Omega: Jaded IV

Seven approached the Captain sitting beside her on the sofa.  Janeway's eyes watched her every movement, studying her face, searching for the right words.  The Captain noticed the Borg's darkened blonde hair, realizing it looked damped, then remembered Tannia in that robe earlier today.  Seven noticed a shadow fall on Janeway's features and asked, 'Captain is there a reason why you summoned me to your ready room?'

Janeway looked away for a few seconds, her hands crossed in front of her chest, as she finally decided it was best to be direct and to the point about Voyager's current situation.  After a long exhale, Janeway began to inform Seven of the current events and did not falter until she reached the next logical succession of the predicament, Ambassador Tannia. 

Seven remained composed, motionless and silent the entire time the Captain spoke.  Just as Janeway was to continue, Seven stood and spoke evenly.  'You are not convinced of Tannia's knowledge of her government's intentions?and the nature of my relationship with her, is why you felt compelled to speak to me in the privacy of your ready room.  I - I appreciate your thoughtfulness, Captain.' 

Seven paused.  'You are mistaken, if you believe Tannia failed to act without the utmost integrity.  She would never allow this to happen!' Seven became louder with her last words. 

Silence pierced through the room for what seemed like an eternity.  Janeway standing up, straightened her uniform, slowly walking over and gently placing her hand on Seven's shoulder, and softly called out.  'Seven.'  Kathryn grew more concerned when she thought she heard Seven sniffle.  'Seven, please, let us talk about this.' 

'Talk about this?  There is nothing more to say.  You believe she may have some part in this criminal scheme and you expect me to talk about this.  Tannia would not have deceived me.  She would not!'  Seven was distraught and shrugged her shoulder away from Janeway's hand. 

'Seven I never said she would have deceived you intentionally.  I am sure there is a perfectly sound explanation for this.  True, we are not certain if she was even made aware of her government's plan to keep Voyager for its technology, but it cannot be completely ruled out for now.'  Janeway hesitated, searching for the right words, deciding to tone it down. 

Then the most appalling thought occurred to Janeway, Seven's Borg technology is superior.  Any doubt she had about Tannia's innocence vanished.  What better way to get the Borg technology, but to have Seven become involved, fall in love, then remain behind of her own accord.  The Captain remained levelheaded to proceed in engaging Seven in a productive discussion. 

'Really Seven, how well do you know Tannia, you have not known her all that long.  Can you be so certain of her innocence, or are you allowing your heart to lead you.'  Janeway took a step closer. 

'I want to be wrong about her, but she cannot be told what we know until we are prepared and find out more.'   Janeway inhaled deeply, waiting for any response.  

'I want to talk to her.  I need to see her and find the truth.'  Seven demanded with her fisted hands at her sides.

'No.  You cannot.  Not now; perhaps later.  I think you should take some time for yourself. Know that I am here for you Seven, that you are not alone.  I need you to understand what is at stake here and that there will be opportunity for your request when it is appropriate.   Janeway replied with all the compassion, and insistence she could muster.  

Seven of Nine turned her head to one side, her face in deep contemplation.  Suddenly the taller, younger woman turned to face the Captain, in perfect Borg-stone manner, void of all emotion, except for the hidden sadness Janeway saw in her eyes.  Seven nodded and quickly exited the ready room. 

Janeway was exhausted, exasperated but expected to engage the enemy at all cost.   In her best command stance, she stepped out onto the Bridge to greet her crew back from shore leave, and vowed to herself Voyager will soon be on its way back to the Alpha Quadrant. 

The alpha crew officers occupied the conference room, buzzing with small banter of pleasurable experiences on planet V'ordack.  At the conference table, Lt. B'Elanna Torres, Chief Engineer, sat next to Tom Paris, the ship's Helmsman, followed by Ensign Harry Kim.  On the other side sat a Talaxian, native to the Delta Quadrant, Neelix and Voyager's sentient hologram medical officer, The Doctor.  Commander Tuvok, head of Security, and First Officer, Chakotay both sat opposite each other, one on either side of the Captain's empty chair located at the head of the table.  The chair directly across from the Captain's was absent of its usual occupant, the former Borg drone, Seven of Nine. 

'Does anyone know why shore leave was suddenly suspended without notice?  Are we going to be able to return to the surface soon?  I have one very special lady waiting for me and I felt miserable having to leave her side.'  Harry asked in wonder and regret. 

'Everyone will know soon enough, Harry.  Be patient.  The Captain will be here shortly.'  Chakotay quickly answered in an insistent tone. 

Chakotay turned his attention to Tuvok who also remained relatively quiet throughout the bubbly conversation. 

