Omega: Jaded IV
Seven approached the Captain sitting beside her on the sofa. Janeway's eyes watched her every movement, studying her face, searching for the right words. The Captain noticed the Borg's darkened blonde hair, realizing it looked damped, then remembered Tannia in that robe earlier today. Seven noticed a shadow fall on Janeway's features and asked, 'Captain is there a reason why you summoned me to your ready room?'
Janeway
looked away for a few seconds, her hands crossed in front of her chest, as she
finally decided it was best to be direct and to the point about Voyager's
current situation. After a long exhale, Janeway began to inform Seven of the
current events and did not falter until she reached the next logical succession
of the predicament, Ambassador Tannia.
Seven
remained composed, motionless and silent the entire time the Captain spoke.
Just as Janeway was to continue, Seven stood and spoke evenly. 'You are not
convinced of Tannia's knowledge of her government's intentions?and the nature of
my relationship with her, is why you felt compelled to speak to me in the
privacy of your ready room. I - I appreciate your thoughtfulness, Captain.'
Seven
paused. 'You are mistaken, if you believe Tannia failed to act without the
utmost integrity. She would never allow this to happen!' Seven became louder
with her last words.
Silence
pierced through the room for what seemed like an eternity. Janeway standing up,
straightened her uniform, slowly walking over and gently placing her hand on
Seven's shoulder, and softly called out. 'Seven.' Kathryn grew more concerned
when she thought she heard Seven sniffle. 'Seven, please, let us talk about
this.'
'Talk
about this? There is nothing more to say. You believe she may have some part
in this criminal scheme and you expect me to talk about this. Tannia would not
have deceived me. She would not!' Seven was distraught and shrugged her
shoulder away from Janeway's hand.
'Seven I
never said she would have deceived you intentionally. I am sure there is a
perfectly sound explanation for this. True, we are not certain if she was even
made aware of her government's plan to keep Voyager for its technology, but it
cannot be completely ruled out for now.' Janeway hesitated, searching for the
right words, deciding to tone it down.
Then the
most appalling thought occurred to Janeway, Seven's Borg technology is superior.
Any doubt she had about Tannia's innocence vanished. What better way to get the
Borg technology, but to have Seven become involved, fall in love, then remain
behind of her own accord. The Captain remained levelheaded to proceed in
engaging Seven in a productive discussion.
'Really
Seven, how well do you know Tannia, you have not known her all that long. Can
you be so certain of her innocence, or are you allowing your heart to lead you.'
Janeway took a step closer.
'I want to be wrong about her, but she cannot be told what we know until we are prepared and find out more.' Janeway inhaled deeply, waiting for any response.
'I want to talk to her. I need to see her and find the truth.' Seven demanded with her fisted hands at her sides.
'No. You
cannot. Not now; perhaps later. I think you should take some time for yourself.
Know that I am here for you Seven, that you are not alone. I need you to
understand what is at stake here and that there will be opportunity for your
request when it is appropriate. Janeway replied with all the compassion, and
insistence she could muster.
Seven of
Nine turned her head to one side, her face in deep contemplation. Suddenly the
taller, younger woman turned to face the Captain, in perfect Borg-stone manner,
void of all emotion, except for the hidden sadness Janeway saw in her eyes.
Seven nodded and quickly exited the ready room.
Janeway
was exhausted, exasperated but expected to engage the enemy at all cost. In
her best command stance, she stepped out onto the Bridge to greet her crew back
from shore leave, and vowed to herself Voyager will soon be on its way back to
the Alpha Quadrant.
The alpha
crew officers occupied the conference room, buzzing with small banter of
pleasurable experiences on planet V'ordack. At the conference table, Lt. B'Elanna
Torres, Chief Engineer, sat next to Tom Paris, the ship's Helmsman, followed by
Ensign Harry Kim. On the other side sat a Talaxian, native to the Delta
Quadrant, Neelix and Voyager's sentient hologram medical officer, The Doctor.
Commander Tuvok, head of Security, and First Officer, Chakotay both sat opposite
each other, one on either side of the Captain's empty chair located at the head
of the table. The chair directly across from the Captain's was absent of its
usual occupant, the former Borg drone, Seven of Nine.
'Does
anyone know why shore leave was suddenly suspended without notice? Are we going
to be able to return to the surface soon? I have one very special lady waiting
for me and I felt miserable having to leave her side.' Harry asked in wonder
and regret.
'Everyone
will know soon enough, Harry. Be patient. The Captain will be here shortly.'
Chakotay quickly answered in an insistent tone.
Chakotay
turned his attention to Tuvok who also remained relatively quiet throughout the
bubbly conversation.
Almost
instantly, the chatter downed down with the sound of the door hissed open.
