Title: Survior Series Part one
Authour: Holliday
email : Hollis28@ns1.bogan.cps.k12.il.us


Paring: Janeway/Seven
Rating:pg-13 For now
Disclaimer: I own nothing if I did I would be a billionaire and dating Jeri Ryan.
Spoilers: Human Error

I'm a survior I'm not gon to give up. I'm a survior I'm gon work harder.

Destiny's Child

Captain Janeway walked down the corridors. Of her ship the USS Voyager. She was on her way to the Astrometrics Lab to give a certain blonde borg a piece of her mind. Seven of Nine or Seven was known to be rebellious but Janeway had expected a little more from Seven. Alot more none the less Seven was not her normal self and Janeway was determined to get to the bottom of it.

As the doors to Astrometrics slid open Seven didn't bother to look up. . She knew all to well who was standing at the door. "Captain how may I assit you?" Seven answered in her typical borg demenor. Seven knew what this sudden presence of Janeway was for. She had not been complitng her duties in astrometrics and had nearly gotten all of them killed. Hoping that her dressing down in the Captains ready room was all the repremand she would get she went about her duties. Not wanting to dredge up the past between them again.

"Seven." The Captain said pausing tryin to find the words. To adress the young woman. "Seven I'm not sure what todo with you? You have never walked away from your responsibilties before and personally I'm stumped." Janeway said. "Captain youe concern has been noted, However I can asure you any problem I was having has now been handled and the occurance will not happen again."Was her rejoider.

Janeway looked at the young blonde their seemed to be something amiss with her. Looking at her she realized Seven hadn't turned to look at her when she walked in. Infact Seven wasn't even facing her now. "Seven" she said ever so softly take a few steps and placing her hand on her shoulder. Seven tensed at the conntact. Janeway didn't let go turning Seven to face her Janeway looked up to see two blue eyes staring at her. "Computer seal astrometrics doors comman code Janeway-alpha-theta-69"  the computer chirpped its response.

"Captain don't." "Sh, Seven now tell me whats going on." "I.. It's not fair. We can't keep doing this." "What?" Janeway asked having a good indication where this was going. "This you and I. Its killing me and making you I don't know what its doing to you but it's a bunch of bull shit Kathryn." Janeway was now standing shell shocked she hadn't just heard what she thought she heard from Seven. "I'm sorry Kathryn I didn't mean." "No. Seven you said it what did you mean."

"I can't really explain it come with me to the holodeck I can show you there." Janeway fowllowed Seven out of astrometics as they made their way to the holodeck. Tite: Survior Series part two Author: Holliday Paring: Janeway/Seven Rating: pg hey i'm just starting here Spoilers: Imperfection & Human Error Disclaimer: The Sun and moon belong to the heavens. However Janeway and Seven belong to themselves and to Paramount so please don't sue me I'm just a lost soul in search of someone to love.

Can anybody find me somebody to love.

   Queen

"Computer begin program Seven-Alpha-one" Seven said aloud. She was greeted with the grey holodeck grids turning into Starfleet quarters. Janeway let out a gasp as she looked around the room. Turning to face Seven Janeway stood speechless. Seven was human. No not just human she was always human but there was no longer any reminders of her eighteen year stint with the borg. Seven started to speak as the door chimed to her quarters. "Enter" she replied.

The doors parted to reveal a relieved Commander Chakotay. Holding a boquet of flowers. He walked over to Seven, not notcing that Janeway was present. "Seven your okay, I was worried about you. Please Seven I know we can make this work if.." "Uhm" Janeway said clearing her throat. Chakotay turned around startled to see Katryn. "Kath-Captain I didn't know you where here." "Yes Commander I was checking up on Seven to make sure she was alright, I'm sure you where doing the same." A little ice seeped in as she watched Chakotay squirm.

"Yes I was doing just that. Seven I'm glad your okay we can finish this conversation later tonight 1900hrs the holodeck." Chakotay said hoping Seven would agree. "I'm sorry Commander but the doctor has put me on bed rest maybe another time." Seven said visibly tenseing at the last part. "Okay.Well goodnight then Captain,Seven." He turned to leave obviously hurt at Seven's rejection. "Seven what the hell is going on." "I was hurt and the commander was just dropping buy some flowers." Seven said cooly. "I got that.Okay Seven start from the beginning." "Alright but it will take some time."