Almost instantly, the chatter downed down with the sound of the door hissed open.  Captain Janeway an attractive, petite, auburn-haired woman possessed an appearance larger than life, a distinct command presence carried in every fiber of her being.  She swiftly walked to her seat and placed on the table an aluminum cylinder filled with her beverage of choice, hot coffee.  It was apparent that she was in a foul mood, her jaw clenched and her brows furrowed.  Kathryn was careful not to displace her emotions on her crew and began speaking in a manner opposite her demeanor.  

'Welcome back.  I hope you all enjoyed your much deserved and well-earned leave.' forcing a small smile. 'Commander Tuvok and his security team have uncovered some disturbing information. Tuvok and Commander Chakotay will brief you on current developments.  We have a grave situation here and I need your utmost attention to detail.  We have more questions than answers.'  

Tuvok summarize the recent intelligence gathered and surmise his analysis proceeding to this meeting.  The crew seemed a bit surprised and troubled by the account, fidgeting in their chairs and sharing odd looks at each other.  

Then Chakotay began. 'This is our present status: All crew is aboard Voyager, safe and accounted for.  With shore leave suddenly suspended, the crew are asking a lot of questions and there is much speculation' He glanced at Harry before continuing. 

'The V'ordackian government is currently unaware of our findings, giving us a marginal edge, but things could get ugly if they suspect we know.  In that event, we will have a level-four force field up to protect Voyager from an attack.  He looked around the room and stopped at B'Elanna.  

'Oh come on.  You can't be serious about this.  The V'ordackians have been nothing but kind and pleasant.'  Harry protested shaking his head negatively. 

'I have to agree.  This is a little absurd if not boarder-line paranoia.'  Tom added, supporting his friend's objections.

The Captain stood halfway up from her seat, leaned forward and placed her knuckle, closed-fisted hands on the table.  She spoke in a low, slow and cool tone.  'No it is not!  All we know is what they want and why.  The V'ordackian government wants Voyager for its technology.  What we do not know is the particulars: when and how?  For all we know, that was their intention from the beginning and since scheduled to leave in a few days, deliberate sabotages were the only indication alerting us to the deception.  It does not leave us much time; they were ready to make their move soon, and can at anytime.  For us to mistake kindness for incorruptibility would be a critical miscalculation.'  Janeway sat back down.  'Chakotay proceed.'   

'One vital factor we cannot ignore is that Ambassador Tannia could be part of the ploy.  The other, which is highly unlikely, is that the Ambassador is unaware of their intentions.  She assisted Seven with the Jeta project and is familiar with our technology, giving her government periodic updates on their progress and completion.'  Chakotay stated. 

B'Elanna cautiously interrupted.  'So the Jeta project is complete?' 

'Yes, done ahead of schedule.'  Chakotay answered. 

'So why can't we just jettison V'ordack and Jetta the hell outta here.'  Tom added intolerantly. 

'Mmm.  It's just not that simple Tom.  The holodeck simulations may have worked, but it is not a guarantee that Voyager will take-off and jump-start its estimated 10,000 light years.'  B'Elanna added, looked at Janeway and continued to speak, understanding the situation, 'Besides, we are not certain about the Ambassador, and she had access to Voyager's systems.'  

'Yeah.  If they found out we know, then we are still in danger.  If they decide to strike with their inferior weaponry, we are still significantly out-numbered.  The force field will hold, but eventually?' Harry's voice faded and his face grew dark.  'This is so hard to believe.  How could they think they could even take-on Voyager?'

Janeway answered sympathetically, knowing Harry, a trusting fellow, was having a difficult time accepting the possible truth. Even though, the Captain did not know about the serious relationship, Harry has with a V'ordackian woman, and that he was contemplating on staying behind.  'Harry, they will not get Voyager, not without a fight!  The question is not how they could even conceive it but how they will attempt to succeed.'  

Chakotay interjected, his tattoo on his eye crinkled.  'Captain there is the matter of the crew's restlessness.  If we want to keep this under wraps for as long as possible, the crew is going to want some answers, not to mention, the Ambassador will be here at 1800 hours, requesting why the entire Voyager crew has been called back indefinitely.'   

'It should not be a problem for my crew accept these orders, especially after an extended shore leave.  Strangely, it apparently is.'  Janeway said aloud as she looked pensively, rubbing her chin with her fingers. 

'Tell the crew not to over-react.  We will be conducting drills and preliminary medical examinations as policy before departures on extended stays.  Chakotay come up with a few procedures, and Doctor I'm sure you can arrange some basic tests to buy us time.'

The doctor crossed his arms and with a sour face, huffed before responding.  'Yes Captain.  Would I be including you in my roster of patients.'   

Janeway gave him a quick glare and ignored him. 

'Captain Janeway, I could put together a quick post-departure get-together to ease the crew's nervousness.  Neelix offered. 

'Nice distraction Neelix, but don't over-do it.  Keep it simple.'  The Captain smiled. 

Janeway paused.  'Now, I am sure we can all agree that Ambassador Tannia is in some way the key to this.  I will talk to her when she arrives and broach the matter with her without jeopardizing our position.  I don't have to remind you all that this meeting and any further investigations is on a need-to-know basis.' 