Captain Janeway an attractive, petite, auburn-haired woman possessed an
appearance larger than life, a distinct command presence carried in every fiber
of her being. She swiftly walked to her seat and placed on the table an
aluminum cylinder filled with her beverage of choice, hot coffee. It was
apparent that she was in a foul mood, her jaw clenched and her brows furrowed.
Kathryn was careful not to displace her emotions on her crew and began speaking
in a manner opposite her demeanor.
'Welcome
back. I hope you all enjoyed your much deserved and well-earned leave.' forcing
a small smile. 'Commander Tuvok and his security team have uncovered some
disturbing information. Tuvok and Commander Chakotay will brief you on current
developments. We have a grave situation here and I need your utmost attention
to detail. We have more questions than answers.'
Tuvok
summarize the recent intelligence gathered and surmise his analysis proceeding
to this meeting. The crew seemed a bit surprised and troubled by the account,
fidgeting in their chairs and sharing odd looks at each other.
Then
Chakotay began. 'This is our present status: All crew is aboard Voyager, safe
and accounted for. With shore leave suddenly suspended, the crew are asking a
lot of questions and there is much speculation' He glanced at Harry before
continuing.
'The V'ordackian
government is currently unaware of our findings, giving us a marginal edge, but
things could get ugly if they suspect we know. In that event, we will have a
level-four force field up to protect Voyager from an attack. He looked around
the room and stopped at B'Elanna.
'Oh come
on. You can't be serious about this. The V'ordackians have been nothing but
kind and pleasant.' Harry protested shaking his head negatively.
'I have
to agree. This is a little absurd if not boarder-line paranoia.' Tom added,
supporting his friend's objections.
The
Captain stood halfway up from her seat, leaned forward and placed her knuckle,
closed-fisted hands on the table. She spoke in a low, slow and cool tone. 'No
it is not! All we know is what they want and why. The V'ordackian government
wants Voyager for its technology. What we do not know is the particulars: when
and how? For all we know, that was their intention from the beginning and since
scheduled to leave in a few days, deliberate sabotages were the only indication
alerting us to the deception. It does not leave us much time; they were ready
to make their move soon, and can at anytime. For us to mistake kindness for
incorruptibility would be a critical miscalculation.' Janeway sat back down. 'Chakotay
proceed.'
'One
vital factor we cannot ignore is that Ambassador Tannia could be part of the
ploy. The other, which is highly unlikely, is that the Ambassador is unaware of
their intentions. She assisted Seven with the Jeta project and is familiar with
our technology, giving her government periodic updates on their progress and
completion.' Chakotay stated.
B'Elanna
cautiously interrupted. 'So the Jeta project is complete?'
'Yes,
done ahead of schedule.' Chakotay answered.
'So why
can't we just jettison V'ordack and Jetta the hell outta here.' Tom added
intolerantly.
'Mmm. It's
just not that simple Tom. The holodeck simulations may have worked, but it is
not a guarantee that Voyager will take-off and jump-start its estimated 10,000
light years.' B'Elanna added, looked at Janeway and continued to speak,
understanding the situation, 'Besides, we are not certain about the Ambassador,
and she had access to Voyager's systems.'
'Yeah.
If they found out we know, then we are still in danger. If they decide to
strike with their inferior weaponry, we are still significantly out-numbered.
The force field will hold, but eventually?' Harry's voice faded and his face
grew dark. 'This is so hard to believe. How could they think they could even
take-on Voyager?'
Janeway
answered sympathetically, knowing Harry, a trusting fellow, was having a
difficult time accepting the possible truth. Even though, the Captain did not
know about the serious relationship, Harry has with a V'ordackian woman, and
that he was contemplating on staying behind. 'Harry, they will not get Voyager,
not without a fight! The question is not how they could even conceive it but
how they will attempt to succeed.'
Chakotay
interjected, his tattoo on his eye crinkled. 'Captain there is the matter of
the crew's restlessness. If we want to keep this under wraps for as long as
possible, the crew is going to want some answers, not to mention, the Ambassador
will be here at 1800 hours, requesting why the entire Voyager crew has been
called back indefinitely.'
'It
should not be a problem for my crew accept these orders, especially after an
extended shore leave. Strangely, it apparently is.' Janeway said aloud as she
looked pensively, rubbing her chin with her fingers.
'Tell the
crew not to over-react. We will be conducting drills and preliminary medical
examinations as policy before departures on extended stays. Chakotay come up
with a few procedures, and Doctor I'm sure you can arrange some basic tests to
buy us time.'
The doctor crossed his arms and with a sour face, huffed before responding. 'Yes Captain. Would I be including you in my roster of patients.'
Janeway
gave him a quick glare and ignored him.
'Captain
Janeway, I could put together a quick post-departure get-together to ease the
crew's nervousness. Neelix offered.
'Nice
distraction Neelix, but don't over-do it. Keep it simple.' The Captain smiled.
