she wore underneath. Then relaxing
further into the sofa, she lay her head back and closed her eyes. She opened
her mind to those of the crew and to her surprise, could feel various emotions
from them quite clearly - mostly a sense of well being could be felt, and relief
that they would be leaving the planet soon. She was concentrating so much, she
barely heard the door to her quarters open.
Not moving, she knew it must be Seven.
She was aware of a sudden sense of relief and a definite feeling of
determination from her. Besides, Seven was the only one that had the access
code to her quarters. Knowing that her beautiful lover was worried about her
while she was gone, she fully expected for her to straddle her lap and attempt
to kiss her into the next quadrant. But to her surprise a different body fell
on her - a smaller one, yet one that was so familiar to her that she was almost
afraid to breathe too deeply least it disappear.
"Kathryn." She whispered.
Kathryn pulled her close, and sighed with
relief when she felt B'Elanna embrace her just as tightly. She thought that
she would never hold her again - would always long for the feeling of her arms
around her. Kathryn pulled back and gazed deeply into soft brown eyes. Gently,
she traced the silky ridges on B'Elanna's forehead and said, "Oh my, how I've
missed you." Then she kissed her deeply, ravishing her lips for a long moment
before moving to her neck and jaw as she urgently reacquainted herself with the
woman she loved. She slid down so her knees were resting on the floor, and
still holding on to B'Elanna's middle, she pressed the side of her face into her
torso. Closing her eyes, she realized that she had found heaven once again.
To say that B'Elanna was more than a
little confused was an understatement, but she didn't care. Kathryn was here
with her and she was holding her like she was the most precious being that ever
lived, and it filled her with endless joy. She closed her own eyes and reveled
in her beloved's tight embrace. But before she could give all of this any
further thought, the sofa dipped on the left side of her and soft, full lips
brushed against her temple. "Welcome home, B'Elanna." Seven said as her
fingers gently played in her lovers hair.
"Seven?" B'Elanna uttered, then looked
into her eyes. At Seven's smile, she finally realized what was happening. She
felt a vast amount of love from Seven and from Kathryn. Not only that, but she
sensed the affection they had for one another. It was almost unspeakable - to
even fathom that the two most imporrtant people in the world to her, were here
with her now feeling what they were for her and each other was truly
unbelievable.
Seven chuckled at B'Elanna's surprised
expression, noticing that she had not released her hold on Kathryn. "It's true,
my love." She said, then kissed her lips meaningfully.
Kathryn began to lift B'Elanna's top,
desperately needing to feel her skin. She kissed the supple brown flesh for a
long moment, then paused, once again pressing her face into her midriff. She
inhaled deeply the scent of her, then tightened her grip as if she couldn't bear
to go any further - as if any of it, all of it was too wonderful to believe.
Then tears of happiness began to fall from her eyes, and she was powerless to
stop it, for she never thought she would ever be able to touch her like this
again.
B'Elanna could feel it - all of it. The
raging, unyielding love that Kathryn had for her filled her mind and wrapped
around her heart like a blanket - a love that she always had for her, and it
brought unshed tears to her eyes as well. Then she touched Kathryn's face and
lifted it up so that she could look in her eyes, and with all the power she
could muster, she mentally projected all the love she felt and had never stopped
feeling for her. She watched satisfied that Kathryn understood as more tears
built up and spilled out of those impossibly beautiful
As their kiss deepened it became
increasingly obvious that they needed a bed. Somehow the three of them ended up
in B'Elanna's bedroom. Seven understood their need to re-acquaint themselves
with one another, so she removed her uniform and watched the two of them as they
stood face to face touching each other. Old yet familiar movements were once
again renewed as they languidly undressed one another. When both were completely
nude, Kathryn embraced B'Elanna and kissed her zealously once again.
B'Elanna pulled away from her and turned
to find Seven lying on the bed watching them with smoldering eyes. Then she
crawled across the bed and into Seven's outstretched arms, kissing her deeply
and murmuring quiet words of gratitude. After a few moments, Seven moved behind
B'Elanna as she turned to face Kathryn. Kathryn climbed in the bed and moved
over B'Elanna until she was in line with her face, and kissed her lips softly,
letting her tongue thoroughly explore her lover's mouth. Then she kissed her
way down the silky soft bronze body until she was between her agile thighs.
Seven turned B'Elanna's head toward hers
and captured her lips in a searing kiss that seemed to leave both women shaken
with it's intensity. As they kissed, B'Elanna groaned into Seven's mouth when
she felt Kathryn's tongue begin making love to her. The double assault to her
senses was more than B'Elanna ever imagined she would feel at once and it was
all so erotic - so unbelievably passionate.
Seven's hands were busy exploring the
lithe body on top of hers, and she received enormous satisfaction from the
sounds of pleasure that she and Kathryn were drawing B'Elanna. Seven caressed
her sides, pulled her nails across her abdomen and then moved them up to cup her
breasts - squeezing them gently at first, then gliding her hands across them
feeling her nipples move between her fingers. "Sweet Kahless..." B'Elanna
murmured as she raised her arms above her head and draped them lazily around
Seven's neck so she could feel even more.