The Captain sighed before barking orders to her officers.   

'B'Elanna conduct a ship-wide systems check and Harry assist her.  Voyager's systems may have been tampered or comprised; it may expose clues to their attempts.  Tom study the best trajectory course out of this system in case we need to make a quick getaway, and familiarize yourself with the Jeta Project.  Seven will work with you.   Tuvok continue intelligence operations and see what else you can dig up.  People we need a viable plan.  I want everyone back with answers in exactly 24 hours.  Got it! Dismissed!'       

The alpha crew vacated the conference room immediately, for the exception of Tuvok who stood beside the door waiting patiently for the room to clear.  'Permission to speak freely Captain?'

'Yes Tuvok.  What is it?'  Janeway responded half-heartedly. 

'Are you alright Captain?  I noticed that during negotiations you seemed distracted.  Is there something more we should know about Ambassador Tannia?  Tuvok asked calmly.     

Janeway was not surprised that the Vulcan was so perceptive of her behavior, noticing she was slightly of her mark during negotiations, but was stunned at how well his deduction lead to the source and heart of the problem, Ambassador Tannia. 

With Tuvok, there was very little that went unnoticed, and even less, when it came to getting to the point. 

She sighed.  'I am fi?' Then she decided not to try to cover it up.  'I've been better old friend.'  She stands and walks over to him.  I see that I have become too transparent with my emotions lately.  I hope that it hasn't been that obvious.'

'No on the contrary, other than Chakotay suspecting something is not right, I believe your secret is safe.'  Tuvok said unmoved by Janeway's sudden reaction. 

'My secret?  There is no need to exaggerate.  I do not believe the situation or my concern about the Ambassador is a secret.'  Almost in defeat, she blurts out, 'Tannia is going to ask Seven to stay with her on V'ordack, and is certain that Seven will accept her offer.'  Janeway plops down on her sofa and stares out at the stars. 

'I see.  Are you certain that Seven may not reconsider taking into account the discovered developments? and then there is the question of Tannia's innocence.  I would not worry so much about Seven or Harry wanting to remain behind due to their recent relationships with the V'ordackians.'  Tuvok offered rationally. 

'Harry?'  Janeway asked interestedly. 

'Yes, Harry approached me about how he should discuss the matter with you.  In fact, I told him that his actions may be premature, when examining Voyager's prospect of shaving 10 years of our return to the Alpha Quadrant with the Jetta project enhancing our propulsion systems on initial departure.   We would only be 26 years away from home.'  Tuvok almost seemed moved by the word home and the hope it inspired.     

'God.  I can't believe I don't even know what the hell is going on with my crew.  Who else is thinking of jumping ship?'   Janeway asked irate. 

'It appears that there is a significant number of crew members who have developed a bond with V'ordackians.  Based solely on observation, it is not known to what extent and of their intent.'  Tuvok answered. 

Janeway clearly upset, placed her hand on her head, her arm rested on the back of the sofa.  'Well find out.  That is highly unusual behavior among the crew.  Janeway shook her head.  'I take it that is why some of the crew is anxious about the canceled shore leave. 

'It seems a logical assumption.' Tuvok stated. 

'I noticed Seven was not present at the meeting.  Will Seven reveal our findings to the Ambassador Captain?  Tuvok asked.  

Janeway stood up.  'I explained everything to her and she understands she is not to talk to Tannia until further notice.' 

Tuvok raised his brows, lifted his head and nodded before exiting the conference room. 

The Cargo bay was dim, only the green glow of the Borg alcoves illuminated while Seven regenerated. 

Seven had decided to regenerated after her meeting with the Captain, left feeling emotionally, and physically fatigued with all that had happened during the day.  Seven wanted to desperately to run into Tannia's arms and forget all that was said, all that was implicated, and that it threaten.  The Captain said everything but directly forbid her to see Tannia.  She could not speak with Tannia until Voyager was in a position to do so.  Anger, hurt and resentment welled up inside her when she thought the Captain did not trust her or her judgment of Tannia.  How harsh to think that Tannia could be capable of such deceit.  She needed to regenerate to restore order before she decided what to do next. 

 The monotone, female computer voice filled the cargo bay.  'Regeneration cycle is complete.' 

The former Borg drone's blue eyes fluttered open and she stepped out and off the alcove, over to the Borg-console.  Quickly her hands raced across the console imputing commands as she searched the data banks, reviewing logs from the first day Ambassador Tannia arrived, as well as any information gathered on the V'ordackians.      

Information was not found or entered into the ship's computer regarding the meeting she did not attend.  Seven was not surprised since it would most likely be classified information and decisively omitted, if only temporary.  Seven rationalized, deducing the information was being withheld to ensure it remained classified, in the event, Voyager's systems were tampered or exposed.    