Janeway
paused. 'Now, I am sure we can all agree that Ambassador Tannia is in some way
the key to this. I will talk to her when she arrives and broach the matter with
her without jeopardizing our position. I don't have to remind you all that this
meeting and any further investigations is on a need-to-know basis.'
The
Captain sighed before barking orders to her officers.
'B'Elanna
conduct a ship-wide systems check and Harry assist her. Voyager's systems may
have been tampered or comprised; it may expose clues to their attempts. Tom
study the best trajectory course out of this system in case we need to make a
quick getaway, and familiarize yourself with the Jeta Project. Seven will work
with you. Tuvok continue intelligence operations and see what else you can dig
up. People we need a viable plan. I want everyone back with answers in exactly
24 hours. Got it! Dismissed!'
The alpha
crew vacated the conference room immediately, for the exception of Tuvok who
stood beside the door waiting patiently for the room to clear. 'Permission to
speak freely Captain?'
'Yes Tuvok. What is it?' Janeway responded half-heartedly.
'Are you
alright Captain? I noticed that during negotiations you seemed distracted. Is
there something more we should know about Ambassador Tannia? Tuvok asked calmly.
Janeway
was not surprised that the Vulcan was so perceptive of her behavior, noticing
she was slightly of her mark during negotiations, but was stunned at how well
his deduction lead to the source and heart of the problem, Ambassador Tannia.
With
Tuvok, there was very little that went unnoticed, and even less, when it came to
getting to the point.
She
sighed. 'I am fi?' Then she decided not to try to cover it up. 'I've been
better old friend.' She stands and walks over to him. I see that I have become
too transparent with my emotions lately. I hope that it hasn't been that
obvious.'
'No on the contrary, other than Chakotay suspecting something is not right, I believe your secret is safe.' Tuvok said unmoved by Janeway's sudden reaction.
'My
secret? There is no need to exaggerate. I do not believe the situation or my
concern about the Ambassador is a secret.' Almost in defeat, she blurts out, 'Tannia
is going to ask Seven to stay with her on V'ordack, and is certain that Seven
will accept her offer.' Janeway plops down on her sofa and stares out at the
stars.
'I see.
Are you certain that Seven may not reconsider taking into account the discovered
developments? and then there is the question of Tannia's innocence. I would not
worry so much about Seven or Harry wanting to remain behind due to their recent
relationships with the V'ordackians.' Tuvok offered rationally.
'Harry?'
Janeway asked interestedly.
'Yes,
Harry approached me about how he should discuss the matter with you. In fact, I
told him that his actions may be premature, when examining Voyager's prospect of
shaving 10 years of our return to the Alpha Quadrant with the Jetta project
enhancing our propulsion systems on initial departure. We would only be 26
years away from home.' Tuvok almost seemed moved by the word home and the hope
it inspired.
'God. I
can't believe I don't even know what the hell is going on with my crew. Who
else is thinking of jumping ship?' Janeway asked irate.
'It
appears that there is a significant number of crew members who have developed a
bond with V'ordackians. Based solely on observation, it is not known to what
extent and of their intent.' Tuvok answered.
Janeway
clearly upset, placed her hand on her head, her arm rested on the back of the
sofa. 'Well find out. That is highly unusual behavior among the crew. Janeway
shook her head. 'I take it that is why some of the crew is anxious about the
canceled shore leave.
'It seems
a logical assumption.' Tuvok stated.
'I
noticed Seven was not present at the meeting. Will Seven reveal our findings to
the Ambassador Captain? Tuvok asked.
Janeway
stood up. 'I explained everything to her and she understands she is not to talk
to Tannia until further notice.'
Tuvok
raised his brows, lifted his head and nodded before exiting the conference room.
The Cargo
bay was dim, only the green glow of the Borg alcoves illuminated while Seven
regenerated.
Seven had
decided to regenerated after her meeting with the Captain, left feeling
emotionally, and physically fatigued with all that had happened during the day.
Seven wanted to desperately to run into Tannia's arms and forget all that was
said, all that was implicated, and that it threaten. The Captain said
everything but directly forbid her to see Tannia. She could not speak with
Tannia until Voyager was in a position to do so. Anger, hurt and resentment
welled up inside her when she thought the Captain did not trust her or her
judgment of Tannia. How harsh to think that Tannia could be capable of such
deceit. She needed to regenerate to restore order before she decided what to do
next.
The
monotone, female computer voice filled the cargo bay. 'Regeneration cycle is
complete.'
The
former Borg drone's blue eyes fluttered open and she stepped out and off the
alcove, over to the Borg-console. Quickly her hands raced across the console
imputing commands as she searched the data banks, reviewing logs from the first
day Ambassador Tannia arrived, as well as any information gathered on the V'ordackians.
Information was not found or entered into the ship's computer regarding the
meeting she did not attend. Seven was not surprised since it would most likely
be classified information and decisively omitted, if only temporary. Seven
rationalized, deducing the information was being withheld to ensure it remained
classified, in the event, Voyager's systems were tampered or exposed.