  "Kathryn I'm sure you remeber when my cortical processor began to distablize, but I never told you the reason. At first I wasn't sure if that was the reason." Seven paused taking a moment to collect her thoughts. "Seven?" Janeway asked. "I'm functioning." Seven was reverting back to her borg tone. "After I recevied Echeb's cortical processor I began to research why my processor had malfunctioned. I discovered that the more I became human the more the processor began to decay." "It was me wasn't it?" Kathryn asked not wanting to blieve that her love for the young woman nearly cost her her life.

"No, Kathryn." Seven said feeling a stinging in her eyes. "Seven it was me oh god. I'm sorry so thats why you stopped seeing me why didn' you tell me.?" "Kathryn I couldn't tell you because I wasn't sure even if I was how do you tell the one  person that means the world to you that being with them is killing you? You don't so I did the only thing I could think of. I created this place I programed Chakotay not because I was attracted to him but because I needed to know if it was you or if it was just my eneffenciency that was killing me." "What did you find?" Kathryn asked not wanting an answer to the question she knew the answer to.  

Title:Survoir Series part three Author: Holliday Raiting:pg-14 hey its coming Paring: Janeway/Seven Spoilers:season 6& 7 Disclaimer: I am but a meesnger. No more no less. I having nothing but a smile and dimples. So theres nothing here to sue Parmount. So please don't

   Soothe me I want some sugar in bowl.I want a little sugar in my bowl. I feel so funny. I feel so bad. I want a little steam on my clothes. Maybe I can fix things up so they'll go what's the matter daddy come on save my soul I aint foolin I want a little sugar in my bowl.

 

 

Nina Simone

  "Kathryn it was me not you. I wasn not meant to discover my idivduality. If I ever did then I was to self destruct." "Seven then if I hadn't freed from the collective then you wouldn't be in this mess." "Don't you see if you hadn't I wouldn't know what love was,If I hadn't been freed from the collective. I would dead. Because I wouldn't be able to see you. Even though I'm not touching you I can still taste you and feel you and those are things I'll rember always." Seven was standing in front of Janeway she was now crying. Janeway wiped the tears from her eye as Seven leaned into kiss her. "Seven we can't." Janeway said Seven ignored the protest and brought her lips to a searing kiss with Kathryn's.

  Seven ignored the searing pain in her head as she deepened the kiss. Her rate began to increase as she carried her to the bed laying her down. She layed atop her never breaking the contact between them. Seven began run her hands down Janeway's body. Discarding her tunic Janeway began to kiss down Seven's lithe neck. A moan sprang from her lips as she kissed down Katryn's neck. Flipping her over Janeway pulled the pins from Seven's hair. Letting the gold masses fall on her shoulders. Janeway looked down at her she had stopped the kiss so she could see her. Looking into to crystal blue eyes Janeway saw the love that rose from her eyes. She also the hidden pain Seven was holding back so they could be together. "Seven I can't." Janeway said rolling off Seven.

"Kathryn?" "Seven I can't do this knowing it could kill you." "Don't please I need you I need this." "Seven I'd die if I lost you." "You won't lose me Kath...." Seven tried to finish before she collapsed to the floor. "Computer two to beam to sikbay medical emergency." Janeway appeard in a blue haze as Seven lay cuddled in her arms. "Doctor?" It was more a statement than question. "What happened?" "Her cortical Processor it's..." Janeway choked out her command mask completly slipping away as she realized she might lose the love of her life. "She was running that program again, I'm glad you where there Captain." He said adminerstiring hypospray ton the young blonde.

   "Captain, she's stable I sedated her but I'm worried about her. Captain I'm just glad you got her here in time. What where you doing in doing there anyway." "I was worried about her and I sort of snuck in." Janeway said not wanting to deal with the hologram anymore. The Doctor seemed satified by the answer but he noticed the hickeys as Lt. Paris would call them on Seven as he looked closer Janeway had them too. No Seven had been with the commander and The Captain was just with her holo novel charchter. Yes that was it. It had to be. The holghaphic doctor thought to himself. He soon was doubting himself as he watched the Captain stroke Seven's head and held her hand.

Kathryn had discontiued the Doctor in the room as she held vigil over her Seven. Seven's eye's began to flutter as she slowly came to. "Kathryn I'm sorry." "It's not your fault well it is but we shouldn't have let it get out of hand. If you do that again I'm going to kill you." "I love you." "Don't even think your getting out of this that easy. Seven you lied to me." "Oh that well I had my reasons." "Seven said trying to sit up. "No you don't" The Doctor said. Janeway now realized that he had been there whole time.