She easily found the present status of the ship; the crew and a series of mandated, senseless exercises and suspicious medical tests.  Seven decided to begin her quest for the truth, in spite of the Captain's orders, she will prove to her that she was wrong about Tannia.  Before than, there were a few things she needed to do. 

Interestingly, Tannia will be arriving on the ship at 1800 hours and Seven received a message from her to meet her at the mess hall after her meeting with the Captain.  Seven returned her message, promising to meet her and that she missed her dearly. 

The Borg turned and exited the cargo bay, her face defiant, her walk determined, stepped into the turbo lift and headed for sickbay. 

'Mmm.  You seem as healthy as a fiddle Ensign Ayala.   I am pleased you are following the regime I designed for you.  Keep it up.'  The Doctor smiled as he closed one of the smaller medical tricorders.   'You can go know.'  The Ensign quickly jumped off the bio-bed, as the Doctor turned around to check on his next patient. 

He began to scan Ensign Wildman, his expression went from a thin smile to a serious look, and his eyes grew concerned and confused.  The doctor's reaction went unnoticed by Samantha Wildman, as she daydreamed of her new companion while they are holding hands along the V'ordackian shore. 

The Doctor thought that it was rather strange readings, and it had not been the only crewmember experiencing the same odd conditions.  Ensign Wildman had been the fiftieth patient to show symptoms of accelerated heart rate, temperature, perspiration, and influxes of hormonal activity.  Other than that, they were all in perfect health; bright eye, rosy cheeks, an inner glow.   Peculiar how they also all had the most inane expression on their face, almost as if they were off somewhere a million light years away. 

'Ensign Wildman, did you happen to run a marathon before stepping into my sick bay?' 

'Why no Doctor.  Is there anything wrong?  Samantha Wildman said concerned. 

'I thought not.'  He paused.  'Nothing to be alarmed about really, just slight elevation in some areas.' 

'Well that is usual isn't it?'  Wildman asked. 

The doctor smiled weakly. 'I would not make too much out of it.  You are safe to leave' and he winked at her.  'I will keep you inform of any findings, you should worry about.  Other than that, you are as healthy as a horse.'  The doctor enjoyed using old English idioms.   

'Alright.'  The Ensign replied, walking to the doors, suddenly startled by Seven and her forbidden posture.  

Seven greeted her with a short nod of head and proceeded directly toward the doctor, 'Doctor, I need to speak with you.'  She stopped and held her hands behind her back. 

'Yes Seven, how can I help you.  Are you functioning well?'

'I do not require an examination.  I only wish to speak to you about a ?' Seven was interrupted by the pesky, persistent chief medical officer. 

'Well I am busy right now, can't this wait? Besides, everyone is required to receive a full check-up and a clear bill of health from moi, so hop on.'  He stated matter-of-factly, as he patted the bio-bed. 

Seven was not amused, but thought that if all she had to do was cooperate in order to get his attention than she would go along.  'I will comply.'  She said grudgingly. 

'Excellent.  Now this won't hurt a bit Seven.' and the doctor began his examination while Seven resumed talking. 

'I seek your advise on a private matter'

'Oh' The doctor said curiously, deciding there wasn't much he could do to prevent Seven from talking about what was on her mind.  

'Do you recall when I came to you about my pursuing a relationship.  I am pleased to inform you that it has been quite a successful.  I have developed deep and serious feelings for them.'  Seven announced as she sat up in perfect posture.

'I'm sure Janeway will understand that it could not be helped and won't mind it so much that Seven sought his advise, even after he messed up with his first attempt to assist her in her romantic endeavors, because of that nasty bet he agreed to with Tom Paris.'  He thought to himself. 

'Well, I think congratulations are in order.  That is absolutely wonderful news, and who may I ask who is this lucky person?'    The doctor stopped to read his scan and narrowed his eyes for a moment. 

'It is Ambassador Tannia.' Seven revealed. 

'Ah' He said with surprise, his brows arched upward.  'I see and exactly how serious are you with her Seven?'  He was careful not to sound worried or disappointed considering the circumstances surrounding the Ambassador at the moment. He resumed his tests. 

'We have been prepared to bond for sometime and I am for the first time since my being served from the collective, am contemplating on remaining behind on V'ordack when Voyager is set to leave.'  Seven ended. 

The Doctor didn't know whether to concentrate on his readings or on Seven's disquieting revelation.  He remained composed and carefully treaded deeper. 

'This is serious, how certain are you really, of your feelings for her?  I mean, the whole concept of love is a new area for you.  This is an important decision you are making.  Are you prepared to leave Voyager, the crew, and your friends, and the Captain behind, and remain here in the Delta Quadrant?  What of your family waiting for you on Earth, where you can finally be with other humans.' The doctor searched desperately for anything to sway Seven's current consideration. 