She
easily found the present status of the ship; the crew and a series of mandated,
senseless exercises and suspicious medical tests. Seven decided to begin her
quest for the truth, in spite of the Captain's orders, she will prove to her
that she was wrong about Tannia. Before than, there were a few things she
needed to do.
Interestingly, Tannia will be arriving on the ship at 1800 hours and Seven
received a message from her to meet her at the mess hall after her meeting with
the Captain. Seven returned her message, promising to meet her and that she
missed her dearly.
The Borg
turned and exited the cargo bay, her face defiant, her walk determined, stepped
into the turbo lift and headed for sickbay.
'Mmm.
You seem as healthy as a fiddle Ensign Ayala. I am pleased you are following
the regime I designed for you. Keep it up.' The Doctor smiled as he closed one
of the smaller medical tricorders. 'You can go know.' The Ensign quickly
jumped off the bio-bed, as the Doctor turned around to check on his next patient.
He began
to scan Ensign Wildman, his expression went from a thin smile to a serious look,
and his eyes grew concerned and confused. The doctor's reaction went unnoticed
by Samantha Wildman, as she daydreamed of her new companion while they are
holding hands along the V'ordackian shore.
The
Doctor thought that it was rather strange readings, and it had not been the only
crewmember experiencing the same odd conditions. Ensign Wildman had been the
fiftieth patient to show symptoms of accelerated heart rate, temperature,
perspiration, and influxes of hormonal activity. Other than that, they were all
in perfect health; bright eye, rosy cheeks, an inner glow. Peculiar how they
also all had the most inane expression on their face, almost as if they were off
somewhere a million light years away.
'Ensign
Wildman, did you happen to run a marathon before stepping into my sick bay?'
'Why no
Doctor. Is there anything wrong? Samantha Wildman said concerned.
'I
thought not.' He paused. 'Nothing to be alarmed about really, just slight
elevation in some areas.'
'Well
that is usual isn't it?' Wildman asked.
The
doctor smiled weakly. 'I would not make too much out of it. You are safe to
leave' and he winked at her. 'I will keep you inform of any findings, you
should worry about. Other than that, you are as healthy as a horse.' The
doctor enjoyed using old English idioms.
'Alright.'
The Ensign replied, walking to the doors, suddenly startled by Seven and her
forbidden posture.
Seven
greeted her with a short nod of head and proceeded directly toward the doctor, 'Doctor,
I need to speak with you.' She stopped and held her hands behind her back.
'Yes
Seven, how can I help you. Are you functioning well?'
'I do not require an examination. I only wish to speak to you about a ?' Seven was interrupted by the pesky, persistent chief medical officer.
'Well I
am busy right now, can't this wait? Besides, everyone is required to receive a
full check-up and a clear bill of health from moi, so hop on.' He stated
matter-of-factly, as he patted the bio-bed.
Seven was
not amused, but thought that if all she had to do was cooperate in order to get
his attention than she would go along. 'I will comply.' She said grudgingly.
'Excellent.
Now this won't hurt a bit Seven.' and the doctor began his examination while
Seven resumed talking.
'I seek
your advise on a private matter'
'Oh' The
doctor said curiously, deciding there wasn't much he could do to prevent Seven
from talking about what was on her mind.
'Do you
recall when I came to you about my pursuing a relationship. I am pleased to
inform you that it has been quite a successful. I have developed deep and
serious feelings for them.' Seven announced as she sat up in perfect posture.
'I'm sure
Janeway will understand that it could not be helped and won't mind it so much
that Seven sought his advise, even after he messed up with his first attempt to
assist her in her romantic endeavors, because of that nasty bet he agreed to
with Tom Paris.' He thought to himself.
'Well, I
think congratulations are in order. That is absolutely wonderful news, and who
may I ask who is this lucky person?' The doctor stopped to read his scan and
narrowed his eyes for a moment.
'It is
Ambassador Tannia.' Seven revealed.
'Ah' He
said with surprise, his brows arched upward. 'I see and exactly how serious are
you with her Seven?' He was careful not to sound worried or disappointed
considering the circumstances surrounding the Ambassador at the moment. He
resumed his tests.
'We have
been prepared to bond for sometime and I am for the first time since my being
served from the collective, am contemplating on remaining behind on V'ordack
when Voyager is set to leave.' Seven ended.
The
Doctor didn't know whether to concentrate on his readings or on Seven's
disquieting revelation. He remained composed and carefully treaded deeper.
'This is
serious, how certain are you really, of your feelings for her? I mean, the
whole concept of love is a new area for you. This is an important decision you
are making. Are you prepared to leave Voyager, the crew, and your friends, and
the Captain behind, and remain here in the Delta Quadrant? What of your family
waiting for you on Earth, where you can finally be with other humans.' The
doctor searched desperately for anything to sway Seven's current consideration.