Kathryn was in heaven. It had been so
long since she had loved B'Elanna in this way. The soft velvet skin, the sweet
taste, the scent of her lover was absolutely incredible as she continued to lick
and suck such an intimate part of her body. Her own arousal was building at an
insurmountable rate as she listened to B'Elanna's moans of delight. Then,
wanting to feel all of her, she inserted her fingers into B'Elanna's silken
passage, not so gently hitting her cervix with each thrust.
B'Elanna could feel it building - could
almost see it in her mind take form. It came fast and hard and threading her
hands through Kathryn's hair, she opened her legs as wide as possible and cried
out in ecstasy as her orgasm rippled through her with the force of a warp core
explosion.
Finally B'Elanna's grip loosened on her
lover's hair, and Kathryn slowly kissed her way up until she was pulled into a
B'Elanna watched with wonder and after a
few moments found her voice. "Obviously some things changed while I was gone.
Wanna tell me when this all started?" She asked, affection clearly in her
voice.
Pulling away from her new lover, Kathryn
said, while never taking her eyes off of Seven, "We will, sweetheart, but
later. There are more important things to take care of now."
"Indeed..." Seven replied, momentarily
lost in Kathryn's gaze.
Then all conversation was forgotten when
Kathryn began sucking her nipples as B'Elanna tongue began thoroughly exploring
Seven's wonderful mouth.
=^=
Chakotay went to his office to listen to
the message he had received from Dar. He replicated himself a cup of herbal
tea then went to sit at his desk. Then accessing the message he sat back and
watched as Dar's young face appeared on the screen.
//"Greetings, Commander Chakotay. I
just wanted to again apologize for my brother's behavior. It was his idea to
abduct your Lieutenant, and had I known of his intentions, I would have put a
stop to it before it caused you any grief. Although his actions were less than
honorable, they did succeed in helping my people. The help that your Captain
has given us will never be able to be repaid.
My people have been oppressed for many
revolutions simply because we are extrasensory. We've been taken from our homes
and forced to do the work that they themselves do not desire to do. The don't
even allow us to worship like we want to - we are made to serve their creator
instead of our own. We've been told that we are no more than savages because
our way of living is so different from theirs - and yet, if they had looked to
see, they would find that we are not that different. We laugh, cry, get angry
and we love. The same blood coursing through us, runs within them as well. We
are all connected but they fail or rather do not wish to see this.
It is my hope that someday we will be
allowed to live as they live - that we will be unafraid to look into their eyes
for fear of being beaten into submission; - that we will be valued for our
opinions and for our contributions to our race. I have a deep feeling that we
will be victorious and that one day, our level of technology will advance to the
level of yours for the good of our world.
I know that the Kobali will never be
able to express enough gratitude for your humanitarian gifts to us, so I wanted
to make you aware of some things that I was able to find out from the thoughts
of your people.
Both you and your Captain have done an
excellent job at merging your crews together. They no longer think of
themselves as two separate entities, but as a family. You both should be
commended for that. They have a profound respect and loyalty for both of you.
To you personally Chakotay, I am aware
that there is someone on board that you have very strong feelings for. I don't
know his name, but I see his image in my mind - pale skin, blue eyes and hair
the color of sunshine. Don't be afraid to let him know of your love for him -
he feels the same for you.
I hope you don't look at this as an
invasion. I did not, nor have I ever intended to pry into anyone's private
thoughts. Oh, and one more thing - I have attached a set of coordinates to a
secret supply cavern belonging to the Gradian Order. If you download them into
your ship's computer, it will give you the exact location of a substantial
supply of dilithium that has already been mined and is ready for transport. Do
not worry about taking it, the mineral will not be missed.
Best wishes to you and your people on
your journey home. ay it be a safe trip, and maybe as both of our civilizations
advance, we will see one another in the future.
Take care, Chakotay.//
As Dar's image on the computer screen
switched to the Starfleet emblem, Chakotay pondered over the young woman's
words. Her people were very similar to his own ancestors and he sincerely hoped
that they would be victorious in their fight for freedom.
After sending the coordinates for the
dilithium to Ensign Kim and ordering him to facilitate its transport, he sent a
private message to Tom's console inviting him to dinner later that night. He
was finally going to tell him what he should have told him a long time ago.
With a resolved grin, he returned to the
Bridge.
Finis
(c) Blackcat, 2002
Authors Note: This work of fan fiction was screaming to written after I read a Chakotay/Paris/Kim story titled "Tangled", by T'lyr. It is one of my favorites and I'm grateful to T'lyr for feeding my muse. =0)
As always, feedback is appreciated and can be sent to
blackcat66@email.com. Constructive criticism is welcome, but flames will be
laughed at and then destroyed, so don't waste your time. =0)
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