'I will never belong on Earth, not as long as I am part Borg.  Tannia will be my new family where we will build a life together.  I love her and everything I feel when I am with her says that it is love, that it is right.'  Seven rebuffed.   

'And what is love Seven?' The doctor asked.   

'Love is what I feel when I am with her, in her arms.  I ache and have a longing to be with her when I am away and her absence is unbearable.  When I sense her presence the pain I feel subsides and I am overwhelmed, flooded with emotions that are so erratic and yet incredible.'  My body reacts instantly, instinctively to the sight of her.  My heart pounds and my pupils' dilate.   I feel warm, flush and begin to excrete moisture.'  Seven describes to him. 

The doctor was staring at his medical tricorder and looked up at Seven in disbelief.  'Seven how do you feel when you are separated from her for a long period of time?' 

'I feel incomplete, empty, confused, drained, almost as if withdrawing from a euphoric state..'  Seven answered, then added.  'But I become better once in close proximity of her again.' 

'That's it!  I think I got it!  Thank you Seven.'  The doctor seemed animated. 

'For what?'  Seven sounded confused. 

'For?your description? of love.  A most interesting definition, but I suggest you give your plans some more thought.  It may prove to be premature.  Funny thing about love is it is better when you let it run its course.'  He paused, his face growing concerned.  'Just know that there are people aboard Voyager who care for you, depend on you, and will miss you terribly.' 

'And what do you think of Ambassador Tannia?  Seven asked watching the doctor's reaction. 

'I think she is a catch.'  However, I do not believe we have known her long enough to really say.  The Doctor answered honestly. 

'Well are you finished with the examination?  Seven asked. 

'Yes, almost.'

'Very well, thank you for your time doctor.  You have brought some interesting points to light.'  Seven said as she stood up 'How did the meeting go earlier today Doctor?

'It was interesting really.  You missed a lot of? well, now that I think about it; it was not at all that interesting.'  He remembered that the crew was not at liberty to discuss the particulars of the meeting and quickly stopped himself, then felt for the Borg as he realized she was fishing for answers.  She almost got him too. 

'You can go know Seven, and please, think about what I said.'  He wondered if Seven knew the Captain was questioning Tannia.  The Doctor was annoyed with himself but then brighten up when he realized there was no harm done and he might have found an answer to the trillion-latinum question of the century. 

The Doctor quickly went to his office to run analysis. 

Ambassador Tannia stood outside of Janeway's door waiting for entry.  'Come'

The door hissed opened and the Ambassador smiled elegantly, walking over to the Captain who stood up behind her desk of her ready room and extended her hand in greeting. 

'Welcome.  Please have a seat.' Janeway stayed put, although she would have preferred to seat at the sofa.  She reminded herself that this meeting was to as professional as possible. 

'Thank you Captain for agreeing to see me on such short notice.'  Tannia said politely.'

Janeway waved her hand in the air.  'Not a problem.'

Janeway remembered her baring her sole to this woman and how safe and comfortable it was to speak with her.  She was furious with her government and had to suspect Tannia, regardless of how difficult it was to believe she could have be capable of the deception.  In spite of everything this female represented, The Captain could not help being drawn to her in some strange way.  It was disconcerting, but she stayed focused. 

'What is the important matter you need to discuss with me Ambassador?

Tannia had a brilliant smile and those jade colored eyes sparkled magnificently, it's no wonder Seven fell deeply for Tannia.  'My government wanted me to inquire as to your sudden decision to suspend shore leave and refuse your crew to return to the surface.  They are naturally concerned that we may have offended you in some way.'

'Tell your heads of state, there is no reason or concern your government should have for my decision is purely procedure for extended stays.  I hope you understand, I do not warrant the need or make it a habit to explain my actions to anyone, including your government.  However, if it will ease their concerns tell them that I want my crew to go through their exercises and reacquaint themselves with their daily routines and duties.  It is more gratifying to be assured my crew is running at optimum efficiency when we are prepared to leave from here.'  

'I see.  I knew it was nothing.  I cannot explain or understand why my government was so upset when your crew returned to the ship.  I cannot agree with you more that there was no need for your explanation and I thank you for your courtesy.  You are quite kind Captain Janeway.' 

'Your government has been wonderfully generous with its hospitality and its ingenuity.'  I should be the one extending thanks to V'ordack.'   Janeway began to bait the Ambassador. 

'Ingenuity, Captain? You are the ones who have the superior technology our contribution was just an examination of all your capabilities and ours.   

'Yes, that worked out quite nicely, the Jeta Project.  It was amazing how your scientist derived at this incredible idea of enhancing our propulsion system from your existing Hyper-jetty.  It would not have been possible otherwise.  I was also pleased that you and Seven were able to finish it ahead of schedule, but I am curious about something.'  The Captain paused planning her approach. 