'I will
never belong on Earth, not as long as I am part Borg. Tannia will be my new
family where we will build a life together. I love her and everything I feel
when I am with her says that it is love, that it is right.' Seven rebuffed.
'And what
is love Seven?' The doctor asked.
'Love is
what I feel when I am with her, in her arms. I ache and have a longing to be
with her when I am away and her absence is unbearable. When I sense her
presence the pain I feel subsides and I am overwhelmed, flooded with emotions
that are so erratic and yet incredible.' My body reacts instantly,
instinctively to the sight of her. My heart pounds and my pupils' dilate. I
feel warm, flush and begin to excrete moisture.' Seven describes to him.
The
doctor was staring at his medical tricorder and looked up at Seven in disbelief.
'Seven how do you feel when you are separated from her for a long period of
time?'
'I feel
incomplete, empty, confused, drained, almost as if withdrawing from a euphoric
state..' Seven answered, then added. 'But I become better once in close
proximity of her again.'
'That's
it! I think I got it! Thank you Seven.' The doctor seemed animated.
'For what?'
Seven sounded confused.
'For?your
description? of love. A most interesting definition, but I suggest you give
your plans some more thought. It may prove to be premature. Funny thing about
love is it is better when you let it run its course.' He paused, his face
growing concerned. 'Just know that there are people aboard Voyager who care for
you, depend on you, and will miss you terribly.'
'And what
do you think of Ambassador Tannia? Seven asked watching the doctor's reaction.
'I think
she is a catch.' However, I do not believe we have known her long enough to
really say. The Doctor answered honestly.
'Well are
you finished with the examination? Seven asked.
'Yes,
almost.'
'Very well, thank you for your time doctor. You have brought some interesting points to light.' Seven said as she stood up 'How did the meeting go earlier today Doctor?
'It was
interesting really. You missed a lot of? well, now that I think about it; it
was not at all that interesting.' He remembered that the crew was not at
liberty to discuss the particulars of the meeting and quickly stopped himself,
then felt for the Borg as he realized she was fishing for answers. She almost
got him too.
'You can
go know Seven, and please, think about what I said.' He wondered if Seven knew
the Captain was questioning Tannia. The Doctor was annoyed with himself but
then brighten up when he realized there was no harm done and he might have found
an answer to the trillion-latinum question of the century.
The
Doctor quickly went to his office to run analysis.
Ambassador Tannia stood outside of Janeway's door waiting for entry. 'Come'
The door
hissed opened and the Ambassador smiled elegantly, walking over to the Captain
who stood up behind her desk of her ready room and extended her hand in greeting.
'Welcome.
Please have a seat.' Janeway stayed put, although she would have preferred to
seat at the sofa. She reminded herself that this meeting was to as professional
as possible.
'Thank
you Captain for agreeing to see me on such short notice.' Tannia said politely.'
Janeway waved her hand in the air. 'Not a problem.'
Janeway
remembered her baring her sole to this woman and how safe and comfortable it was
to speak with her. She was furious with her government and had to suspect
Tannia, regardless of how difficult it was to believe she could have be capable
of the deception. In spite of everything this female represented, The Captain
could not help being drawn to her in some strange way. It was disconcerting,
but she stayed focused.
'What is
the important matter you need to discuss with me Ambassador?
Tannia
had a brilliant smile and those jade colored eyes sparkled magnificently, it's
no wonder Seven fell deeply for Tannia. 'My government wanted me to inquire as
to your sudden decision to suspend shore leave and refuse your crew to return to
the surface. They are naturally concerned that we may have offended you in some
way.'
'Tell
your heads of state, there is no reason or concern your government should have
for my decision is purely procedure for extended stays. I hope you understand,
I do not warrant the need or make it a habit to explain my actions to anyone,
including your government. However, if it will ease their concerns tell them
that I want my crew to go through their exercises and reacquaint themselves with
their daily routines and duties. It is more gratifying to be assured my crew is
running at optimum efficiency when we are prepared to leave from here.'
'I see.
I knew it was nothing. I cannot explain or understand why my government was so
upset when your crew returned to the ship. I cannot agree with you more that
there was no need for your explanation and I thank you for your courtesy. You
are quite kind Captain Janeway.'
'Your
government has been wonderfully generous with its hospitality and its ingenuity.'
I should be the one extending thanks to V'ordack.' Janeway began to bait the
Ambassador.
'Ingenuity,
Captain? You are the ones who have the superior technology our contribution was
just an examination of all your capabilities and ours.
'Yes,
that worked out quite nicely, the Jeta Project. It was amazing how your
scientist derived at this incredible idea of enhancing our propulsion system
from your existing Hyper-jetty. It would not have been possible otherwise. I
was also pleased that you and Seven were able to finish it ahead of schedule,
but I am curious about something.' The Captain paused planning her approach.
'I
reviewed the report on the project and found the simulations were successful,
but did you and Seven outfit the Delta Flyer with the Jeta system?' The
Captain walked around from her desk and leaned against the hull while staring
out at the stars.
'Yes as a
matter of fact we did.' Tannia answered.
'Excellent!
I want to send it out with a team to check whether it will work on take off. I
wasn't prepared to take a chance before because of the separation between the
flyer and the ship but the more I think about, the more I believe it to be the
best idea.' The Captain waited for any reaction from her.
'Great!
I was hoping you would give authorization on an actual flight so we could be
certain. When would you like to schedule it?' The Ambassador was excited at
the prospect; she had the biggest smile and her cat-like eyes danced as she
walked over to the Captain.
It was
not at all the reaction the Captain was looking for and she was confused at how
genuine Tannia' enthusiasm was. After all, it could be that she had worked on
it and like any scientists at heart, they would love the opportunity to know for
sure how well a project turned out. The Captain had not realized she was
staring at the Ambassador's reflection on the window. Tannia's outfit was a
deep red long, loose fitting gown she wore with black pants, and with her
strawberry-blonde hair partially up in the front and hung loose from behind, and
her green eyes, she looked to good to be true.
'Captain?
Captain?' Tannia called out to get her attention.
'I will
want to test run the Delta Flyer in the next few days, as soon as I decide the
crew and it's preparation.' The Captain stood up and faced Tannia deciding to
take another approach. 'Ambassador there is so much I don't know about you,
your family, you have never discussed them.' The Captain spoke in a friendly
manner.
Tannia's
face grew pensive, 'My parents are dead. I have an older sister I barely see
because she married into the technology sect and it is difficult to explain. My
sister was originally from the ruling sect, but also has an interest in the
sciences?'
'Like you
she has a flair for science and technology.' Janeway smiled.
'Yes. However, when she met her husband she decided to remain with the Sect permanently, so I hardly see her. All Sects are quite competitive and that makes it difficult with one side not completely trusting the other. Each one is always looking for an edge. The Sects do not always see eye-to-eye and I feel that it holds us back from accomplishing more. I should not really be telling you this, it does not portray a pretty picture of my planet and its people.' Tannia said in shame and sadness.
'That's
okay. God knows Earth has had its moments; it has not always been a glory. I
had no idea you had a sister. I have a younger sister back on Earth we were
raised on a farm in Indiana. My Father died in an accident and it is just my
mother Gretchen and my sister Phoebe and I. I miss them so much and I cannot
wait to see them. Going home is so important to this crew and I can't let them
down, I won't.' The Captain walked back over to her desk.
Ambassador
Tannia listened and smiled at the Captain. 'I can see you care deeply about
your crew. I believe you will get them home Captain, and you will see your
family again.' She paused. 'Seven has family back on Earth and she has not
expressed an eagerness to see them.'
'Seven was assimilated at six years old, along with her parents. Seven has never been to Earth and has never met her family. They know she is alive and doing well. I'm sure they are waiting to see her return?but then she may stay behind after all.' The Captain looked down at her desk and caught sight of the vase with the small yellow bloom.
'I have
not asked her yet. I was hoping to later today. I hope she accepts, but then a
part of me feels as though she would be missing a whole part of her life with
her family if she stays. I would make her very happy.' She hesitated to
continue than asked, 'Why did you call Seven to meet you at your ready room?
Tannia asked as she took a seat on the chair across from Janeway.
Janeway
caught off guard with the question, wondered when she lost control of the
conversation. 'That is confidential, official ship business. As for Seven and
her family, that is her decision to make.
'Why do
you feel your people do not work better together and it prevents your planet
from accomplishing more? Your planet came up with the Jeta project and look at
the technology you do possess. So how is it that your ideologies interfere
with your technology advances. How is it they are able to have come this far in
spite of it. Maybe you should give them more credit for getting this far.'
Janeway leaned back in her chair and waited optimistically.
'I
suppose I should but my sister and I have seen how opposing side can be and it
can be a hindrance. As far as the technology, I believe we have been lucky.'
Tannia admitted.
'Lucky?'
Janeway pushed gently.
'Yes. We have been lucky on incidences when travelers who have come to our planet have decided to stay on V'ordack permanently.' Tannia answered.
'Your
planet is lovely and your people are so wonderful. How does V'ordack feel about
travelers making a home here?' The Captain asked.
'Travelers
are most welcomed. They technology contributions are even greater. All that
they have to offer is incorporated and in that sense, we have been fortunate.
Interestingly enough, some V'ordackians are know for they ability to love and
bond successfully. In a sense we are blessed in that way too.' Tannia smiles
at the Captain as her face grows soft thinking about Seven. 'I hope Seven will
want to stay with me, even if we have not completely bonded. Will any of your
crew be staying on V'ordack?' Tannia asked
'I have a
ship filled with people who want to go home and has been through much to get
this far. My crew will not stop now, not when we have traveled this far
together. I don't believe any will really stay, not with the prospect the Jeta
project brings.' Janeway crossed her arms.