'I reviewed the report on the project and found the simulations were successful, but did you and Seven outfit the Delta Flyer with the Jeta system?'   The Captain walked around from her desk and leaned against the hull while staring out at the stars. 

'Yes as a matter of fact we did.'  Tannia answered. 

'Excellent!  I want to send it out with a team to check whether it will work on take off.  I wasn't prepared to take a chance before because of the separation between the flyer and the ship but the more I think about, the more I believe it to be the best idea.'  The Captain waited for any reaction from her. 

'Great!  I was hoping you would give authorization on an actual flight so we could be certain.  When would you like to schedule it?'  The Ambassador was excited at the prospect; she had the biggest smile and her cat-like eyes danced as she walked over to the Captain.    

It was not at all the reaction the Captain was looking for and she was confused at how genuine Tannia' enthusiasm was.  After all, it could be that she had worked on it and like any scientists at heart, they would love the opportunity to know for sure how well a project turned out.  The Captain had not realized she was staring at the Ambassador's reflection on the window.  Tannia's outfit was a deep red long, loose fitting gown she wore with black pants, and with her strawberry-blonde hair partially up in the front and hung loose from behind, and her green eyes, she looked to good to be true.  

'Captain?  Captain?'  Tannia called out to get her attention. 

'I will want to test run the Delta Flyer in the next few days, as soon as I decide the crew and it's preparation.'  The Captain stood up and faced Tannia deciding to take another approach.  'Ambassador there is so much I don't know about you, your family, you have never discussed them.'  The Captain spoke in a friendly manner. 

Tannia's face grew pensive, 'My parents are dead.  I have an older sister I barely see because she married into the technology sect and it is difficult to explain.  My sister was originally from the ruling sect, but also has an interest in the sciences?'

'Like you she has a flair for science and technology.'  Janeway smiled.

'Yes.  However, when she met her husband she decided to remain with the Sect permanently, so I hardly see her.  All Sects are quite competitive and that makes it difficult with one side not completely trusting the other.  Each one is always looking for an edge.  The Sects do not always see eye-to-eye and I feel that it holds us back from accomplishing more.  I should not really be telling you this, it does not portray a pretty picture of my planet and its people.'  Tannia said in shame and sadness. 

'That's okay.  God knows Earth has had its moments; it has not always been a glory.  I had no idea you had a sister.  I have a younger sister back on Earth we were raised on a farm in Indiana.  My Father died in an accident and it is just my mother Gretchen and my sister Phoebe and I.   I miss them so much and I cannot wait to see them.  Going home is so important to this crew and I can't let them down, I won't.'  The Captain walked back over to her desk. 

 Ambassador Tannia listened and smiled at the Captain.  'I can see you care deeply about your crew.  I believe you will get them home Captain, and you will see your family again.'  She paused.  'Seven has family back on Earth and she has not expressed an eagerness to see them.'

'Seven was assimilated at six years old, along with her parents.  Seven has never been to Earth and has never met her family.  They know she is alive and doing well.   I'm sure they are waiting to see her return?but then she may stay behind after all.'  The Captain looked down at her desk and caught sight of the vase with the small yellow bloom. 

'I have not asked her yet.  I was hoping to later today.  I hope she accepts, but then a part of me feels as though she would be missing a whole part of her life with her family if she stays.  I would make her very happy.'  She hesitated to continue than asked, 'Why did you call Seven to meet you at your ready room?  Tannia asked as she took a seat on the chair across from Janeway. 

Janeway caught off guard with the question, wondered when she lost control of the conversation.  'That is confidential, official ship business.   As for Seven and her family, that is her decision to make. 

'Why do you feel your people do not work better together and it prevents your planet from accomplishing more?  Your planet came up with the Jeta project and look at the technology you do possess.    So how is it that your ideologies interfere with your technology advances.  How is it they are able to have come this far in spite of it.  Maybe you should give them more credit for getting this far.' Janeway leaned back in her chair and waited optimistically.

'I suppose I should but my sister and I have seen how opposing side can be and it can be a hindrance.  As far as the technology, I believe we have been lucky.'  Tannia admitted. 

'Lucky?' Janeway pushed gently.

'Yes.  We have been lucky on incidences when travelers who have come to our planet have decided to stay on V'ordack permanently.'  Tannia answered. 

'Your planet is lovely and your people are so wonderful.  How does V'ordack feel about travelers making a home here?'  The Captain asked.

'Travelers are most welcomed.  They technology contributions are even greater.  All that they have to offer is incorporated and in that sense, we have been fortunate.  Interestingly enough, some V'ordackians are know for they ability to love and bond successfully.  In a sense we are blessed in that way too.'  Tannia smiles at the Captain as her face grows soft thinking about Seven.  'I hope Seven will want to stay with me, even if we have not completely bonded.  Will any of your crew be staying on V'ordack?'  Tannia asked

'I have a ship filled with people who want to go home and has been through much to get this far.  My crew will not stop now, not when we have traveled this far together.  I don't believe any will really stay, not with the prospect the Jeta project brings.'  Janeway crossed her arms.