'You feel so strongly about your crew's determination and ability to make it home. Why do you think they will stop? Is there something you need to say?' The Ambassador finally said.
'Is there?
What are you not saying?' Janeway pushed
'What are
you implying? I don't know what you are talking about Captain.' Tannia was
losing her calm, realizing something was wrong but not quite sure of what.
'I'm
not implying anything. I did not mean to make you so uncomfortable about my
conviction to get my crew home. You agreed that my crew will make it and I
appreciate your encouragement.
'Yes I
believe you are an example of leadership my government lacks. I do not envy
your position, but admire your faith in your crew to get home. Tannia added
sincerely.
'Thank
you Ambassador.'
'And thank you once again for meeting with me. Be assured I will inform the sovereignty of what you said. They will be pleased to know they have no concern for worry. ' Tannia nodded and left.
Captain Janeway at this moment was desperately trying to make heads or tails of
her discussion with Tannia, but could not find it if she was looking at two
sides of the same coin. 'God, I would give up coffee for a week if I only had
one betazoid aboard Voyager.' She grimaced as she sipped her coffee. 'No, I
couldn't, not for all the coffee beans on earth.'
The
mess hall was quiet and empty, most of the crew either on duty or far-gone
between duty shift changes from the alpha to Gamma shift. Neelix was preparing
to close down the kitchen for the day. He prepared bowls of non-perishable food,
fruits and nuts on the counter for those crewmembers who wandered in choosing a
quick bite to eat. It never bothered Neelix to do this task which was not
required of him, but though it a better choice than using replicated food. He
also thought it a better alternative than the messy mess hall raids found on
occasion in the morning.
The
door hissed open and Neelix looked up to see Ambassador Tannia walk in
immediately searching the room for someone. Neelix stopped his tasks, smiled
pleasantly greeting the Ambassador genuinely. He was cautiously reserved
however, even for him, knowing of Voyager's predicament and Tannia's possible
role in the conspiracy.
'Well
hello Ambassador Tannia. Are you looking for someone in particular?' asking the
question anyway, assuming the correct answer. His eyes beamed when he looked at
her, his heart skipping a beat because Tannia reminded him of Kes' warmth,
kindness and smile. 'It's so hard to believe she would know her government
plan.' He thought to himself.
'As a
matter of fact I am. Seven and I agreed to meet here. I am early; I shall wait.'
She responded.
'I was
just about done in the kitchen, have some simple foods, but if you would like
something special I just might be inclined to indulge you.' He said with a
playful grin, bouncing on his heels.
'Oh no
Neelix I cannot have you go through all the trouble on my account. But the
offer is extremely tempting and sweet, maybe another time.' She replied,
thinking what a peculiarly hairy and adorable species the Talaxian was with his
colorful outfits.
'Its
no trouble really, not for you.' Neelix winked, 'I'm sure Seven will be here
soon, she is always punctual.' Neelix finished saying as the door hissed open
behind Tannia revealing Seven's voluptuous, tall body.
'Well
I better leave you two alone.' Neelix nodded to Seven and walked back to the
kitchen area. Neelix was happy for Seven but was sad thinking the Captain and
her always possessed some special bond beyond their other friendships among a
selected few crew members. Secretly, he always thought that Seven and the
captain would have always developed into a closer, more intimate relationship,
but was not surprised, considering it was the captain's choice not to get
involved with her crew in that manner.
'Ambassador Tannia.' Seven said coolly, but her lips revealing a faint smile
deceived her.
'Seven
of Nine.' Tannia answered as she turned to walk towards the counter as she
teased her in return. 'Do you want something to eat? We can talk briefly
before I leave for the surface.'
Seven followed, then halted when Tannia's words registered. 'You are not staying aboard Voyager tonight. Why?' Seven asked seriously.
Tannia was picking out some dried berries and soft rolls. 'I cannot, I must return soon and give a full report to Prime Minister KaPinock on Voyager's status. I met with your Captain as scheduled and he will not wait until morning and demanded I deliver my report tonight, personally.' She sighed looking into the bluest eyes.
Neelix
was trying desperately not to eavesdrop on the conversation, but it was
difficult since both ladies remained standing at the counter. His curiosity
peaked when Tannia's mentioned the urgency of the Prime Minister's impatience
about her report.
'I
see.' Seven sounding disappointed. 'If you must.' Seven pouted. 'I was hoping
that we could?'
'Tannia stepped closer to Seven. 'I know? I am not pleased as well. I thought
perhaps we could finish are sexual explorations we begun at my suite earlier
today at the VIP quarters assigned to me here on Voyager.'
Suddenly a loud crash of silverware scattered to the floor. Neelix crouch down
to pick-up the utensils. Both Tannia and Seven looked at Neelix, oblivious to
his sudden bout of clumsiness as they proceeded to walk to a table at the far
corner of the mess hall.
Seven
did not have that in mind exactly, but did not correct Tannia, instead her
thoughts filled with the conversation she had had earlier with Captain Janeway,
pre-occupations subsiding any amorous needs she may have had for the moment.
Seven fought to stay focused and unaffected by her heart's desire in order to
tackle her worst fears. Honestly, she just wanted to talk to Tannia and tell
her everything, to confront her and demand the truth. Tannia's reason for her
mandatory departure was not lost to Seven, while her fear and disappointment
increased.
'I
understand, another time then. How did your meeting go?' Seven inquired as she
took a seat across from her partner, interested in hearing every detail.
Tannia
flashing a toothy grin replied, 'It went well. She wants to test flight the
Delta outfitted with the new cross technologies in a few days.' My Government
will be pleased in more ways than one. We will conduct the test before Voyager
leaves and the Minister's worries as to Voyager's sudden dismissal of shore
leave are nothing to be alarmed about.'
'I do
not understand. Why would the Minister be concerned with the Captain's decision
to abort shore leave, a detail which does not directly affect your planet?
'I
wondered the same exact thing, but then it dawned on me, that what inevitably
seems to occurred in most cases with other species who have stayed long periods
of time at our planet has happened yet again.' Sighing, Tannia continued,
'Seven you obviously are not aware that while Voyager has been here interacting
with our species, a significant number of crew members have bonded and have
intentions of remaining when Voyager leaves. There is much apprehension as to
how that would have affected our own.' Tannia explained.
'Is
the Captain aware of this? Seven raised her brow.
'Well,
I did not mention it only because the Minister's main concern was if our
government offended Voyager in any way and what we could do to repair
relations. I only mentioned it now because you asked whether your crew would
have any lasting impact with V'ordackians.' Tannia further explained.
'I
see. I found it strange that this is a natural occurrence, rather than the
exception. It is highly unusual behavior for the a significant number of the
crew to form a bond and remain with the prospect of the Jetta project being a
success.' Seven said with surprise. Then added 'Although the Captain would
have appreciated you sharing the underlying reason to your initial concern. I
suppose there was no mal intent of this omission.'
Tannia frowning inwardly, panicked at the possibility that Seven might decline her offer to stay behind with her.
'However, Humans can be most unpredictable and illogical at the oddest times.
Seven added, knowing that she wants nothing more that to stay with Tannia.
In an
effort to lighten her mood, Tannia changed the direction of the conversation.
'The Captain and I also spoke of family. She is looking forward to returning
home, as well as the Voyager crew.' Tannia then hesitated, 'Seven what of your
desire to return to earth and see your family?'
Seven inhaled deeply, 'The Borg assimilated my parents. I have never been to Earth or have ever met any other family. It is irrelevant. Voyager and you are now my family.' Seven gave her a small smile while reaching for her hand.
Seven asked, 'In our earlier conversations you mentioned your sister, who you do not speak to often because she lives among a different Sect with conflicting beliefs. If she is your family why are you both not closer in spite of these varying beliefs? Why should it matter where she lives and who she chooses as a mate? That I do not understand.'
'It is complicated. It is just the way it has always been for as long as anyone can remember. There is too much distrust and we cannot rise above the other's suspicions and natural competitiveness. I am afraid the division will conquer us all in the end.' She paused, 'I have attempted to reason, share my concerns, but my government refuses to listen, to change.' Tannia said with great sadness. 'I have a renewed hope, at every instance we integrate with new species, that their values and belief can bring us together. Your species holds similar and strong convictions. This can be very promising.' Tannia added.
'There
may be others who already share your desires, perhaps your sister sees your
vision?' Seven asked.
'Yes
she does. She has told me she has heard of a resistance, but what good would
that do, but bring about bloodshed.' If only my sister's Sect and my own unite,
the others will surely follow.'
Tannia
wanted so much to ask Seven to stay with her, but how could she ask now, with
all that was happening with the Voyager crew and her government. How would it
look? How could she exist without Seven by her side and not feel lost. Tannia
truly felt miserable. She hoped that the look of defeat and frustration did not
show on her face.
Seven
listen intently, more confused than ever about the woman seated across from
her. No sooner is she convinced of Tannia' innocence, she questions Tannia's
capabilities of deceit. Her desires cloud her impartial judgment and then she
remembers the Captain's warning to not become involved, that she was to close to
the situation as is. Tannia words support the Captain's concerns and validate a
fraction of V'Odackian's agenda; then again, Tannia only has the best intentions
for her planet. 'Why can I not just ask her, then I we will know.' Seven
thought to herself.
'Seven'
'Tannia'
Both women realized they started to speak, then stopped anxiously.
Seven
waited.
'Seven?I love you, do you love me? Would you stay with me if I asked?'