'You feel so strongly about your crew's determination and ability to make it home.  Why do you think they will stop?  Is there something you need to say?'  The Ambassador finally said. 

'Is there?  What are you not saying?'  Janeway pushed 

'What are you implying?  I don't know what you are talking about Captain.'  Tannia was losing her calm, realizing something was wrong but not quite sure of what.  

'I'm not implying anything.  I did not mean to make you so uncomfortable about my conviction to get my crew home.  You agreed that my crew will make it and I appreciate your encouragement. 

'Yes I believe you are an example of leadership my government lacks.  I do not envy your position, but admire your faith in your crew to get home.  Tannia added sincerely. 

'Thank you Ambassador.'

'And thank you once again for meeting with me.  Be assured I will inform the sovereignty of what you said.  They will be pleased to know they have no concern for worry. '  Tannia nodded and left. 

Captain Janeway at this moment was desperately trying to make heads or tails of her discussion with Tannia, but could not find it if she was looking at two sides of the same coin.   'God, I would give up coffee for a week if I only had one betazoid aboard Voyager.' She grimaced as she sipped her coffee. 'No, I couldn't, not for all the coffee beans on earth.' 

The mess hall was quiet and empty, most of the crew either on duty or far-gone between duty shift changes from the alpha to Gamma shift.  Neelix was preparing to close down the kitchen for the day.  He prepared bowls of non-perishable food, fruits and nuts on the counter for those crewmembers who wandered in choosing a quick bite to eat.  It never bothered Neelix to do this task which was not required of him, but though it a better choice than using replicated food.  He also thought it a better alternative than the messy mess hall raids found on occasion in the morning.    

The door hissed open and Neelix looked up to see Ambassador Tannia walk in immediately searching the room for someone.    Neelix stopped his tasks, smiled pleasantly greeting the Ambassador genuinely.  He was cautiously reserved however, even for him, knowing of Voyager's predicament and Tannia's possible role in the conspiracy.  

'Well hello Ambassador Tannia.  Are you looking for someone in particular?' asking the question anyway, assuming the correct answer.  His eyes beamed when he looked at her, his heart skipping a beat because Tannia reminded him of Kes' warmth, kindness and smile.  'It's so hard to believe she would know her government plan.'  He thought to himself.

'As a matter of fact I am.  Seven and I agreed to meet here.  I am early; I shall wait.'  She responded.  

'I was just about done in the kitchen, have some simple foods, but if you would like something special I just might be inclined to indulge you.'  He said with a playful grin, bouncing on his heels.  

'Oh no Neelix I cannot have you go through all the trouble on my account.  But the offer is extremely tempting and sweet, maybe another time.'  She replied, thinking what a peculiarly hairy and adorable species the Talaxian was with his colorful outfits. 

'Its no trouble really, not for you.'  Neelix winked, 'I'm sure Seven will be here soon, she is always punctual.'  Neelix finished saying as the door hissed open behind Tannia revealing Seven's voluptuous, tall body. 

'Well I better leave you two alone.' Neelix nodded to Seven and walked back to the kitchen area.  Neelix was happy for Seven but was sad thinking the Captain and her always possessed some special bond beyond their other friendships among a selected few crew members.  Secretly, he always thought that Seven and the captain would have always developed into a closer, more intimate relationship, but was not surprised, considering it was the captain's choice not to get involved with her crew in that manner. 

'Ambassador Tannia.'   Seven said coolly, but her lips revealing a faint smile deceived her. 

'Seven of Nine.'  Tannia answered as she turned to walk towards the counter as she teased her in return.  'Do you want something to eat?  We can talk briefly before I leave for the surface.'

Seven followed, then halted when Tannia's words registered.  'You are not staying aboard Voyager tonight.  Why?'  Seven asked seriously.

Tannia was picking out some dried berries and soft rolls.  'I cannot, I must return soon and give a full report to Prime Minister KaPinock on Voyager's status.  I met with your Captain as scheduled and he will not wait until morning and demanded I deliver my report tonight, personally.'  She sighed looking into the bluest eyes. 

Neelix was trying desperately not to eavesdrop on the conversation, but it was difficult since both ladies remained standing at the counter.  His curiosity peaked when Tannia's mentioned the urgency of the Prime Minister's impatience about her report. 

'I see.'  Seven sounding disappointed.  'If you must.' Seven pouted.  'I was hoping that we could?'

'Tannia stepped closer to Seven. 'I know? I am not pleased as well.  I thought perhaps we could finish are sexual explorations we begun at my suite earlier today at the VIP quarters assigned to me here on Voyager.' 

Suddenly a loud crash of silverware scattered to the floor.  Neelix crouch down to pick-up the utensils.  Both Tannia and Seven looked at Neelix, oblivious to his sudden bout of clumsiness as they proceeded to walk to a table at the far corner of the mess hall. 

Seven did not have that in mind exactly, but did not correct Tannia, instead her thoughts filled with the conversation she had had earlier with Captain Janeway, pre-occupations subsiding any amorous needs she may have had for the moment.  Seven fought to stay focused and unaffected by her heart's desire in order to tackle her worst fears.  Honestly, she just wanted to talk to Tannia and tell her everything, to confront her and demand the truth.  Tannia's reason for her mandatory departure was not lost to Seven, while her fear and disappointment increased. 

'I understand, another time then.  How did your meeting go?'  Seven inquired as she took a seat across from her partner, interested in hearing every detail. 

Tannia flashing a toothy grin replied, 'It went well.  She wants to test flight the Delta outfitted with the new cross technologies in a few days.'  My Government will be pleased in more ways than one.  We will conduct the test before Voyager leaves and the Minister's worries as to Voyager's sudden dismissal of shore leave are nothing to be alarmed about.' 

'I do not understand.  Why would the Minister be concerned with the Captain's decision to abort shore leave, a detail which does not directly affect your planet?

'I wondered the same exact thing, but then it dawned on me, that what inevitably seems to occurred in most cases with other species who have stayed long periods of time at our planet has happened yet again.'  Sighing, Tannia continued, 'Seven you obviously are not aware that while Voyager has been here interacting with our species, a significant number of crew members have bonded and have intentions of remaining when Voyager leaves.  There is much apprehension as to how that would have affected our own.'  Tannia explained.

'Is the Captain aware of this?  Seven raised her brow.

'Well, I did not mention it only because the Minister's main concern was if our government offended Voyager in any way and what we could do to repair relations.  I only mentioned it now because you asked whether your crew would have any lasting impact with V'ordackians.' Tannia further explained.

'I see.  I found it strange that this is a natural occurrence, rather than the exception.  It is highly unusual behavior for the a significant number of the crew to form a bond and remain with the prospect of the Jetta project being a success.'  Seven said with surprise.  Then added 'Although the Captain would have appreciated you sharing the underlying reason to your initial concern.  I suppose there was no mal intent of this omission.'

Tannia frowning inwardly, panicked at the possibility that Seven might decline her offer to stay behind with her.  

'However, Humans can be most unpredictable and illogical at the oddest times.   Seven added, knowing that she wants nothing more that to stay with Tannia.

In an effort to lighten her mood, Tannia changed the direction of the conversation.  'The Captain and I also spoke of family.  She is looking forward to returning home, as well as the Voyager crew.'  Tannia then hesitated, 'Seven what of your desire to return to earth and see your family?'

Seven inhaled deeply, 'The Borg assimilated my parents.  I have never been to Earth or have ever met any other family.  It is irrelevant.  Voyager and you are now my family.'  Seven gave her a small smile while reaching for her hand. 

Seven asked, 'In our earlier conversations you mentioned your sister, who you do not speak to often because she lives among a different Sect with conflicting beliefs.  If she is your family why are you both not closer in spite of these varying beliefs?  Why should it matter where she lives and who she chooses as a mate?   That I do not understand.' 

'It is complicated.  It is just the way it has always been for as long as anyone can remember.  There is too much distrust and we cannot rise above the other's suspicions and natural competitiveness.  I am afraid the division will conquer us all in the end.'  She paused, 'I have attempted to reason, share my concerns, but my government refuses to listen, to change.'  Tannia said with great sadness.  'I have a renewed hope, at every instance we integrate with new species, that their values and belief can bring us together.  Your species holds similar and strong convictions.  This can be very promising.'  Tannia added. 

'There may be others who already share your desires, perhaps your sister sees your vision?' Seven asked. 

'Yes she does. She has told me she has heard of a resistance, but what good would that do, but bring about bloodshed.'  If only my sister's Sect and my own unite, the others will surely follow.' 

Tannia wanted so much to ask Seven to stay with her, but how could she ask now, with all that was happening with the Voyager crew and her government.  How would it look?  How could she exist without Seven by her side and not feel lost.  Tannia truly felt miserable.  She hoped that the look of defeat and frustration did not show on her face. 

Seven listen intently, more confused than ever about the woman seated across from her.  No sooner is she convinced of Tannia' innocence, she questions Tannia's capabilities of deceit.  Her desires cloud her impartial judgment and then she remembers the Captain's warning to not become involved, that she was to close to the situation as is.  Tannia words support the Captain's concerns and validate a fraction of V'Odackian's agenda; then again, Tannia only has the best intentions for her planet.  'Why can I not just ask her, then I we will know.'  Seven thought to herself. 

'Seven'

'Tannia'

Both women realized they started to speak, then stopped anxiously. 

Seven waited. 

'Seven?I love you, do you love me?  Would you stay with me if I asked?'